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...or it's original title, which I've changed, was Shadow of Betrayal.

A deeply personal image, it reflects my feelings towards what I've going through this past year with my epilepsy, which more & more has become very out of control. It's now to the point where Gary comes how from work & instead of saying "Hi hon, how was your day ?" he greets me with "Hi hon, how many seizures did you have today "? Sometimes I know & can answer him, sometimes I don't.

Please, no sympathy, we all have issues, & things we have to cope with in this game of life... which is a crap shoot at best. Sometimes the way is clear and sometimes it's dark Right now, my way is dark but I fully expect it not to last much longer.

As for my original title, Shadow of Betrayal, yes, I do feel betrayed by my own body since it's out of my control so much of the time. But since I've been informed this year is supposed to be a year for positive change.... I've decided it's a year of positive changes for me too.

So, yes this is dark & yes... you really need to see it full screen to see the details, dark though they may be.

Enjoy.

(* sorry for the major whiny outpouring of angst, i was told it would be okay *)

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My gallery and images contained in it are Copyright ©2005-2009 laurengary. All rights reserved. All the materials contained in my deviantART gallery may not be reproduced, copied, edited, printed, downloaded, used as backgrounds, or uploaded in any way without my express written permission. My images do not belong to the public domain.
LinguaLauren@gmail.com

Description
...or it's original title, which I've changed, was Shadow of Betrayal.

A deeply personal image, it reflects my feelings towards what I've going through this past year with my epilepsy, which more & more has become very out of control. It's now to the point where Gary comes how from work & instead of saying "Hi hon, how was your day ?" he greets me with "Hi hon, how many seizures did you have today "? Sometimes I know & can answer him, sometimes I don't.

Please, no sympathy, we all have issues, & things we have to cope with in this game of life... which is a crap shoot at best. Sometimes the way is clear and sometimes it's dark Right now, my way is dark but I fully expect it not to last much longer.

As for my original title, Shadow of Betrayal, yes, I do feel betrayed by my own body since it's out of my control so much of the time. But since I've been informed this year is supposed to be a year for positive change.... I've decided it's a year of positive changes for me too.

So, yes this is dark & yes... you really need to see it full screen to see the details, dark though they may be.

Enjoy.

(* sorry for the major whiny outpouring of angst, i was told it would be okay *)

~*~*~*~*~*~

My gallery and images contained in it are Copyright ©2005-2009 laurengary. All rights reserved. All the materials contained in my deviantART gallery may not be reproduced, copied, edited, printed, downloaded, used as backgrounds, or uploaded in any way without my express written permission. My images do not belong to the public domain.
LinguaLauren@gmail.com