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Lelizadith — Just Another Scar...
Published: 2011-10-17 13:17:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 528; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 19
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"Its just another scar.... And it will always be, just another scar...."If I was ever TRULY a dog, I think I would look alot like this. Why? I have had so much happen in my life... things that have changed me. My fathers death; the violence I've seen; The people that have used me; the people who have abadoned me. Many people say I have had more experience than a 30 year old adult.
BUT, each scar makes me stronger. Each scar has a lesson. And each scar has its purpose.
(NO I do NOT mutilate myself. That is just stupid)
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Aw man. That's heart breaking. But, the silver lining is that each scar is a lesson. And know this: You are a beautiful person. You show it with your art, and your attitude. (not to sound like I know you in real life, or anything.)
Haha, once my mother actually said to me: "I don't think you've ever really been a child". She always told me how pessimistic and adult I sounded when I was just ten, and ever since. I never understood why everyone was so niave about the world around them. I saw my siblings being abused, and I learned quick how to catch subtle signals from people. Being able to read emotions so quickly saved my life.
I hope you know everyone is here for you.
(I'm glad you aren't a cutter..it seems as if everyone does it now..)
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Wow, that is really touching. Thank you for such a big compliment! 
Its nice to know that people are there for me, and I ain't the only one, eh?
(Now a days, think people just do it for attention...)
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We must be sisters.... We must be. Sometimes, I feel like I lost my childhood to all the things I've felt. I catch myself saying, "When I was a kid.." when I'm only 13. My mind has destroyed my happiness.
I've learned more in my 3 years of torturous anxiety then I should know in 20 years..... People wonder why I can't just dive into things; it's because I've already thought about them.. Already worried. Now no one knows how I still suffer.
My mother is less kind about it: the women who used to stay up all night with me treats my "drama" like I'm faking it or something,... I feel so betrayed by everyone I know.
My decision to hide my feelings has giving me no choice, I must now suffer in silence.
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Same here! I was talking to one of my brothers friends, whos like 17. And he was saying how everyone his ages just wants to go out and get drunk or high, but he is not into it. Then I told him, you don't see that now a days. Like I've been on earth for MORE than 14 years.
I really know how you feel. Trust me.
Luckily with my momma, she went through the same thing. I inherited this stupid crap from her family. So she knows what its like. But its still a huge struggle. In fact my great,great grandmother died in a straight jacket. HAHA, I feel so sane
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Lol, sanity is merely an illusion. It depends on how people handle emotions. It's a constant battle for some, luckily I couldn't kill a roach lol.
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Agreed. Sanity doesn't really exist. Its just how bad people get.
Same. If I can kill a roach, it has to be a small, teeny tiny one XD
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Its just because I don't think its worth it. Cutting yourself, for punishment you know? I'm just not into it is all.
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also, self mutilation is not limited to just 'cutting'.
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I know that. Trust me. I have many friends who do it.
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oh
well, saying it's stupid might offend some people. unless you don't really care, lol
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Oh well, I didn't mean to offend anybody, I just don't agree with it is all
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beautiful! and i want to give you a virtual hug!
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I accept your virtual hug!
Thank you bunches!
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