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Idk how to title anything so 01 it is LOL

I had a lot of fun painting this! I'm trying to work on my colours a bit more and using both warms and cool tones in a piece!

Also a gross insecure message that you're free to ignore LOL
I just need to vent a tiny bit hahah

Hi so I'm in a really insecure place, I'm scared to talk to most of friends rn ahhhh
It's that kind of juvenile thought where I feel like I'm annoying everyone I speak to. It used to be really bad back in the ripe old days of Highschool, and to be fair I've been really good the past few years! I still get this strange bought of insecurity maybe 3-4 times a year and I honestly feel so ridiculous even talking about it because it's something that is quite embarrassing, but even just typing it out helps a lot tbh. It helps me kind of process these feelings and work on myself. It's like, whenever I get stuck in this I do the whole "Do not speak unless spoken to" and then I end up sitting here feeling lonely because I'm not reaching out to anyone and ofc it's not anyone else's responsibility but my own to deal with this. It's just 100% my own issue. It's kind of funny too, because I know this will pass and I'll laugh about it later, but just in this moment rn, it kind of sucks.
Drawing and painting is my safe place, it keeps my mind focused on one thing and it's like a break mentally. I'm feeling a lot better already, so I'm sure within a day or so this gross feeling will go away.

Vent done, I'm sorry to anyone who actually read that, but just know that I'm okay! This will pass and I'll get over it! I always do haha
But wow that was a load off my chest omlll

I'm just going to stuff my face in art until I can't anymore

Description
Idk how to title anything so 01 it is LOL

I had a lot of fun painting this! I'm trying to work on my colours a bit more and using both warms and cool tones in a piece!

Also a gross insecure message that you're free to ignore LOL
I just need to vent a tiny bit hahah

Hi so I'm in a really insecure place, I'm scared to talk to most of friends rn ahhhh
It's that kind of juvenile thought where I feel like I'm annoying everyone I speak to. It used to be really bad back in the ripe old days of Highschool, and to be fair I've been really good the past few years! I still get this strange bought of insecurity maybe 3-4 times a year and I honestly feel so ridiculous even talking about it because it's something that is quite embarrassing, but even just typing it out helps a lot tbh. It helps me kind of process these feelings and work on myself. It's like, whenever I get stuck in this I do the whole "Do not speak unless spoken to" and then I end up sitting here feeling lonely because I'm not reaching out to anyone and ofc it's not anyone else's responsibility but my own to deal with this. It's just 100% my own issue. It's kind of funny too, because I know this will pass and I'll laugh about it later, but just in this moment rn, it kind of sucks.
Drawing and painting is my safe place, it keeps my mind focused on one thing and it's like a break mentally. I'm feeling a lot better already, so I'm sure within a day or so this gross feeling will go away.

Vent done, I'm sorry to anyone who actually read that, but just know that I'm okay! This will pass and I'll get over it! I always do haha
But wow that was a load off my chest omlll

I'm just going to stuff my face in art until I can't anymore