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Okay, I'm gonna be completely honest and say that there's a lot of things that have happened in my life that were EXTREMELY difficult for me to deal with. I ended up angry, even callousing my heart, trying to protect myself from certain things I knew would hurt me.
I spent a good chunk of my childhood not knowing how to properly love, nor having a value of friendship.
It wasn't until I started watching My Little Pony that this began to change. See, I started out relating a whole lot with Season 1 Twilight Sparkle, and as she grew, I grew too. It gave me this sense of value for friendship, that I had long forgotten--I suppose it was because she, somepony with similar feelings toward friendship as I, could actually find it and grow in it.
But the thing is, for many years after watching the show, and beginning to feel more interested in growing my newly found friendships, I still had the same issues that I had growing up. Certain people and things have been locked out of my heart. I've struggled to forgive my mother, for many things she's done over the years, along with many of my childhood friends who didn't treat me as well as I probably deserved.
But lately, I've had this strange desire to try and make things right between everybody. I feel as though I've finally gotten to the point, where I can look back and actually see it as the past, not stretching it out as if it's the present. I think I'm ready to move on.

Description
Okay, I'm gonna be completely honest and say that there's a lot of things that have happened in my life that were EXTREMELY difficult for me to deal with. I ended up angry, even callousing my heart, trying to protect myself from certain things I knew would hurt me.
I spent a good chunk of my childhood not knowing how to properly love, nor having a value of friendship.
It wasn't until I started watching My Little Pony that this began to change. See, I started out relating a whole lot with Season 1 Twilight Sparkle, and as she grew, I grew too. It gave me this sense of value for friendship, that I had long forgotten--I suppose it was because she, somepony with similar feelings toward friendship as I, could actually find it and grow in it.
But the thing is, for many years after watching the show, and beginning to feel more interested in growing my newly found friendships, I still had the same issues that I had growing up. Certain people and things have been locked out of my heart. I've struggled to forgive my mother, for many things she's done over the years, along with many of my childhood friends who didn't treat me as well as I probably deserved.
But lately, I've had this strange desire to try and make things right between everybody. I feel as though I've finally gotten to the point, where I can look back and actually see it as the past, not stretching it out as if it's the present. I think I'm ready to move on.