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Ski (Me): Holy geebus, it's been so long since I actually uploaded a story! >.> I was ded for writing. 'v' But now, I am back! XD So, I have a lot of continuous parts to stories and I don't know when I'll finish them. ;v; But for now, you guys have enjoy this story! or cry over it. 'v' I dunno. XD Anyways, too much rambling. Les go!
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Green x Reader: I'm sorry

Green's pov

I'd never really thought that because of my Jerky personality that I would lose someone I'd care for. She was everything to me, she was my whole world in fact but now she's gone. I wish she was still here but no matter how much I wished this very thing, I know that she's not and realizing that is not what I want. I want her to appear before me again. I want to see her smile again but I know I can't. I drove her away.

I just had to, didn't I? Why couldn't I be like her? She was happy all the time, always had a smile in her face, she got along with everyone and to top it all, she was an angel in my eyes. And here I was, nothing but a jerk to her. Always pushing her away, always being mean to her no matter how nice she was to me, and often battling her even if she didn't want to. But even so, with all the things she did, she still smiled at me, and always said the exact same thing to me all the time.

'You really are something special, Green...I guess that's why I...'

My hearts stabbed me with a jolt of pain. Anything of her would make me feel this way. Out of any girl that I've ever wanted, (Name) was the only one that made me feel this way. While I slumped against the window, my eyes averted towards the now empty house across the street from me. The house where (Name) used to live. All my memories of her started flashing back to me, starting with the one where I first met her.

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I've known (Name) ever since I was a baby. I was nearly four years old when she born to a nice young couple in Viridian City. Her mother and father were both trainers when they were young and they're were really close to my family so after a couple of day after she was born, they came to my house to introduce the new baby. I really don't remember much from that time, except that she had these beautiful (e/c) eyes and soft baby hair.

The baby's mother, (Mother's Name), got closer to me and held her right in front of me and asked the question, "Would you like to hold (Name) for a while?" I don't really remember if I held her or not but I remember her pulling my hair and slapping me across the face with her tiny hand.

Her name was then engraved into her mind. (Name). What a beautiful name.

~~~
The day I met her, although I never knew what it meant, I figured that she was the one. The one for me and only me (totally did not do a Chobits quote). But even so, I still pushed her away. I didn't always treat her that way. When we were kids, I treated her like she was my own sister. I didn't even have the thought of me loving her in that way. I treated her as a friend.

~~~
When he was 12 and I was 8 years old, we used to play with each other a lot. We would often have smiles on our faces whenever we were around each other. We would always make plans to send as much as time with one another as much as we could do. But there was one conversation that always stuck into my mind. Ever since we were young, we yearned to become the greatest Pokemon trainer we could possibly be.

"Hey, Green? We only have to wait two more years before I can actually become a Pokemon Trainer!" (Name) said, having a bright smile on her face.

I let out a small chuckle. "Two years seems so far, (Name). Who can even wait that long!?" I exclaimed.

There was a small brief of silence before she spoke again. "I can...I know I can..," (Name) whispered softly that I could barely even hear it. I looked at her and her eyes were looking at the sky but they held a small sense of sadness.

I put a hand on her shoulder. "Only you would could wait that long without dying, (Name)," I said smoothly.

She flashed a dazzling smile at me. Oh, how they were amazing. "That's because we'll be together on our journey, right?" She ruffled my hair and had a small blush on her cheeks.

