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First of all, do not worry.

This was made weeks ago, three-four days before Christmas. I kinda reached a breaking point, but through helpful talking and drawing something to represent my extreme feelings at the moment, I managed to get it out and I actually ended up having one of the nicest Christmases I've ever had in a VERY long time.
So I'm already doing better, don't worry.
I posted this just because I felt it looked presentable enough to be shown in my gallery.

Although, this does represent how I'm sorry that I didn't manage to get to talk about what a year 2012 was for me in my life, I was planning to talk about it in-depth before the end of the year but I didn't make it in time (one of the many dominoes that ended up frustrating me into making this vent) but as I said I got through it, and I've resolved that I'll talk about it WHENEVER I please and when I CAN.
Could be somewhere next year, could be in 50 years, doesn't matter, it'll happen when it does, and that's alright.
I would've talked about the discovery of movies, shows, and events in my life that made that year really special.

One of those, music-wise, was discovering The Real Tuesday Weld, with their cover of "Return I will to old Brazil" (discovered when I had my huge Terry Gilliam craze in 2011 after Doug Walker introduced me to that film), "Kix", "Me & Mr. Wolf" and "The Show Must Go On" youtu.be/4ZNASeXGA10 Which is quoted in this vent art, I listened to it while drawing this.
Hearing this music makes me pretty emotional and nostalgic for that year, it's such a strong and unreal feeling.

I may still have some nervousness towards the new year after what 2022 turned out, but I think I'll be more ready.
What doesn't kill you and give you permanent psychological scars, makes you stronger I guess.
I just have to get up off my knees and say "Fuck you, I'm on my way"
'Cause the show must go on.

UPDATE:
To anyone being worried, don't.
On January things got a worse turn, but after that worse turn... I managed to overcome it, and no joke, TURN THE TABLES on lots of things.
I kicked the ass of the year and I think 2023 will go down being a rather chill year for solving that thing and giving me less dread.
I would LOVE to make a new vent art that shows me slaying the 2023-eldritch abomination but I'm too paranoid that I may jinx something bad to occur, I'd rather wait for next New Year's Eve and see how 2023 has turned out, I'm typing this on the first day of March.

Still, I'm doing better, thank you for caring but don't worry, things have picked up and I'm grateful and hopeful.

Description
First of all, do not worry.

This was made weeks ago, three-four days before Christmas. I kinda reached a breaking point, but through helpful talking and drawing something to represent my extreme feelings at the moment, I managed to get it out and I actually ended up having one of the nicest Christmases I've ever had in a VERY long time.
So I'm already doing better, don't worry.
I posted this just because I felt it looked presentable enough to be shown in my gallery.

Although, this does represent how I'm sorry that I didn't manage to get to talk about what a year 2012 was for me in my life, I was planning to talk about it in-depth before the end of the year but I didn't make it in time (one of the many dominoes that ended up frustrating me into making this vent) but as I said I got through it, and I've resolved that I'll talk about it WHENEVER I please and when I CAN.
Could be somewhere next year, could be in 50 years, doesn't matter, it'll happen when it does, and that's alright.
I would've talked about the discovery of movies, shows, and events in my life that made that year really special.

One of those, music-wise, was discovering The Real Tuesday Weld, with their cover of "Return I will to old Brazil" (discovered when I had my huge Terry Gilliam craze in 2011 after Doug Walker introduced me to that film), "Kix", "Me & Mr. Wolf" and "The Show Must Go On" youtu.be/4ZNASeXGA10 Which is quoted in this vent art, I listened to it while drawing this.
Hearing this music makes me pretty emotional and nostalgic for that year, it's such a strong and unreal feeling.

I may still have some nervousness towards the new year after what 2022 turned out, but I think I'll be more ready.
What doesn't kill you and give you permanent psychological scars, makes you stronger I guess.
I just have to get up off my knees and say "Fuck you, I'm on my way"
'Cause the show must go on.

UPDATE:
To anyone being worried, don't.
On January things got a worse turn, but after that worse turn... I managed to overcome it, and no joke, TURN THE TABLES on lots of things.
I kicked the ass of the year and I think 2023 will go down being a rather chill year for solving that thing and giving me less dread.
I would LOVE to make a new vent art that shows me slaying the 2023-eldritch abomination but I'm too paranoid that I may jinx something bad to occur, I'd rather wait for next New Year's Eve and see how 2023 has turned out, I'm typing this on the first day of March.

Still, I'm doing better, thank you for caring but don't worry, things have picked up and I'm grateful and hopeful.