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Description I've been playing the crap out of FEAR. Spoiler alert for those who haven't, because I will go into things below that give away stuff.

I am madly infatuated with Paxton Fettel. Maybe this collage can show folks *why*

He is beautiful. He's so completely relaxed, completely in control of himself and the clone soldiers around him.

In fact he's very, very much like my character Sanger. Dark hair, gorgeous hairline, blue eyes (though Paxton's are very light, where Sanger's are very intense), that nose, that spooky ass voice. He's a second son. He's bat shit insane.

Sanger doesn't have mommy issues, though.

I did not want to kill Paxton. I think it was terribly unfair to give him such an intense personality, such a great role in the game, and then like the slave we are, Pointman has to shoot his own brother in the head for the sake of finishing the game. How I'd have worked it is to simply have two endings. Well, that'd ruin their future games of course but fuck it. I wanted to take my mask and gloves off, hold out my hand and give the guy a fucking hug. Tell him it's absolutely okay - I didn't know. I didn't remember. Not until he told me, and then it all comes back... And mother? They did these things to her, terrible things. He's right, she's right.

I wanted to help them destroy the world, for what they did...




Okay all that said, I haven't played FEAR 2 yet, though I'm withholding judgment on it until I do. I've heard it's crap, but it's canon crap, so ... Where as the two freebies in FEAR1 are *not* canon, and I can kind of see why. They equate to Opposing Force and Blue Shift were to Half Life 1. They are and they aren't part of the universe. They do and don't share things... But officially, they're not really part of it all and that's okay. I didn't care for most of either of them, though they were both quite fun.

I didn't go through them for screenshots though I might. I took around 35 of them while making the collage above and that only covers the first chapter of the game. There are a few more sightings, but you have to be bloody fast on the draw to catch them.

Okay I'm done chatting. Now, feel free to use this as a desktop image, that's what I'm doing.
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Comments: 48

ellehcore [2013-01-16 14:28:42 +0000 UTC]

thankyou! I want to make his jacket and this helps a lot

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lethe-gray In reply to ellehcore [2013-01-16 17:28:42 +0000 UTC]

Oh cool, if you do or have work-in-progress pics do link me! I love this version of his outfit so much more than the Fear3 one.

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AgentAlpha [2012-10-01 23:34:16 +0000 UTC]

And the most interesting thng is that Fettel have THE SAME SCAR on his lip as Loki...I am sorry What is this?
I am madly obssesed about such...hm...coincedences...But that is more than my poor heart can take.[link]

Great wallpaper! I may use it.(Paxton )

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ellehcore In reply to AgentAlpha [2013-01-16 14:29:09 +0000 UTC]

GENIUS!@

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lethe-gray In reply to AgentAlpha [2012-10-01 23:36:34 +0000 UTC]

Holy cats, no I hadn't seen Tom's lip close up like that. O.O

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AgentAlpha In reply to lethe-gray [2012-10-02 21:55:15 +0000 UTC]

When I saw it I was Like "Wait? What the..."Then "OMG. Paxtooon...*faint* *drool**swoon* Then...."WAAAAAAHHHHHH ;_; ...I never believed a simple pic will cause so much emotions in me.
I still love Paxton from F.e.a.r.1, Extraction Point,Perseus Mandtae so much.

And Hiddleston- he is awesome!

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DeeDee200 [2012-05-06 02:05:56 +0000 UTC]

Omg i love you SO freaking much for this bg!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

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lethe-gray In reply to DeeDee200 [2012-05-06 05:41:23 +0000 UTC]

hehehe Yeah I love him, have you seen Thor or the Avengers? Because Tom Hiddleston is flawless for Paxton, particularly in his Loki outfit. Check my gallery for the Repurposed Live cast, a couple pictures of him there

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Feargm [2011-12-30 01:13:37 +0000 UTC]

Well... Same fate to him on F.E.A.R. 3.

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UchuuKeijiRaidanjin [2011-10-17 10:04:20 +0000 UTC]

He kind looks like Nicholas Cage O.o

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lethe-gray In reply to UchuuKeijiRaidanjin [2011-10-17 16:40:54 +0000 UTC]

LOL well, yeah, there's that, but hahah I so don't want Cage anywhere near this character! Maybe 10 years ago, before he started to really crash and burn. I was actually very impressed with him but then he just started making so many terrible movies.

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UchuuKeijiRaidanjin In reply to lethe-gray [2011-10-17 20:19:47 +0000 UTC]

And yesh, Nicholas' movies nowadays kinda suck but at least we'll still find him funny CAUSE of his bad movies lol X3

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UchuuKeijiRaidanjin In reply to lethe-gray [2011-10-17 20:18:42 +0000 UTC]

You can't keep Nicholas Cage away from Paxton if Paxton looks almost exactly like Cage XD

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lethe-gray In reply to UchuuKeijiRaidanjin [2011-10-17 20:46:10 +0000 UTC]

Well, Reborn Paxton looked just like Anthony Hopkins, who also would be very fine but... waaaaaay too old. Paxton's only 30 anyway!

