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Do this boon for I ask no price; thrice have I resloved to take no worthy life. And thrice again have I told you the truth. Three and three makes six, so six times have I asked myself if it is worth it, if this restraint is something that i need to maintain. But for long have I known that to lose myself was to high a price to pay to allow rage to rule was a mistake allowed a single time in a life. Indeed we only get one life, one chance, one shot, at keeping our control. And if it is allowed free, naught will be able to stop the onslaught that will continue. with this in mind I lock away behind doors and chains the darker me.

Because to allow it free is to set fire to my life, to scour the good that I have done, can do, and one day might do. For all those reasons and more, do I keep myself behind lock and key. But even locks are rusted under stress and time, and today my control wears thin; the lurker behind brown eyes calls forth to the world he can see but is still unable to touch. So I ask this of you: let it not be free. Distract me.