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I know I know, you want to know how in the hell this ever got painted after the realization that you, or anyone could possibly duplicate this image or even come close to something that resembles it because it simply just seems so impossible to paint and to ever have been painted in the first place. If you are thinking, as I did - the longer I studied it, that no one in history could paint this - not Leonardo Da Vinci, or Van Gogh, or Rembrandt or Monet, not Michelangelo or Salvador Dali, not Warhol or Bansky, or Picasso, on and on through the list of the best in history, and that on the surface after careful analysis and study of this rendering, it appears an impossible proposition to duplicate this painting - then please allow me to agree. I have come to believe that it is impossible. At least I know now for certain, that I cannot do it. And yes, I am the KcPixelator and MM as the signature line indicates and who is the person who held the brush and dipped the paint and applied it to canvas, yet still, because I have tried and utterly failed in repeated attempts, to duplicate the image and have frustratedly concluded that it cannot be done again - and as audacious as this sounds - and I know that it certainly does, I nonetheless believe it to be true simply because I've tried again and again and again and again and again, to do so, and the little voice in my head that I began to hear, and listen to and that guided my hand and mind to create this, is gone and has vanished into the thin air from which it came, and at least up until now, will not and has not returned, or, for unknown reasons, simply will no longer speak to me, the person and emerging genius that I assumed I may think was representative of myself, which I now find cannot be the case, which would justify and explain why each attempt to recapture even a remote resemblance to it impossible, and an even greater pitiful failure than the attempt before it. So -- I am confused, miffed, disappointed and clueless as to how I ever completed this now. Was it all the little voice? I have to wonder whether I even had anything to do with it at all now, besides to listen to the direction of the voice, and facilitate the creation of the painting at the little voice's direction which I can now only conclude is a power greater than myself, and perhaps likely the God of my own personal understanding, and which apparently at times and mysteriously defies all understanding. Regardless of the origin of the little voice, the very same now seems content to torture me. You can read my best effort to explain it at "Wormhole Intersection (Explained)", which is somewhere in my Gallery. Hint - this is it. In the meantime, perhaps I should visit a Priest, I just don't know anymore. "Little voice, if you are still out there, or up there, I am still here, and I am listening, and why have you abandoned me?" And to the fellow artist, think hogwash, or baloney if you will, because it is not lost on my that that my story could be difficult to swallow, and I will be the first to offer to agree that at first glance divine intervention in regard to this rendering seems unlikely, but to those I invite to take a closer look and then ask yourself if there is another obvious rationale for what has obviously occurred within the borders of this canvas, that I cannot explain beyond this wholly inadequate offering to artists everywhere, and even better, in the attempt to analyze and offer an analysis that explains it in a more likely fashion that what I have put forth, that of a divine intervention for lack of a better term, I would encourage those artist to open a canvas and dip your brush, and give it your best shot. Some of us need to be convinced by our own hand. I would enjoy seeing your best efforts. Please notify me if you have success at doing this so I can check out your efforts. Until I hear and see evidence that someone is capable of painting this image and without simply copying, but clearly an individual like style and technique creation I will maintain, that it won't happen. Nonetheless, good luck to all who attempt it, and happy painting.

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I know I know, you want to know how in the hell this ever got painted after the realization that you, or anyone could possibly duplicate this image or even come close to something that resembles it because it simply just seems so impossible to paint and to ever have been painted in the first place. If you are thinking, as I did - the longer I studied it, that no one in history could paint this - not Leonardo Da Vinci, or Van Gogh, or Rembrandt or Monet, not Michelangelo or Salvador Dali, not Warhol or Bansky, or Picasso, on and on through the list of the best in history, and that on the surface after careful analysis and study of this rendering, it appears an impossible proposition to duplicate this painting - then please allow me to agree. I have come to believe that it is impossible. At least I know now for certain, that I cannot do it. And yes, I am the KcPixelator and MM as the signature line indicates and who is the person who held the brush and dipped the paint and applied it to canvas, yet still, because I have tried and utterly failed in repeated attempts, to duplicate the image and have frustratedly concluded that it cannot be done again - and as audacious as this sounds - and I know that it certainly does, I nonetheless believe it to be true simply because I've tried again and again and again and again and again, to do so, and the little voice in my head that I began to hear, and listen to and that guided my hand and mind to create this, is gone and has vanished into the thin air from which it came, and at least up until now, will not and has not returned, or, for unknown reasons, simply will no longer speak to me, the person and emerging genius that I assumed I may think was representative of myself, which I now find cannot be the case, which would justify and explain why each attempt to recapture even a remote resemblance to it impossible, and an even greater pitiful failure than the attempt before it. So -- I am confused, miffed, disappointed and clueless as to how I ever completed this now. Was it all the little voice? I have to wonder whether I even had anything to do with it at all now, besides to listen to the direction of the voice, and facilitate the creation of the painting at the little voice's direction which I can now only conclude is a power greater than myself, and perhaps likely the God of my own personal understanding, and which apparently at times and mysteriously defies all understanding. Regardless of the origin of the little voice, the very same now seems content to torture me. You can read my best effort to explain it at "Wormhole Intersection (Explained)", which is somewhere in my Gallery. Hint - this is it. In the meantime, perhaps I should visit a Priest, I just don't know anymore. "Little voice, if you are still out there, or up there, I am still here, and I am listening, and why have you abandoned me?" And to the fellow artist, think hogwash, or baloney if you will, because it is not lost on my that that my story could be difficult to swallow, and I will be the first to offer to agree that at first glance divine intervention in regard to this rendering seems unlikely, but to those I invite to take a closer look and then ask yourself if there is another obvious rationale for what has obviously occurred within the borders of this canvas, that I cannot explain beyond this wholly inadequate offering to artists everywhere, and even better, in the attempt to analyze and offer an analysis that explains it in a more likely fashion that what I have put forth, that of a divine intervention for lack of a better term, I would encourage those artist to open a canvas and dip your brush, and give it your best shot. Some of us need to be convinced by our own hand. I would enjoy seeing your best efforts. Please notify me if you have success at doing this so I can check out your efforts. Until I hear and see evidence that someone is capable of painting this image and without simply copying, but clearly an individual like style and technique creation I will maintain, that it won't happen. Nonetheless, good luck to all who attempt it, and happy painting.