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Lerena-Leigh-Helena — Fake
Published: 2009-05-26 06:46:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 218; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Description ~~~Fake~~~

One night, in my sick Obsession,
I felt that something was so wrong.
It wasn't long before your confession.
Did you expect me to cry again?
Our relationship was nothing in truth.
If you had seen underneath it all,
You would've noticed I had something more.
Before I went to bed, you weren't there.
The sins I committed were so sweet.
Instead of mourning our end, I celebrated it.

I had fun with my Obsession without guilt.
The only thing keeping me from true happiness
Is the pain I feel within that which speaks.
Were you afraid of telling me the truth?
You were nothing but a fake desire.
It is now that my eyes have been opened.
My true passion has been realized.
Would you condemn me if I told you who I am?
How can I love someone whose fault this is?
Did you think my love for you was fake?

Now that you're no longer here with me,
I can let loose in my Obsession with pride.
If you had tried that much harder, my dear,
Then perhaps I would be trying harder to care.
As I lay here in my sin, I realize what happened.
The relationship I tried to keep alive was fake.
In my new life, there is no room for you.
My heart no longer has room for you to dwell.
Your time has passed and I no longer want what's fake.
The Lord has granted me this final desire.

When I look at my past at who I once was,
I only have you to blame for the state I'm in today.
This dark song speaks my outlook on this 'love'.
Even if my Obsession turns out to be mere lust,
At least I'll rest in peace knowing what's true.
I may not be able to have my sweet Obsession,
But my dear, who ever said that love was my cure?
In my search for who I am, it is this battle I fight.
There are many wounds in my heart that I suffer from.
My dear, I'm glad that you're no longer one of them.
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Comments: 3

YamiWheeler [2009-05-26 12:13:15 +0000 UTC]

That's actually quite deep, if it wasn't for the whole Marik obsession thing. I'm sorry, Lerena, but as I said all along, you deserve better anyway. You really do.

I'm glad that you're able to deal it better this time. Just try not to fall into the trap again. I'm here if you need to talk.

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Lerena-Leigh-Helena In reply to YamiWheeler [2009-05-26 12:55:05 +0000 UTC]

I NEED TO TALK! LET ME BITCH ABOUT MY CANKER SORE! O__O;

Yes, I just felt like putting the Marik obsession thing in there, because it's true. >_>

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YamiWheeler In reply to Lerena-Leigh-Helena [2009-05-27 12:05:39 +0000 UTC]

...xD Sure.

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