"That's a promise!" I yelled out before we both burst out in laughter.

~~~
But as soon as we reach the age of ten, I already broke that promise. I went off on my own journey to become a powerful trainer. I knew that leaving without her was hard but I just couldn't hold in the excitement in any longer. Soon, she did become a pokemon trainer on her own which was nearly a year after I left We would meet constantly and every time I would challenge her to a battle. Each time I would, it would be either I would win or she would win. But no matter if she won, she would always have a sad look on her face. One conversation was one that totally shatter my heart.

It was on a day that we met at back at Pallet Town. Like I did, (Name) also got a Pokedex from my grandfather for her to complete and I guess she did. I was helping my grandfather when she came bursting through the doors.

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"Professor Oak! I did it! I completed the Pokedex!" She cried out, waving her Pokedex.

My grandfather dashed at her. "Amazing! This will do perfectly for my research! You have my full gratitude, (Name)!"

She handed over her pokedex to him and went to the machine to heal her pokemon. While she waited, I placed a box that I was carrying right next to her and whispered in her ear, "So..You finally completed your pokedex. You're a bit too slow."

"You mean..." She whispered out.

I gave her a cocky smirk and flicked the back of her head. "I already finished my Pokedex. Gramps has no need for your second-rate Pokedex."

She let out a sigh. "Why are you always so mean to me?" She said, her voice cracking.

"You're my rival. I hate that everyone always likes you and that no one looks at me like the way they do. I loathe that. I hate you for that reason." I hissed out.

She was silent as she grabbed her healed Pokemon. "...Is that how you really feel? How about we settle this on a one vs one battle?"

I chuckled, gripping her hair hard, making her let out a small yelp. "You're on, loser."

We went out of the lab for a while while Gramps was too busy analyzing her Pokedex. I sent out my Blastoise and she sent out her Charizard.

"You know you can't win against my Blastoise! It's fire won't have any affect on water!" I cried out the stupidity that she let out.

Her hand tightened into a little fist. "Shut up!!" She yelled.

Though they were elemental opposites, the battle was intense. Fire blast against Hydro Pump. Wing attack against Skull Bash. Bite against Bite. On and off, our attacks were perfectly in balance to counter attack on another. In the end, I won, leaving (Name)'s Charizard heavily injured. She ran up to her Pokemon and soothe it.

"You're going to be okay, Flame." She whispered. She looked at me, grumbling. "You know, you didn't have to go so rough on me."

I chuckled. "Like I said, you're my rival. Why would I go easy on someone that I hate?!" I yelled at her.

The moment I said those words, I instantly regret it. Her eyes filled with sadness and in her eyes were also small pools of tears.

"That's how you really feel...After all this time, you finally tell me how you feel."

"Wait, (N-Name)! I-"

"I really thought you were someone special but I guess I was wrong..."

She sent her Charizard in her Pokeball and walked away at the alley near her home. I stood there like an idiot, reminiscing about what just happened. I heard a scream that could only be (Name)'s.

"(Name)!" I cried out. I ran to the alley but no one was there. The only things I saw were a few spots of blood and her pokeball...

~~~

Remember that very day made my heart ache. My eyes were still looking at the very alley that (Name) disappeared at. The tears finally fell from my eyes while I let out a scream of frustation.

I'm sorry, (Name)...

If only I kept the promise we made when we were kids...

If only I took you on my journey...

I knew the whole time I loved you...but I was too oblivious to see it...

If I chose my words around you carefully...

If I chased you when you walked into that alley...

You would still be here, by my side, and letting myself love you...

Whenever you are (Name)...I want to say I'm sorry and that I love you...

I always have and I always will...

"You really are something special, Green...I guess that's why I...love you."

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Ski (Me): Holy geebus, it's been so long since I actually uploaded a story! >.> I was ded for writing. 'v' But now, I am back! XD So, I have a lot of continuous parts to stories and I don't know when I'll finish them. ;v; But for now, you guys have enjoy this story! or cry over it. 'v' I dunno. XD Anyways, too much rambling. Les go!
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Green x Reader: I'm sorry

Green's pov

I'd never really thought that because of my Jerky personality that I would lose someone I'd care for. She was everything to me, she was my whole world in fact but now she's gone. I wish she was still here but no matter how much I wished this very thing, I know that she's not and realizing that is not what I want. I want her to appear before me again. I want to see her smile again but I know I can't. I drove her away.

I just had to, didn't I? Why couldn't I be like her? She was happy all the time, always had a smile in her face, she got along with everyone and to top it all, she was an angel in my eyes. And here I was, nothing but a jerk to her. Always pushing her away, always being mean to her no matter how nice she was to me, and often battling her even if she didn't want to. But even so, with all the things she did, she still smiled at me, and always said the exact same thing to me all the time.

'You really are something special, Green...I guess that's why I...'

My hearts stabbed me with a jolt of pain. Anything of her would make me feel this way. Out of any girl that I've ever wanted, (Name) was the only one that made me feel this way. While I slumped against the window, my eyes averted towards the now empty house across the street from me. The house where (Name) used to live. All my memories of her started flashing back to me, starting with the one where I first met her.

~~~
I've known (Name) ever since I was a baby. I was nearly four years old when she born to a nice young couple in Viridian City. Her mother and father were both trainers when they were young and they're were really close to my family so after a couple of day after she was born, they came to my house to introduce the new baby. I really don't remember much from that time, except that she had these beautiful (e/c) eyes and soft baby hair.

The baby's mother, (Mother's Name), got closer to me and held her right in front of me and asked the question, "Would you like to hold (Name) for a while?" I don't really remember if I held her or not but I remember her pulling my hair and slapping me across the face with her tiny hand.

Her name was then engraved into her mind. (Name). What a beautiful name.

