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Published: 2012-04-18 02:53:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 1023; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 5
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Description Yupp,
Sexually, Emotionally, Physically, Mentally
I have flashback that are too vivid to stand
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Comments: 50

Attempts-At-Normalcy [2012-10-07 20:26:51 +0000 UTC]

Iā€™m sor sorry <3 I know the feeling.

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kml91225 In reply to Attempts-At-Normalcy [2012-10-09 22:53:35 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry

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SteeKira [2012-07-03 03:48:36 +0000 UTC]

That's awful! *hugs*

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kml91225 In reply to SteeKira [2012-07-04 15:38:34 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it is but it's okay, I'm trying to get over the PTSD

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SteeKira In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-05 06:17:42 +0000 UTC]

:/ I know of a few people who have that. I don't know them personally, but I hear it's hard on them.

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kml91225 In reply to SteeKira [2012-07-11 17:21:45 +0000 UTC]

Yeah most of the time it's not really a problem until it gets triggered and junk

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SteeKira In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-12 19:12:59 +0000 UTC]

Yeah...:/

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LoLLita-Alex [2012-05-14 01:32:18 +0000 UTC]

I seeing all my life here, amazing...

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kml91225 In reply to LoLLita-Alex [2012-05-15 00:50:24 +0000 UTC]

you mean in the secrets?

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LoLLita-Alex In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-15 01:26:07 +0000 UTC]

I mean i'm seeing myself. all those secrets are like some i have, some i tell, some i hide, some i'm ashamed, some i can't even say to myself, i'm to afraid of telling that THAT really happened to me too. beeing abused so many ways in different situations... i don't know what exactly happen to you, but abuse is hard for everyone, in so many ways. don't matter age, sex, race, religion... if you are abused someway, you get a big deep scar that can't heal with time. at least for me is like that. has been almost 4 years, and i remember every single day what my "friends" did to me. I'm with you, hugging you right now my dear!

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theshadows18 [2012-04-18 21:30:14 +0000 UTC]

stand up for ur self or sumthing, help urself hun, ive learned that the hard way im srry for u hun

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Brennasayshey [2012-04-18 20:05:34 +0000 UTC]


'In Christ the victim becomes the victor.'
This thought gets me out of bed every day. One day, we'll win

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kml91225 In reply to Brennasayshey [2012-04-18 21:12:59 +0000 UTC]

ONe day soon I hope

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therainbowsshadow [2012-04-18 13:48:30 +0000 UTC]

Thankfully, the tide doesn't flow one way- your time will come to shine, and all the abuse you suffered will be a mere vague memory ; that is the prayer of my heart for you, dear .

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DJNeonGlow [2012-04-18 11:48:32 +0000 UTC]

I want to just give you a big hug right now and tell you everything will be ok ;-;

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kml91225 In reply to DJNeonGlow [2012-04-18 21:13:30 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. I accept hugs all the time :]

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DJNeonGlow In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-19 03:05:32 +0000 UTC]

*Huggles* And i am willing to give out hugs all the time (and A Day to Remember is awesome! seen them in concert 4 times)

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kml91225 In reply to DJNeonGlow [2012-05-02 23:22:18 +0000 UTC]

I have seen them the same amount of times!!

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DJNeonGlow In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-03 00:58:11 +0000 UTC]

:0 If you want im always willing to talk about my concert experiences ^-^!

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kml91225 In reply to DJNeonGlow [2012-05-11 01:33:29 +0000 UTC]

sounds awesome. You ever get to crowd surf?

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DJNeonGlow In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-11 12:33:06 +0000 UTC]

Yes i have! Im actually seeing enter shikari tomorrow in orlando!

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kml91225 In reply to DJNeonGlow [2012-05-16 23:47:43 +0000 UTC]

How was the concert?

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DJNeonGlow In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-17 11:58:36 +0000 UTC]

omg it was crazy! so much fun ^-^

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summerlovelylove [2012-04-18 11:28:02 +0000 UTC]

im so sorry

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kml91225 In reply to summerlovelylove [2012-04-18 21:13:49 +0000 UTC]

Not your fault. It's just life but thank you

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summerlovelylove In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-18 23:34:17 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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Eriin-Emely [2012-04-18 04:57:59 +0000 UTC]

Yes and now you are abusing yourself. You are only a victom if you let yourself be.

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kml91225 In reply to Eriin-Emely [2012-04-18 21:14:13 +0000 UTC]

I know but thanks for the reminder. Not all of us can be strong all of the time

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Eriin-Emely In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-19 21:10:52 +0000 UTC]

No but there are better things to do then that. If we don't learn to respect ourselfs, how can anyone else ever respect us?

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CMDonovann [2012-04-18 04:08:18 +0000 UTC]

I dunno how to do emoticons, but if I did I'd make one of ME HUGGING YOU!

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kml91225 In reply to CMDonovann [2012-04-18 21:14:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you my friend. That means a lot

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Puppy-41 [2012-04-18 03:10:11 +0000 UTC]

im sorry

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kml91225 In reply to Puppy-41 [2012-04-18 21:14:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Razor13 [2012-04-18 02:57:27 +0000 UTC]

If this is a relationship to one of the other secrets about sharing and repressed memories, then yes, tell someone. It'll at least help you by getting it off your chest.

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kml91225 In reply to Razor13 [2012-05-18 00:32:02 +0000 UTC]

I just don't know how to bring it up

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Razor13 In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-18 03:03:24 +0000 UTC]

Depends on who you're wanting to tell. If it's someone who is totally outside of the situation the best way would probably be to ask if you could talk to someone about something serious that's had an impact on your life.

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whatthe68 [2012-04-18 02:54:30 +0000 UTC]

sexually???

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kml91225 In reply to whatthe68 [2012-04-18 02:58:05 +0000 UTC]

yupp but...FU

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whatthe68 In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-18 03:32:21 +0000 UTC]

girl you gotta learn shit happens you cant stop it but to live on everyone has there own problems this world sucks trust me i know but you live here so deal with it i know i do

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liltrin45 [2012-04-18 02:54:21 +0000 UTC]

I-I'm sorry to betray you

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kml91225 In reply to liltrin45 [2012-04-18 02:58:16 +0000 UTC]

being a dick?

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liltrin45 In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-18 03:00:27 +0000 UTC]

Wait, what? I am sorry for you...

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kml91225 In reply to liltrin45 [2012-04-18 03:05:32 +0000 UTC]

Oh, okay sorry I took that the wrong way

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liltrin45 In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-18 03:08:11 +0000 UTC]

It's okay, I get the same response from my boyfriend after I say the same thing to him.... should I break up with him?

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kml91225 In reply to liltrin45 [2012-04-20 02:36:37 +0000 UTC]

No. But I don't really know much about it

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liltrin45 In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-20 02:38:03 +0000 UTC]

I already broke up with him today

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kml91225 In reply to liltrin45 [2012-04-20 02:39:15 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry

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liltrin45 In reply to kml91225 [2012-04-20 02:40:03 +0000 UTC]

Don't be, he said exactly after we broke up, "I never really gave a shit about you any way."

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kml91225 In reply to liltrin45 [2012-05-11 01:34:40 +0000 UTC]

wow, he never deserved you

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liltrin45 In reply to kml91225 [2012-05-12 02:17:01 +0000 UTC]

I know, and he even asked me out again

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