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KikuElric — Have you Ever Hated yourself?

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KikuElric In reply to ??? [2012-03-07 23:41:23 +0000 UTC]

It's good that you've felt better for so much time
I do know unfortunately d:

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freefourlife In reply to KikuElric [2012-03-08 00:14:30 +0000 UTC]

yeaa haha (:
mmhm. but we just gotta keep calm and carry on hey? ahaha
Take life by the fullest, and don't look back

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KikuElric In reply to freefourlife [2012-03-08 01:25:36 +0000 UTC]

Exactly, great worlds to live by, haha (:

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freefourlife In reply to KikuElric [2012-03-13 02:07:49 +0000 UTC]

mmhmmm haha (:

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pictures-in-my-head [2012-02-16 02:10:22 +0000 UTC]

All the time...

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KikuElric In reply to pictures-in-my-head [2012-02-16 20:36:05 +0000 UTC]

Awe, why? ):

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pictures-in-my-head In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-17 03:13:28 +0000 UTC]

It's really hard to describe...

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KikuElric In reply to pictures-in-my-head [2012-02-17 04:19:50 +0000 UTC]

Alright, well I understand the feeling but you shouldn't feel that way. Try to find something that you at least like about yourself, then make yourself love it. That's what I did. I was going through a lot of crap and feeling really down about my body. But then I realized I liked the shape of my eyes and my eyelashes. Now I love them because every time I look in the mirror it's the first thing I see which distracts me from everything else.

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pictures-in-my-head In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-19 05:49:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for trying to help. I used to feel that way all the time, but I don't as much anymore. I've actually been feeling a lot better about myself recently. Thank you for caring

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KikuElric In reply to pictures-in-my-head [2012-02-19 18:17:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy that you feel better. You're welcome

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pictures-in-my-head In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-22 04:02:24 +0000 UTC]

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innocentcrime [2012-02-15 23:57:30 +0000 UTC]

I hate myself all the time ...I often sit alone saying Im ugly, im fat and i hate myself

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-16 00:56:58 +0000 UTC]

I looked through your photos and I don't think you're ugly at all. Or fat. You should love yourself, you're good at drawing and pretty

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-16 22:45:52 +0000 UTC]

thanks...

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-16 23:02:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm serious.
are there any reasons you feel that way?

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-16 23:07:15 +0000 UTC]

I get made fun of getting called ugly,fat,emo,man and it just... sucks...I look in the mirror and dont feel like a human... I look at my stomach and feel like The fattest girl in the world.I look at myself in shame...And what doesnt help the matter is ive never had a boyfriend... cause the guy i really love...is...at a diffrent school and I want him to be my first boy friend...

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-16 23:36:47 +0000 UTC]

Human beings are pretty horrible creatures. You can't listen to what they say ): I get told the same things on a daily basis. Even my closest friends have "joked around" saying I'm so ugly and emo. It gets to me all the time, but then I remember that a lot of people are just blind and stupid. Don't listen to the people who bring you down, okay? If you do then you'l never be able to do all the things you want to.
And ohhh, I understand that... I've only ever had one boyfriend, and he just used me for his first kiss But you can date guys from different schools, that's what I'm trying to do right now. If you see him try talking to him, or see if he goes on any social networking sites and talk to im through that?

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-17 00:24:36 +0000 UTC]

ive tried finding him on the internet...

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-17 01:19:00 +0000 UTC]

no luck? ):

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-18 13:01:15 +0000 UTC]

yup :/

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-18 17:55:06 +0000 UTC]

How far away does he live from you?

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-20 01:01:40 +0000 UTC]

2 miles

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-20 03:58:47 +0000 UTC]

That's not far at all. Hm, can you think of any places you see him?

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-20 12:19:58 +0000 UTC]

skating arena

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-20 19:53:37 +0000 UTC]

Do you talk to him there?

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innocentcrime In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-21 00:45:47 +0000 UTC]

if he is there

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KikuElric In reply to innocentcrime [2012-02-22 21:28:57 +0000 UTC]

Then you've gotta be getting somewhere with him. Don't worry, sooner or later it's going to work for you. My old friend was friends with a boy for 3 years before he finally started to show interest in her romantically. So don't give up hope & keep talking to him.