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UchuuKeijiRaidanjin In reply to lethe-gray [2011-10-18 02:37:10 +0000 UTC]

XD That's funny he does look like Mr Hopkins now x3 It's mainly funny cause Anthony Hopkins played a cannibal and Paxton is a cannibal lmao ^w^

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lethe-gray In reply to UchuuKeijiRaidanjin [2011-10-18 03:27:29 +0000 UTC]

Yup, I've always considered Paxton to be equal amounts Hannibal, Roy Batty from Blade Runner, and Norman Bates (mommy!).

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UchuuKeijiRaidanjin In reply to lethe-gray [2011-10-18 07:32:03 +0000 UTC]

As well as having Nicholas Cage's looks too XD

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BlujayHellcatKaori7 [2011-06-17 05:10:11 +0000 UTC]

He doesn't look as good in Fear 3

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lethe-gray In reply to BlujayHellcatKaori7 [2011-06-17 05:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I like his original design best. But, animated they look to have really put a lot of effort into making him look more natural than the sock-puppet faces we got with fear 1.

I cannot wait till Tuesday.

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AvatarFan156 [2011-06-01 03:20:04 +0000 UTC]

EEEEEEEEEEEE thank you so much for making this I like him a lot too. He's an awesome character I was sad when I had to kill him.

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lethe-gray In reply to AvatarFan156 [2011-06-01 03:50:27 +0000 UTC]

heheheh Yeah I love him so much. I totally did NOT want to kill him at all. I wanted the option to help him stand and give him a damn hug, I mean seriously.

Go read my fic, lol. He's alive and well in that.

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SweetCatRose [2011-02-17 23:55:49 +0000 UTC]

LOl i was doing exactly this, making a wallpaper. I guess i don't need too anymore.

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lethe-gray In reply to SweetCatRose [2011-02-18 02:03:14 +0000 UTC]

Hehehe, this shouldn't stop you!

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SweetCatRose In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-18 10:26:26 +0000 UTC]

I'll see what i can do then, i am gonna try make it completely diffrent.

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kaithel [2011-02-17 14:12:16 +0000 UTC]

thats COOL!

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lethe-gray In reply to kaithel [2011-02-17 18:18:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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kaithel In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-18 08:02:15 +0000 UTC]

yw~

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Saerinne [2011-02-17 11:19:10 +0000 UTC]

Yep, i totally agree, I didn't want to kill him, he just wanted to revenge for what they did to his mother and to him..
And yes, he's beautiful and I love his sexy voice ...I think this was the main reason why I've played this game many times

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lethe-gray In reply to Saerinne [2011-02-17 18:20:12 +0000 UTC]

I finally found a way to make the dev kit work with the game files, and spent several hours going through listening for his lines. There are a couple that I was unsure ever made it into the game itself, because they really surprised me. He quotes Shakespeare and then says "they taught me warfare. I learned Shakespeare on my own." O.o

<3

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Saerinne In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-18 13:27:54 +0000 UTC]

Does he? I've never noticed that.. But you've done really nice work

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lethe-gray In reply to Saerinne [2011-02-18 16:46:16 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I didn't hear it the whole time I played over again, so I'm pretty sure it was extra - maybe it got used in the addon two dlc things, not sure. (Though by the time I am finished with the 2nd of those I usually have motion sickness something fierce, doesn't happen in the normal game, so it might be the sub-par lighting in it.)

Oooh I also just noticed, after finishing up yesterday again, that we see Paxton in the same position at the very start, and very end of the game. Kneeling on the floor, waiting.


T____T I took so many more screenies. He just SITS THERE WAITING FOR YOU TO KILL HIM.

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Saerinne In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-18 18:33:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah that's sad
if I could choose, I would fight on his side, against all those bastards who try to kill him.

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IT-osa [2011-02-17 01:19:15 +0000 UTC]

Awww ...simple and excellent work. He is an amazing man! Fell in love with the first minutes of the game) The first part was playing with over and over again expecting a meeting with him ^_^ Well, unless it can be called a negative character (and even more so to kill T_T) when he just wants to free her mother...
I have a background image of the collage stands as a desktop image = P

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lethe-gray In reply to IT-osa [2011-02-17 01:22:16 +0000 UTC]



yeah I'm happy with the way this turned out. The way he stares right at you in the middle, I love it.

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Viviax [2011-02-16 23:37:03 +0000 UTC]

When you put like with so many pictures, I can see why you would like Paxton Fettal, lol. He is cool.

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lethe-gray In reply to Viviax [2011-02-16 23:54:09 +0000 UTC]

He is yummy and makes me weak inside.

