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Sometimes I wonder what I live for.
The world has nothing for me
and cold is the only thing I feel
Life mocks my very being
with the songs of misery it sings
How would I go?
would anyone know?
Would the loved one I left
seem to understand

the pain I feel is...
just too much to bear
Overwhelming my very will to exist
Maybe ending it all would be bliss
Then I realize
that suicide is for the weak
and I pull myself together
through the pieces of my shattered soul
and I go out to face the world
The world where poverty and greed rule
And I smile at the thought..
of starting a family
creating life, the beautiful gift
My crushed spirit begins to lift
My last thoughts
as I pull the trigger