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Published: 2021-05-31 18:48:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 837; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 0
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",,,i can't take it anymore."- twiggy/nimbus
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it's all too overwhelming, they're speaking, all at once, they're all staring at me. they know how different i am, they're judging me because they can see. i don't fit in. my wings tuck so tightly against me, i swear i'm breaking them with how close i'm holding them to myself. please i just want this all to be over, momma told me, momma said they'd stop, momma said i'd be okay. she said they wouldn't care, that no one would bother me. but i can feel their eyes, i can hear their voices, i can feel every gaze on me. it burns. please, please, please, let me go.
i just want to be home, i just want to leave, i just want this all to be over. i can't breathe. i can't breathe. i can't breathe. i can't do this, i want my ma'. she would've brought me home, she would've said everythings gonna be okay. momma loves me, i know she does, but all i feel is hate. their hate. the same hate that papa had, the same, the same, the same hate and rejection he always threw towards me. but it's worse.
all i feel is them. all i can hear is them.
let me go, where is my family? where is gatekeeper? where is momma, where is kesper, where is coco? i need their help. i can't do this. i can't take it. this, this isn't, this doesn't, i can't breathe. i need space. i need space. i need. i need air. but i can't move.
please, i wanna go home.
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sorry twiggy, i swear this is going to help you later--
i promise-
for a little more context, though i won’t be fully explaining this because spoilers, nimbus here isn’t a big fan of the herd groups or *bonds in the garden. they’re mostly all very judgmental, and twiggy hasn’t had a very good experience with them. especially among its own family. so, nimbus avoids being around large scale bonds. but it’s customary that bonds converse with each other, so twiggy doesn’t have much choice when their mother requests they do so.
*bonds is what a group of kirins in the garden are called