Plus my gaming friends probably approve of him a little more than my other true obsessive love, the Gman from Half Life2 ...

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AnimeFreak2651 [2011-02-16 23:30:32 +0000 UTC]

well sorry i am against your thought that killing Fettel was bad. I would agree he was awesome, a good character, and honestly I was looking forward to having to fight a huge epic battle with him where I would barely survive and stuff. Sadly that didnt happen I did enjoy killing him though I though it was a kinda cool way to die. Also he does come back to life so no worries. He continues to creep out and control his army of replicas. I respect that you can like him so much for what ever reasons and ull probably enjoy F.3.A.R (or F.E.A.R 3) since you can be Fettel, but I am a Pointman fan and am against calling him a slave since slaves are low and just follow orders. A MAN CHOOSES, A SLAVE OBEYS. Pointman is pretty brave in my opinion. He goes against many f-ed up things and has badass slow mo and he cannot come back to life like Fettel can. Nor can he control a platoon of soldiers. But he still manages to get past a lot the replica army, survive in many life threatening situations and still kill the boss Paxton Fettel. Good job on the wallpaper its really cool and shows all the great things about Fettel. If you wanna see how he comes back I would suggest playing the F.E.A.R expansions, F.E.A.R 2 expansion and F.E.A.R 2. The F.E.A.R 2 expansion is all about bringing him back from the dead. Im done talking if you wanna respond you may.

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lethe-gray In reply to AnimeFreak2651 [2011-02-16 23:38:42 +0000 UTC]

Though wouldn't you say that since we play Pointman in the first game, we SHOULD be allowed to choose whether we kill our own brother or not?

I'm not saying that Fettel wasn't insanely awful, or that Alma's reactions aren't a ... little bit over the top But still, I'd have liked the choice to be Pointman the Guy Who Helped His Family, rather than Pointman the Guy Who Followed Orders.

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AnimeFreak2651 In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-17 01:31:56 +0000 UTC]

true but then you would go into too much bioshock stuff. also if Fettel had not died then he could not have become super powerful or come back to life.

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lethe-gray In reply to AnimeFreak2651 [2011-02-17 01:48:59 +0000 UTC]

it's true. It also kind of explains his drastically different appearance in the other games. It's not necessarily HIM in his soldier's body :/ which is sad.

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AnimeFreak2651 In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-17 02:14:16 +0000 UTC]

well in F.E.A.R 2 your not pointman your Becket. and in Persueus Mandate your another guy thats not either Becket or Pointman. And in F.3.A.R he is just not wearing a helmet and in F.E.A.R 2 expansion your Foxtrot 813 if im not mistaken with the number and i always thought Fettel gave Foxtrot slow mo so Foxtro could bring him back to life cause without it you would get pwned.

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lethe-gray In reply to AnimeFreak2651 [2011-02-17 02:20:34 +0000 UTC]

Yup. I've only played 1 and the two expansions for it. I need to get 2 and its dlc, and am waiting for 3 which I think I may like more than what I've been hearing about 2.

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AnimeFreak2651 In reply to lethe-gray [2011-02-18 00:01:42 +0000 UTC]

probably. I liked F.E.A.R 2 but u may like it less cause there is no fettel ( at least that I can remember) except in the expansion. Also F.3.A.R looks great and Alma may have a 3rd kid. Only bad thing is that ive heard rumors this is the last F.E.A.R game so i almost dont want it to come out if thats true.

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bfreeman0 [2011-02-16 20:01:43 +0000 UTC]

hey just some constructive criticism for you,
The images need to blend together to make it feel like they are part of one image. Maybe have all the small images blend into a fire red sky in the background of the main one, it would look a lot better.
Or maybe have a section of the image as character info like age, name, current status and role in the games. It would look a lot more professional and wouldn't look like you just threw it together for the sake of it.
That's the end of that lil rant sorry if it offended
I've played the first one too, looking to get the second one I can't believe how easy he was to kill near the end, their should have been a dramatic battle, though somehow Fettel doesn't really want to hurt his brother. So Alma could have protected him. can't wait for F3AR

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lethe-gray In reply to bfreeman0 [2011-02-16 20:19:15 +0000 UTC]

I honestly wasn't intending to make them blur into each other, instead just capturing bits from the imagery that we see him in, but thanks

I think he knew we would kill him, but IF ONLY WE HAD THE CHOICE not to. GAH it would have been such a much better game if only.

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SpiritOfNature [2011-02-16 19:16:19 +0000 UTC]

I lol'ed at him hard xD He is just so awsome

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ashigaru [2011-02-16 01:56:38 +0000 UTC]

Really... really understand now.

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lethe-gray In reply to ashigaru [2011-02-16 02:56:52 +0000 UTC]

Heheheheh

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