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LanaAtkins — Ode To A Lost Friend
Published: 2009-06-16 06:45:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 226; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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Description you know i never meant to hurt you
or make you give up the things you loved for someone who wasn't ready
i was weak, and bent like weeds in a storm i couldn't control

~

they may have said it wasn't my doing, but i know better
created a mess we've never fully undone
and maybe you've never fully forgiven me

~

guess our paths diverged so far that we couldn't see our way home
and i can't tell if i'm as far gone as you are
teach me, make me understand

~

we're not the same.
though i can't say i wish we were
but you have to know


that i miss you.
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Comments: 8

KariGrayson [2009-06-16 17:29:55 +0000 UTC]

Hello! Long time no see! ^_^
I liked this, it was emotional and slightly deep without being confusing

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LanaAtkins In reply to KariGrayson [2009-06-17 03:04:38 +0000 UTC]

yes indeedy! how's the UK this time-o-year?

thank you, love, glad you benefited from my moment of emotional weakness.

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KariGrayson In reply to LanaAtkins [2009-06-19 01:27:57 +0000 UTC]

Meh, UK's same as usual- sunny somedays, rainy other days, fundraisers everywhere you look and a big pain the neck with exams (my last one's today though, then I'm free to go Turkey in time for my newest cousin's birth- Yay! )

How's Malaysia treating ya? Good, I hope? I don't have to go there and kick some asses?

XD

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LanaAtkins In reply to KariGrayson [2009-06-19 15:48:41 +0000 UTC]

hooray for new cousins! <3 and by now you should have finished exams so hooray for you too (: mine start next week, confound it all.

oh Malaysia's just peachy. and by all means come kick some asses, PLENTY where I come from. .____.

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KariGrayson In reply to LanaAtkins [2009-06-19 18:29:19 +0000 UTC]

I've got SO many things to tell you:

1st] thankyou sosososo much for your reviews and comments ^^ they really cheered me up after coming back from the hospital ^^
2nd] yes you read that right- my cousin wasn't born early, sadly _I_ was the one sent there (& consequently missed my exam). See I've been having my (heavy) period for over a month now, and blacked out this morning cuz of excessive blood loss and had to have my haemoglobin levels checked and get medicine and loads of other tiring stuff...
3rd] Don't worry.
4th] Sorry, but I'm grounded until I'm better, do ya mind if I get a rain check on the ass kicking? ;; I don't think a dizzy Turkish girl will look that threatening..

Hope you're well.

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LanaAtkins In reply to KariGrayson [2009-06-20 05:49:26 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome dear (:

and i'll spare you the 'omg, are you okayssss??' and instead say that I hope you get better soon! am so sorry to hear you weren't well! (beams you some Malaysian love)

oh and it's no problem at all, God knows there'll still be plenty of asses here when you're well and kicking

take care, love, will be sending some prayers your way

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KariGrayson In reply to LanaAtkins [2009-06-20 06:27:11 +0000 UTC]

Aw, thanks ^^. I kinda need 'em
Tired as hell over here.

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LanaAtkins In reply to KariGrayson [2009-06-20 12:21:56 +0000 UTC]

always welcome

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