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It had been a week.

A week since he died.

A week since Elliot died.

A week since Grell had killed him.

I never thought
I'd feel this
Guilty and I'm
Broken down inside
Living with myself
Nothing but lies

Grell had been inconsolable since then. Ronald had arrived with Wiliam Eric and Undertaker shortly after it'd happened. When they had arrived they had found Grell on the ground holding Elliot's body tightly gently rocking it.

I always thought
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have

Sebastian had just watched a blank look on his face before turning and walking back to the mansion. Ronald and Eric tried to calm down Grell who at this point was in a panic his bloody chainsaw forgotten by his feet. William finally snapped him out of it by saying that Elliot would've been upset to see him acting this way over him.

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

After that they managed to get Grell and Elliot back to the Library though it took a few more shinigami to separate Grell from Elliot's body. He'd been holding the frozen cold boy close for almost an hour glaring at any one who came to close.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away

When they'd managed to get the body away and to the Undertaker, William and Ronald took Grell home who at that point had shut down. They spent the next few days taking care of him making sure he ate and bathed, since he was unable to it himself.

Do you ever feel me
Do you ever look
Deep down inside
Staring at yourself
Paralyzed

Finally after only three days it was time. Elliot's funeral. Every shinigami in the dispatch unit gathered in the graveyard in the human world. They all sat quietly at the moral minister preformed the service.

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

Elliot was laid in a fancy suit in a simple wooden casket. Ronald sat beside Grell during the service. He cried for most of it. As he had when he first found out about his best friend. Grell was quiet and didnt cry. He had become almost numb at this point. His body had shut down and was blocking out the pain and reality that the person he loved most was gone and it was his fault.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away
You've gone away from me

Sebastian never attended the service.

I'm too young
To lose my soul
I'm too young
To feel this old
So long
I'm left behind
I feel like
I'm losing my mind

Once it was over everyone gave their condolences to Ronald and Grell. Both of them stayed behind to watch as they lowered to casket into the ground. Ronlad had started to cry again and had to leave wanting to be alone. grell stared down at the hole for a moment longer before leaving as well.

Do you ever feel me
Do you ever look
Deep down inside
Staring at your life
Paralyzed

He returned hom pulling at his tie as he flopped onto his sofa. Grell stared blankly at the wall. his eyes caught the chainsaw, he'd placed it careless onto the when he'd been brought home that day. It was still coated with Elliot's blood. His eyes slowly went wide as he stared at the object.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul

Grell suddenly rushed up grabbing the chainsaw turning it on he quickly stabbed his leg screaming as he felt the blade pierce his flesh. He fell over watching his blood running the crusted blood Elliot had left behind.

Grellfelt tear running down his face as he bled he watched the blood and cried hard the chain was off cast away on the floor. He wrapped his arms tightly around himself as he sobbed leaning back against the wall different kinds of pain shooting through him.

He was really gone, Elliot really was gone.

He was gone and it was all Grell's fault.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away
I'm too young [x2]

Description
It had been a week.

A week since he died.

A week since Elliot died.

A week since Grell had killed him.

I never thought
I'd feel this
Guilty and I'm
Broken down inside
Living with myself
Nothing but lies

Grell had been inconsolable since then. Ronald had arrived with Wiliam Eric and Undertaker shortly after it'd happened. When they had arrived they had found Grell on the ground holding Elliot's body tightly gently rocking it.

I always thought
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have

Sebastian had just watched a blank look on his face before turning and walking back to the mansion. Ronald and Eric tried to calm down Grell who at this point was in a panic his bloody chainsaw forgotten by his feet. William finally snapped him out of it by saying that Elliot would've been upset to see him acting this way over him.

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

After that they managed to get Grell and Elliot back to the Library though it took a few more shinigami to separate Grell from Elliot's body. He'd been holding the frozen cold boy close for almost an hour glaring at any one who came to close.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away

When they'd managed to get the body away and to the Undertaker, William and Ronald took Grell home who at that point had shut down. They spent the next few days taking care of him making sure he ate and bathed, since he was unable to it himself.

Do you ever feel me
Do you ever look
Deep down inside
Staring at yourself
Paralyzed

Finally after only three days it was time. Elliot's funeral. Every shinigami in the dispatch unit gathered in the graveyard in the human world. They all sat quietly at the moral minister preformed the service.

I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time

Elliot was laid in a fancy suit in a simple wooden casket. Ronald sat beside Grell during the service. He cried for most of it. As he had when he first found out about his best friend. Grell was quiet and didnt cry. He had become almost numb at this point. His body had shut down and was blocking out the pain and reality that the person he loved most was gone and it was his fault.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away
You've gone away from me

Sebastian never attended the service.

I'm too young
To lose my soul
I'm too young
To feel this old
So long
I'm left behind
I feel like
I'm losing my mind

Once it was over everyone gave their condolences to Ronald and Grell. Both of them stayed behind to watch as they lowered to casket into the ground. Ronlad had started to cry again and had to leave wanting to be alone. grell stared down at the hole for a moment longer before leaving as well.

Do you ever feel me
Do you ever look
Deep down inside
Staring at your life
Paralyzed

He returned hom pulling at his tie as he flopped onto his sofa. Grell stared blankly at the wall. his eyes caught the chainsaw, he'd placed it careless onto the when he'd been brought home that day. It was still coated with Elliot's blood. His eyes slowly went wide as he stared at the object.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul

Grell suddenly rushed up grabbing the chainsaw turning it on he quickly stabbed his leg screaming as he felt the blade pierce his flesh. He fell over watching his blood running the crusted blood Elliot had left behind.

Grellfelt tear running down his face as he bled he watched the blood and cried hard the chain was off cast away on the floor. He wrapped his arms tightly around himself as he sobbed leaning back against the wall different kinds of pain shooting through him.

He was really gone, Elliot really was gone.

He was gone and it was all Grell's fault.

Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul
Since you've gone away
Living in a world so cold
Counting the days
Since you've gone away
I'm too young [x2]