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Published: 2020-02-19 02:45:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 548; Favourites: 42; Downloads: 1
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Description After months of doubt, I spoke what it seems the truth.
''I'm so sorry, I tried... I... I don't feel the same anymore''
He listened, quiet and I explained everything.
I do loved him, but something within me turned off,
His hugs where cold, his kisses empty.
All I dreamed with him it's... gone.

Of course, I remebered the times he make me laugh,
he let me cry on his shoulder,
the times he help me, he LOVES me.

Maybe is my career, maybe we grew apart.
It's not on him, just me.
I ask for time or a slow-down.

And the I heard it:'You'll have your time''
I knew how much I broke him;
I could hear his breath, I can feel the cold sweat on his hand.
The weak sun lighted his back, the light in his eyes began to fade
and our grip gone weak.

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I choose to be sincere with my feelings and his, lately I fake about being happy, being crazy for him, I didn´t want hurt him, I only cared about his happiness and not mine. He deserves someone better than I. I want to revive that sparkle, I want to love him again... I don't want to lose him...
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Aurora-La [2020-02-19 14:14:04 +0000 UTC]

I’m really in no place to offer advice, so you absolutely can ignore this if you want, but... it can be hard keeping that “spark” when a relationship first starts. Especially if you have some sort of mental illness or something that creates a huge sense of insecurity within you. But what I do know is this... love is a choice. True love is choosing to work through the problems and hold onto each other’s hands even when sometimes you don’t feel like it.

You might need help, you might need to talk it out, I don’t know. Relationships need lots of communication, and ultimately its up to you whether its worth it to fight for this person, and whether the relationship is healthy enough to continue. 


Again, this is just advice. You don’t have to take it seriously if you don’t want to.

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