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Published: 2013-03-20 15:46:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 1140; Favourites: 100; Downloads: 11
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Description Just some vent art...I should seriously be studying but I just can't so I decided to draw something to help me feel better...I guess it helps.
I really love how this turned out, this is probably my first proper realism attempt and I love the result! <3

Some of you might wonder why am I drawing vent art so yeah, here's some explanation on how I feel:
The picture pretty much says it all, I'm just so tired of everything and I constantly feel like I'm just going to break down and cry. And what bugs me the most is that I don't even know why...Mostly because of school I guess, I've got so many tests at the moment which is really stressful and I barely have any time to draw no matter how much I want to. I feel like I won't be able to keep living like this for much longer, I'm so sick and tired of everything. The second thing is that I've been feeling so lonely recently. I don't really have friends in my class so I spend most of my time at school alone except the longer breaks when I go visit my friends who aren't in the same class as I. I don't mind being alone, I'm used to it but when I feel like now I really need someone to talk to but I guess no one would listen to me anyway...I get well along with my classmates but I doubt that they really care about me. At least I've got some friends, including you guys, I don't know what would I do without you! <3 Thanks for your support everyone.
I hope I'll feel better soon, I wanna get back to my normal, cheerful self again because this just sucks :/
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Comments: 62

LiaBorderCollie In reply to ??? [2013-04-30 20:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ^^

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Dims12398 [2013-04-26 12:16:45 +0000 UTC]

Love the shadows! OwO
Love it, love it, love it, love it, love it... c:

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Dims12398 [2013-04-26 12:22:01 +0000 UTC]

Omygosh, thank you so much! <3

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Dims12398 In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-04-26 12:53:25 +0000 UTC]

No problemo! ^^
Hmm... what's up? c:

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Dims12398 [2013-04-26 13:46:02 +0000 UTC]

^^
Nothing really Just working on chibi requests
Oh, and holidays started, no going to school for a week! Yay X3 And I turned 17 3 days ago but you probably already know that if you checked my journal^^
How about you?

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Dims12398 In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-04-26 14:12:09 +0000 UTC]

I just love holiday! c: How awesome! Sorry, sometimes i just don't care about journals, and closes it, right when I see it...xD
Well... Also working at some drawings... I'm in Ginga-mode, and I can't stop - HELP! ^^

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Dims12398 [2013-04-26 16:22:39 +0000 UTC]

Me too And thanks ^^
No problem, I don't have time to check all the journals either

Awesome, I can't wait to see them! X3

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Dims12398 In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-04-26 17:22:11 +0000 UTC]

No problemoooo :3
But I can check it! Just a sec! c:
^^

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Dims12398 [2013-04-26 19:50:43 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, okay, thanks

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Dims12398 In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-04-28 12:36:12 +0000 UTC]

Np c:

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a-gu [2013-04-13 08:45:08 +0000 UTC]

what a great details <3

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to a-gu [2013-04-13 09:14:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! <3

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MrsAllieCalhoun [2013-04-01 20:05:54 +0000 UTC]

One big hug from here!! It`s gonna be fine. I guess, we all feel this way sometimes...how was the convention? We need to meet soon, so that you update me with the news!! Take care and don`t worry!!! <3

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to MrsAllieCalhoun [2013-04-02 05:06:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank youu!! <3
Don't worry, I'm fine now...well, at least better ^^

It was awesomeee!!! X3 Will tell you details when we meet, okay? ^^
Okay, I will

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KuCookie [2013-03-29 20:54:49 +0000 UTC]

crap idk what so say I'm so bad at trying to cheer people up *mega hug* i hope u feel better though

No one is every really alone u got friends on here to that really care about u :3

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to KuCookie [2013-03-29 20:59:53 +0000 UTC]

You're not! In fact, you never fail to cheer me up! <3
I do feel better now, thanks ^^ Things are getting better again

Yeah, I know! Thanks so much for being my friend! <3

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KuCookie In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-29 21:03:18 +0000 UTC]

thanks and thtas good!!!and I know how u feel at times, though awkaradly i like being alone becasue everyone in my school is loud and ghetto XD

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to KuCookie [2013-03-29 21:11:17 +0000 UTC]


Pretty much same here XD But sometimes I realize how alone I am most of the time and that's not exactly easy...At least I have some friends at school even tough we're not in the same class I don't know what would school be like without them...so boring and depressing probably DX

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KuCookie In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-29 21:13:58 +0000 UTC]

i would be a bit lonely without my friends i guess u never realize what u got until it's gone

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to KuCookie [2013-03-29 21:18:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, exactly.

