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I really hate putting my friends in the spotlight like this, but I find it harder to say it to them privately or to their face. I know its bitchy to do it publicly but its easier i guess.
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You want to know why I sent that to you because I am sick of it all just sick. I'm sick of you saying that you cut! I hate that your doing it! Stop I'm serious! I know your life shit but I feel you pushing it in my face and expect to get pity out of me. You also claim people don't care? Plenty of people care! If you keep claiming that people won't. You want people not to care and when they do you push them away. So you want me to not care because if that's what you want I won't. But don't come crawling to me when you want me too. You pushed me away.
I am also sick of being the one who's supposed to be Happy 24/7! I can be sad too! My mom pretty much hates me!
That one time I was upset, you said something that pretty much meant"You not allowed to be sad you are the one who supposed to be happy 24/7!" Well I'm not I hide it better than all my friend I think. I keep it bottled up inside.I don't talk to you guys about it because you never talk to me about it but yell at me when I'm happy and don't know, then proceed not to tell me.
So I'd like you to re-read the lyrics and contemplate them REALLY HARD and think about why i sent you the song.

In the morning, such a pleasant time of the day
You are feeling lazy; dreaming to feel alive
All the 'pain' you're going through is hurting deep inside
Yet you act so cheery, it's all RARIPAPA,.

You avoid the questions, never saying what is wrong,
There are so many people acting like they're depressed.
I'm getting f*cking tired of helping everyone out
Why should I put up with this?!

If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
I've lost all my respect to ever care about it.

You always say that I do not understand you,
Then again, you don't know me very well too.
Always saying 'Leave me, just let me die alone"
But really you just wanna have somebody there for you.

Always claiming how cruel the world really is,
It's always someone else's fault according to you.
Standing there, crying and slicing up your wrist,
Thats just so agonistic!

If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
If life is oh so bad, you'll never hesitate it.

If you wanna die, why are you still living it?
You always wanna die so why can you not do it?
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
You always talk of death, maybe you go should do it!

You don't wanna live but you do not wanna die,
You don't even know what to do with yourself.
Don't ask me what's your purpose in the world
Please won't you just shut the f*ck up!?

SHOULD I LIVE? SHOULD I DIE? JUST DECIDE!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
I can no longer give a living damn about it!

If you wanna die, why are you still living it?
You always wanna die so why can you not do it?
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
If you're not gonna die then go ahead with your life!
It's not my f*cking problem!

You're 'a wanna die', you're 'a wanna die', you're 'a wanna die'
Yes you are 'a wanna die!'
So stop complaining and just get on with life!

Description
I really hate putting my friends in the spotlight like this, but I find it harder to say it to them privately or to their face. I know its bitchy to do it publicly but its easier i guess.
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You want to know why I sent that to you because I am sick of it all just sick. I'm sick of you saying that you cut! I hate that your doing it! Stop I'm serious! I know your life shit but I feel you pushing it in my face and expect to get pity out of me. You also claim people don't care? Plenty of people care! If you keep claiming that people won't. You want people not to care and when they do you push them away. So you want me to not care because if that's what you want I won't. But don't come crawling to me when you want me too. You pushed me away.
I am also sick of being the one who's supposed to be Happy 24/7! I can be sad too! My mom pretty much hates me!
That one time I was upset, you said something that pretty much meant"You not allowed to be sad you are the one who supposed to be happy 24/7!" Well I'm not I hide it better than all my friend I think. I keep it bottled up inside.I don't talk to you guys about it because you never talk to me about it but yell at me when I'm happy and don't know, then proceed not to tell me.
So I'd like you to re-read the lyrics and contemplate them REALLY HARD and think about why i sent you the song.

In the morning, such a pleasant time of the day
You are feeling lazy; dreaming to feel alive
All the 'pain' you're going through is hurting deep inside
Yet you act so cheery, it's all RARIPAPA,.

You avoid the questions, never saying what is wrong,
There are so many people acting like they're depressed.
I'm getting f*cking tired of helping everyone out
Why should I put up with this?!

If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
I've lost all my respect to ever care about it.

You always say that I do not understand you,
Then again, you don't know me very well too.
Always saying 'Leave me, just let me die alone"
But really you just wanna have somebody there for you.

Always claiming how cruel the world really is,
It's always someone else's fault according to you.
Standing there, crying and slicing up your wrist,
Thats just so agonistic!

If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
If life is oh so bad, you'll never hesitate it.

If you wanna die, why are you still living it?
You always wanna die so why can you not do it?
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
You always talk of death, maybe you go should do it!

You don't wanna live but you do not wanna die,
You don't even know what to do with yourself.
Don't ask me what's your purpose in the world
Please won't you just shut the f*ck up!?

SHOULD I LIVE? SHOULD I DIE? JUST DECIDE!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
Noone'll ever miss you if you go and do it!
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
I can no longer give a living damn about it!

If you wanna die, why are you still living it?
You always wanna die so why can you not do it?
If you wanna die, go ahead and do it!
If you're not gonna die then go ahead with your life!
It's not my f*cking problem!

You're 'a wanna die', you're 'a wanna die', you're 'a wanna die'
Yes you are 'a wanna die!'
So stop complaining and just get on with life!