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KohakuDisorder β€” ...Smile and Die... by-nc-nd

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Published: 2007-03-13 20:48:50 +0000 UTC; Views: 4412; Favourites: 144; Downloads: 6
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I don't know why I was living...
For what reason...
But I know one thing...
I know that I died with a smile...
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About the drawing:

Ok yeah...Umm..a depressing drawing...( =___= ) It's really depressing, because I drew it every time I was upset or felt pain, sorrow and sadness...I even cried then I drew this (those big dots of blood on the left side next to the shoes are where my tears fell).
I pretty much dumped all of my emotions onto this drawing...
Anyway, this little drawing, I'm so proud of, was not a game, where I use more red that any other colour. (I admit, I play this game too often. Maybe I just love red? This time, however, I used red (blood), because I wanted to and not because I was playing around...Thought, this drawing was still a huge experiment XD...
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Maybe I was inspired? (lol):

While typing I remembered Gackt's words:"I would like to die with a smile on my face". I guess they were somewhere in my subconscious when I was drawing this.
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Oh, by the way, that's a girl. Originally, I wanted to draw a guy, but in the end I decided that she's a girl. << I have been drawing too many guys lately... So now the girls I draw look like guys (even thought I draw girly guys anyway) (@___@);;;

Again: This drawing and clothe designs/hairstyles/etc belong to me !

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Comments: 12

MotleyCrued [2011-04-18 21:36:47 +0000 UTC]

heay aND vy true i understandhow you feel trust me i do...

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ieFka [2009-01-01 13:21:02 +0000 UTC]

Omg.. tooooooks jau geras.. Sakes ;D Ziauriai grazus darbas :}

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nixx416 [2008-12-01 10:15:48 +0000 UTC]

LOVE IT

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KatieAnnOwens [2008-03-01 17:05:54 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful.
I love the black, reds... and tears.

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KohakuDisorder In reply to KatieAnnOwens [2008-03-01 20:44:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you^^ I'm really glad you liked it^^

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JustCasp [2007-12-29 21:06:15 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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KohakuDisorder In reply to JustCasp [2007-12-29 21:19:57 +0000 UTC]

na siaip ji neapdauzyta XDD tiesiog taip atrodo vaiksciojantis lavonas XDD kai jai linksma ji perdaig megsta dramatizuoti viska todel issiteplioja savo *coff coff* auku krauju ;; *vaiksciojantis lavonas arba lele mano sios OC'es atveju*

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JustCasp In reply to KohakuDisorder [2007-12-30 20:35:03 +0000 UTC]

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KohakuDisorder In reply to JustCasp [2007-12-31 12:12:11 +0000 UTC]

na ji nebuvo pridauzyta ji buvo sulipdyta XDD bet faktas tirkai tas kad j ilavonas ir atrodo kraupiai XD *nors man visia ne XDD*

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JustCasp In reply to KohakuDisorder [2007-12-31 12:21:19 +0000 UTC]

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KohakuDisorder In reply to JustCasp [2007-12-31 13:17:52 +0000 UTC]

tai ptaip, toki dalykai kurie is pradziu atrodo nebaisus istikruju pasidaro baisus blem gerai atrodo tas piesinys *w*

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Emy-chan07 [2007-08-20 16:21:37 +0000 UTC]

How!I love him!<3
Very nice colors and all!^^

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KohakuDisorder In reply to Emy-chan07 [2007-08-20 20:42:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank You I like this OC too she is just strange and an total badass XDDD;;;;;

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fiventwenty [2007-05-22 22:24:00 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely wild. I love it! Great great.

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unseeninside [2007-03-15 19:29:17 +0000 UTC]

damn, that's awesome. heavy, but awesome!! i love it!!! keep going on!!

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