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Jessegc [2013-03-22 05:48:00 +0000 UTC]

LOve it

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Jessegc [2013-03-22 12:51:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! ^^

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SentokiTheLoneWolf [2013-03-20 22:35:22 +0000 UTC]

I understand the loneliness that you feel. I'm in just about the same situation in my class at school. All my friends in other classes, and me all alone in my class.
And even now that I'm having a week of school holiday, I have too much homework for me to be able to get on the computer to do any art.
I'll be there for you if you need me, and even if I just got to know you XP

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to SentokiTheLoneWolf [2013-03-21 06:00:35 +0000 UTC]

That's pretty much the same as me :/ I hope you'll have more friends and time to draw soon, I don't want anyone to feel like I do at the moment
That's so good to know! Thank you <3

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SentokiTheLoneWolf In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-21 07:39:24 +0000 UTC]

Same goes for you, too. I hope you'll make mote friends soon, and that you'll be cheerful for the rest of the years.

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to SentokiTheLoneWolf [2013-03-21 14:22:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!! <3

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SentokiTheLoneWolf In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-21 15:02:30 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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IThinkLikeFrance [2013-03-20 18:53:45 +0000 UTC]

i'll always stick by you~! I know how it feels to be alone and when you need a shoulder to cry on or a person to talk to, there IS no one >.> im also quite quiet which doesn't help XD
but yeah - keep creating your amazing art, and keep doing what you love best <3

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to IThinkLikeFrance [2013-03-20 19:15:51 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks so much! You can always count on me too! <3
I'm quiet too...And I'm very shy unless I'm with my friends. At least I've got you and some other friends here on dA, it's great to know that I can always talk to you guys! <3
Thanks, I sure will! ^^

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IThinkLikeFrance In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-23 01:02:48 +0000 UTC]

awww, its ok~! im glad your fine, that's all~ ^w^
//shot for replying two days later XD//

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to IThinkLikeFrance [2013-03-23 06:26:53 +0000 UTC]


Haha, don't worry XD

By the way, I'm going to an anime con today!! I'm so exciteeed!! X3

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IThinkLikeFrance In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-27 17:32:58 +0000 UTC]

XD thanks - and yet again... I reply like a week or something later ^^'
cool~! how was it~? im going to an anime con in may this year!

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to IThinkLikeFrance [2013-03-27 17:43:04 +0000 UTC]

Haha, no problem XD XD

Oh my, it was so awesomeee!! X3 Probably best day in my life! <3 I went there with a few friends but only one of them was cosplaying. I didn't manage to finish my cosplay on time...actually I haven't even started working on it XD It was too cold for a skirt anyway XD And some other friend of mine wasn't cosplayig because it was too cold(she wanted to cosplay as Neko from K-project and that would mean she would have to walk around barefoot XD) There will be another con in July and we're all gonna cosplay then! X3 I'm not sure who will I cosplay yet tough Probably Touko from Bungaku Shoujo as I planed to now...But not sure yet XD I'm also thinking of cosplaying as my OC Kida :3 A short wig would sure be easier to get than a really long one XD And I would be wearing cat ears and a fluffy tail in that case! X3 Hehe, I really can't decide XD
Anyways, I was supposed to be talking about saturday's con, right? I kinda got carried away...Well, as I said, it was really fun X3 And there was a manga corner where I spend like...2 hours XD I get really anti social when I find something to read XD But other than that, I spent most of the time fooling around with my friends XD

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AdelaWindy [2013-03-20 18:10:33 +0000 UTC]

Omg, Tanita this is like really awesome, u should totally draw in this style more often, it's like WOW : D, I wish soo badly I could draw like u...yea i need a lot more practice i know haha Anyways, i totally agree with u, school sucks, we've got soooooo many exams (i think i will even start getting up at like 5.45 so i can study more...well i should...) and I should really study right now, but here I am, 'derping' on the internet hahaah, stupid me (whenever i got so much sh*t to do i just take a nap instead D: ) And hope u ''get well'' soon, being alone sure sucks, i know...i'm usually not cuz i got some really awesome friends, can't say anything against them, but we all got moments like that right? Soooo...have a nice day...well u have to study so it's probably gonna suck but whatever ahah ><

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to AdelaWindy [2013-03-20 18:34:45 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, thanks, I will
Just practice a lot and I'm sure you will. I came really far in a year, I never expected that I would improve so quickly I'm sure you could too ^^
Haha, I guess we're pretty much the same XD I'm fucking exhausted of all that studying I haven't done XD XD And once I actually get to studying I study for an hour or less and then I take a short break(like 2 hours or more XD XD).
Yeah, I guess so. I have quite a few awesome friends too but not in my class so I usually feel really lonely at school :/
Haha, thanks altough I have to agree with you XD I just wanna get rid of those tests as soon as possible XD

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AdelaWindy In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-21 20:25:43 +0000 UTC]

No, really it's awesome hahah Yea, i hope so, i'm trying to improve, right now i'm working on some more realistic wolf, but i'm to busty to finish it :/ Hahaha that's soo me, i am tired of all that things i haven't done but i should >< And I pretty much know how u feel, and it sucks. I get good along with all my classmates but I can call friends only a few of them, u know what I mean? (*le me not being the most popular person in the school* Hahaha. But i can't complain about people in my class and others in my school, i've still got lot of homies but u know...(kinda like all of them, exept of one...he's a complete jerk)
Well, hope u get rid of tests, I think it's time to end my ''short brake'' from studying XD.