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zapxfire1 [2012-02-14 06:00:50 +0000 UTC]

Yes.

btw you're hair looks so blue and pretty

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-14 23:14:20 +0000 UTC]

Well you shouldn't. You're really pretty and a good person. You help me out more than the friends that I have at school.
And thanks xD

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-15 00:28:37 +0000 UTC]

Really? Now is this because you can't tell your friends the whole truth about thing sometimes or because they don't to listen?
Wow thank you

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-15 02:25:37 +0000 UTC]

It's a little bit of both. Some of them I can't tell everything to, and the ones I can don't really care so much or listen very well d: But it's alright, I understand why.
You're welcome ^-^

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-17 00:10:10 +0000 UTC]

Hate when that happens. I have one friend that I can trust completely and I actually was going to tell her about my ED but things happened that day that made me not tell her because I was too scared that she'd tell my parents.

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-17 01:24:25 +0000 UTC]

Awe, I understand. I honestly regret telling anyone anything. The one person I did tell told my parents a month after I stopped as payback for ending our relationship as friends.... -_____-

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-19 23:49:39 +0000 UTC]

I guess that really could backfire on anyone. This is why I don't trust many people with my secrets. I'm even afraid that a friend that I'm kind of sketchy with lately with tell everyone who I'm in love with.
Why are people so mean like that?

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-20 04:02:17 +0000 UTC]

Awe, that might not be a bad thing though. Could give him the opportunity to talk to you, or you with him.
I don't know. I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone people's secrets. I'd feel horribly guilty afterwards.

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-21 01:54:16 +0000 UTC]

I've already preached to the world that I will keep your secrets no matter what they are.
I guess that could be a good thing but I'm sure there are at least three other girls that he likes that's not me because he asked three of them (not sure who yet)to slow dance with him and they all said no. At first I was happy that they said no but that means that there are three girls in my school that are better/prettier/skinnier than me.

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-21 20:17:16 +0000 UTC]

DDDD: No it does not mean that. It just means that he might have been to scared to ask you because he likes you best or he just needs to realize you in that way. Are you guys close friends?

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-21 23:11:57 +0000 UTC]

We're not really close freinds but we have this thing that we try to anoy the other person like crazy and stuff like that.
Maybe :/

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KikuElric In reply to zapxfire1 [2012-02-22 01:59:46 +0000 UTC]

That's called flirting
You're doing SOMETHING right then

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zapxfire1 In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-25 00:54:51 +0000 UTC]

Well I hope so

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iSkyBlader [2012-02-14 03:16:42 +0000 UTC]

Funny, I hate myself every single moment...

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KikuElric In reply to iSkyBlader [2012-02-14 03:29:33 +0000 UTC]

:C There has to be something you like about yourself. Anything?

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iSkyBlader In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-14 04:22:13 +0000 UTC]

Not really. Sometimes I'm just serious, not even thinking about it, but lately I have started to hate myself even more... and I started to like it...

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KikuElric In reply to iSkyBlader [2012-02-14 23:56:39 +0000 UTC]

Why do you hate yourself? Do you have specific reasons?

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iSkyBlader In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-14 23:59:45 +0000 UTC]

Well, somewhat. Sometimes I feel like it was supossed that I was never born. In other words, my parents just got married because my mom was pregnant with me, and most of the time they are arguing and all of that stuff.

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KikuElric In reply to iSkyBlader [2012-02-15 00:09:20 +0000 UTC]

My parents got pregnant with me and that's why they got married too. They were also physically aggressive when I was young, I'd wake up hearing them screaming and loud crashes. They're divorced now but they get along a million times better.
Sometimes I think the same thing about myself, but it's not true. I'm faaaaar from religious but I do believe that people are alive for a reason. I know that you are too. Although your parents didn't plan you, you do have meaning. Everyone has an effect on hundreds of people's lives, you know. Even you.

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iSkyBlader In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-15 00:27:06 +0000 UTC]

What can I say. Everything you have just said is true. I think the only thing I can say right now is... Thank you.

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KikuElric In reply to iSkyBlader [2012-02-15 02:24:27 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, but seriously, you really do have meaning and even if you don't believe me I hope you will someday.
If you ever need someone I'm here for you, okay?

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iSkyBlader In reply to KikuElric [2012-02-15 02:25:36 +0000 UTC]

Okay, thanks for everything.

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KikuElric In reply to iSkyBlader [2012-02-15 02:50:10 +0000 UTC]

It's no problem, I'm happy if I helped.

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