~~~
The day I met her, although I never knew what it meant, I figured that she was the one. The one for me and only me (totally did not do a Chobits quote). But even so, I still pushed her away. I didn't always treat her that way. When we were kids, I treated her like she was my own sister. I didn't even have the thought of me loving her in that way. I treated her as a friend.

~~~
When he was 12 and I was 8 years old, we used to play with each other a lot. We would often have smiles on our faces whenever we were around each other. We would always make plans to send as much as time with one another as much as we could do. But there was one conversation that always stuck into my mind. Ever since we were young, we yearned to become the greatest Pokemon trainer we could possibly be.

"Hey, Green? We only have to wait two more years before I can actually become a Pokemon Trainer!" (Name) said, having a bright smile on her face.

I let out a small chuckle. "Two years seems so far, (Name). Who can even wait that long!?" I exclaimed.

There was a small brief of silence before she spoke again. "I can...I know I can..," (Name) whispered softly that I could barely even hear it. I looked at her and her eyes were looking at the sky but they held a small sense of sadness.

I put a hand on her shoulder. "Only you would could wait that long without dying, (Name)," I said smoothly.

She flashed a dazzling smile at me. Oh, how they were amazing. "That's because we'll be together on our journey, right?" She ruffled my hair and had a small blush on her cheeks.

"That's a promise!" I yelled out before we both burst out in laughter.

~~~
But as soon as we reach the age of ten, I already broke that promise. I went off on my own journey to become a powerful trainer. I knew that leaving without her was hard but I just couldn't hold in the excitement in any longer. Soon, she did become a pokemon trainer on her own which was nearly a year after I left We would meet constantly and every time I would challenge her to a battle. Each time I would, it would be either I would win or she would win. But no matter if she won, she would always have a sad look on her face. One conversation was one that totally shatter my heart.

It was on a day that we met at back at Pallet Town. Like I did, (Name) also got a Pokedex from my grandfather for her to complete and I guess she did. I was helping my grandfather when she came bursting through the doors.

~~~

"Professor Oak! I did it! I completed the Pokedex!" She cried out, waving her Pokedex.

My grandfather dashed at her. "Amazing! This will do perfectly for my research! You have my full gratitude, (Name)!"

She handed over her pokedex to him and went to the machine to heal her pokemon. While she waited, I placed a box that I was carrying right next to her and whispered in her ear, "So..You finally completed your pokedex. You're a bit too slow."

"You mean..." She whispered out.

I gave her a cocky smirk and flicked the back of her head. "I already finished my Pokedex. Gramps has no need for your second-rate Pokedex."

She let out a sigh. "Why are you always so mean to me?" She said, her voice cracking.

"You're my rival. I hate that everyone always likes you and that no one looks at me like the way they do. I loathe that. I hate you for that reason." I hissed out.

She was silent as she grabbed her healed Pokemon. "...Is that how you really feel? How about we settle this on a one vs one battle?"

I chuckled, gripping her hair hard, making her let out a small yelp. "You're on, loser."

We went out of the lab for a while while Gramps was too busy analyzing her Pokedex. I sent out my Blastoise and she sent out her Charizard.

"You know you can't win against my Blastoise! It's fire won't have any affect on water!" I cried out the stupidity that she let out.

Her hand tightened into a little fist. "Shut up!!" She yelled.

Though they were elemental opposites, the battle was intense. Fire blast against Hydro Pump. Wing attack against Skull Bash. Bite against Bite. On and off, our attacks were perfectly in balance to counter attack on another. In the end, I won, leaving (Name)'s Charizard heavily injured. She ran up to her Pokemon and soothe it.

"You're going to be okay, Flame." She whispered. She looked at me, grumbling. "You know, you didn't have to go so rough on me."

I chuckled. "Like I said, you're my rival. Why would I go easy on someone that I hate?!" I yelled at her.

The moment I said those words, I instantly regret it. Her eyes filled with sadness and in her eyes were also small pools of tears.

"That's how you really feel...After all this time, you finally tell me how you feel."

"Wait, (N-Name)! I-"

"I really thought you were someone special but I guess I was wrong..."

She sent her Charizard in her Pokeball and walked away at the alley near her home. I stood there like an idiot, reminiscing about what just happened. I heard a scream that could only be (Name)'s.

"(Name)!" I cried out. I ran to the alley but no one was there. The only things I saw were a few spots of blood and her pokeball...

~~~

Remember that very day made my heart ache. My eyes were still looking at the very alley that (Name) disappeared at. The tears finally fell from my eyes while I let out a scream of frustation.

I'm sorry, (Name)...

If only I kept the promise we made when we were kids...

If only I took you on my journey...

I knew the whole time I loved you...but I was too oblivious to see it...

If I chose my words around you carefully...

If I chased you when you walked into that alley...

You would still be here, by my side, and letting myself love you...

Whenever you are (Name)...I want to say I'm sorry and that I love you...

I always have and I always will...

"You really are something special, Green...I guess that's why I...love you."