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I wanted to feel you one last time....hold you one last time....your scent still stains my pillow......

As the people took me away....my faith in Yama-jii faded. How can he separate us? It wasn't like...we caused problems for anybody. Speaking of that...who told him? Who wanted to break us up this badly? My mind was swimming in thought and when they broguht me back to my squad, I looked back at them with fire in my eyes.
"I don't know why Yama-jii did this or who told him but....I know one thing....I will get to the bottom of this and I WILL see Kenpachi again" I said and slid open the squad five doors.
When I came in, I wanted to go to my room and sulk. Sulk at the fact that Yama-jii has people watching us. Sulk at the fact that I can't see the man I love again unless for business. What can I do to stop this? I need to know who told him about us. I seen Momo sitting in the office reading and when I came in, she jumped up and bowed.
"Welcome back Captain Shimatani!" She said with her cute voice and I touched her shoulder.
"No need to call me that....just call me Hana okay?" I said and she was got up.
"Okay....Hana....what happened in there?" she asked me and I smiled.
"He was jabbering about some Captain business...no need to worry" I lied and she smiled.
"Oh...okay" She said and I smiled.
I didn't want anybody to know or worry about this. This is something that is supposed to be kept to myself and anyone else who know. I went in my room, shedded out of my captain's robe and shihakusho and layed down. I turned my head slightly to the moonlit sky. The full moon shined down in my bedroom like God was giving me some type of moonlit message. In the Seireitei....it feels as if Yama-jii is some type of puppetmaster and we are his puppets. Does it have to be this way? Not to express your love to somebody that works in the same place as you? I don't get it anymore. The stress was piling in my head. My heart felt like it was holding up a 100 pound weight. I looked up at the ceiling and smiled to myself. I'm so stupid. Something will happen. I know it. As I closed my eyes, images of Arisu popped in my head. Maybe sleep might ease my pain....
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"Arisu! Look! Look!" I said to a tea drinking sister as I came in the living room with my new academy uniform.
"What is i....you got in?! That's great!" She said as she looked at my uniform.
She got up and hugged me and I knew that she was really happy with me. Every time we hugged like this made me feel so warm inside because there was no mom or dad to do it. We grew up in Rukongai District #78 which was a very poor place. Death lurked in every corner. Humans were like souless beasts. Feasting on the lives of those just to make a living. My sister and I had no parents. We don't even know our own past. We roamed around the district in search of shelter and food. A nice man let us stay there for a price. We had to cook, clean and every week....he would alternate between me and Arisu in the sex process. We wanted to escape but couldn't. We needed a home. we needed shelter. When we did escape....an old woman said we could stay with her and shortly after we sheltered there....she died. Until then....we lived a quiet life. She worked in a local market and I was training in the shinigami academy.
"They said I was the top of the class!" I exclaimed and she kissed my forehead lightly.
"I told you that you was going to get in" she said and I looked up at her with happiness in my eyes.
"Thank you so much for supporting me" I said and she smiled.
"Your welcome" she said and I hugged her tighter.

When I woke up, the dawn sun has already risen and when I looked at the time, it said 8:00 and I shot up in a hurry. I went in my private bath and brushed my teeth. I put my hair in a bun, shedded out of my night clothes, and put on my shihakusho and captain's robe. When I reached my office, Kyo-kun was in there....laying on the couch with his hat tilted down. I walked up to him and took the hat off to reveal a sleeping Kyo. I nudged him a bit and he didn't even move an eyebrow. I pushed him a bit and then he opened his eyes to see a confused me. He sat up and put his hat back on his head and looked at me with greeting eyes.
"Hey Hana-chan" he said and I looked at him.
"Why is you in my office?" I asked and he looked at me sadly.
"What....you don't want your own friend in here....fine....I know how ya feel now" He said jokingly and I hit his arm lightly.
"You know you are welcome here anytime you want but....don't you have work to do?" I said and he waved his hand.
"I don't care for that right now....Nanao-chan got that covered" he said and before I can say anything....a mad Nanao came in.
"What are you doing in here?! You know that you have piles of work to do so get to it!" She said angrily and he got up sadly.
"I wanted to talk more with Hana-chan but....ya can't beat a mad Nanao-chan....well....see ya later Hana-chan" He said to a sweatdropped me and before he left....he whispered these three haunting words.......
"I did it...."