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to AdelaWindy [2013-03-21 20:34:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! ^^
I can't wait to see it finished
Exactly...I get tired just from thinking about studying, actually, I get tired like that even more than I would if I were actually studying XD
Same here...But to be honest, I don't really have those real friends that I would want to spend as much time as possible with in my class. There are a few nice people that I get well along with but that's pretty much it.
I'm done with tests until next week now! X3 I'll probably fail geography but right now I don't give a shit about it anymore XD

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Fayven [2013-03-20 17:27:00 +0000 UTC]

Wow, that looks amazing! I'm glad I watched you, you are so freakin' talented! xD I wish I could draw realistic things better...xPP Great job here^^ But I hope you feel better soon. I'm also a bit stressed and blue! :'3

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Fayven [2013-03-20 18:08:42 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!! <3
I'm sure you can draw like this too, all you have to do is use some refs when you get stuck ^^ I had to look at several photos of my dog and search for wolf photos to get the muzzle and head shape right. I can't draw like this without refs yet but I hope I'll be able to one day ^^
Thanks
I hope you'll feel better soon too ^^

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Hevirago [2013-03-20 17:15:35 +0000 UTC]

Wow! This is gorgeous hun!!! <3 Well I hope you feel better soon!! <3 I'll be here for you!

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Hevirago [2013-03-20 17:18:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! <3
Aww, thanks! It's so nice to hear that! <3 <3

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Aquinassar [2013-03-20 16:24:38 +0000 UTC]

Oh, Tani.. I really, really hope school starts lessening up on you soon. It's not okay for school to pile things on and expect the student to be perfectly fine with that, and I wish they would realize that, but.. I want you to know, too, that it's really okay to cry, okay? It really helps to lift some weight off of your shoulders (or at least it does for me) and if you're constantly feeling like you're going to break down, perhaps you should, somewhere private, you know? I hope that you have a shoulder to cry on, but if you don't, you can always vent to me and I won't mind at all.

Now for that amazing picture!!
The shading is so blue and wonderful, and it just reflects the sadness, but it's so beautiful at the same time. The shading, of my gosh. I could just stare at it forever it's so perfect and so, so soft! You really did an amazing job making the fur seem gradually longer at the cheeks, and it's just so amazing!
The expression is perfect, and the eyes are gorgeous (the shape and expression conveyed in that is simply perfect for the picture), and I hate to say this but the blood really fits in there, too. The background is so simple, but the picture wouldn't be perfect if it weren't so. Excellent job! You did an absolutely amazing job on this picture!
Now! I'm off to draw some gift art to try and cheer up one of my best friends 8D

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Aquinassar [2013-03-20 16:32:04 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks so much for such a nice comment, you're the best! <3
Yeah, I hope so too, the way things at school are now is just too much for me DX I'm constantly tired and sometimes I can't even keep up with everything I have to do
I agree, crying can actually help ^^ I used to cry a lot when I was younger because I was being bullied a lot(you probably already know about that) but that made other kids bully me even more so I became more closed, always trying not to cry. It made things worse and because of it, sometimes I feel like I shouldn't cry. But you're right, maybe I would feel better if I cried, it's nothing wrong with it anyway ^^
I'm so glad to hear that, you're the best friend I could have! <3

Thanks so much, I'm glad you like it!
Yeah, I wanted to remove the blood first but it made the drawing look kinda plain and much less emotional.
I'm glad you think so, thanks again! <3
Oh my, you're so sweet!! I can't wait to see it!! <3

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Aquinassar In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-20 16:40:51 +0000 UTC]

I can certainly understand why you wouldn't want to cry, then It's sad, that people - children - would do that. I really hope you feel better, soon!

You're very welcome! It's amazing! 8D

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Aquinassar [2013-03-20 16:45:34 +0000 UTC]

Yeah :/
Thank you

Thanks again! <3

By the way, have you seen fanmail that I sent you on Tumblr? X3

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Aquinassar In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-20 16:47:46 +0000 UTC]



Yes, I did, actually! I saw it last night (and I think I replied, I hope it went through XD ) 8D It didn't make a little number in my mail box thing, so I didn't see it until I accidentally clicked it! I miss chatting with you, too

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Aquinassar [2013-03-20 17:08:28 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, awesome! X3 I never got a response, mail on tumblr is kinda weird DX I wanted to anwser to a message that one of my friends sent me but he said he didn't get a response either.

By the way, did your father like the birthday present I drew? :3

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Aquinassar In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-20 17:11:28 +0000 UTC]

Hehe, yeah, it is kinda weird

Yes! He loved it 8D We're gonna frame it and put it up, once we find some more frames, and everything 8D

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LiaBorderCollie In reply to Aquinassar [2013-03-20 17:20:12 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad to hear that!
Awesome!! X3

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Aquinassar In reply to LiaBorderCollie [2013-03-20 17:26:27 +0000 UTC]

8D I'll send you a picture once we have it up, if you'd like!

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