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I've had this composition in the back of my mind for a while, I've been feeling rather down as of late, I'm just feeling a little lost with my art journey atm. I feel like I've hit a brick wall.

What's my end goal?
What do I paint next?
How do I become a full-time artist?
Is AI art taking over?
Not finding my style, not finding my voice, not knowing what to say with my work 🫠

I'm sure many of you have days where you question yourself and your end goal. I always thought I'd be good enough to work for a company, creating work with a team of some sort, giving me "purpose" in that regard and doing art full-time, but here I am... just plodding on with the hopes that I get 1 viral reel and some exposure to gain commissions or noticed by a gaming production and hired 🫡

Something will work out in the end😅

I've taken a step back from only creating and posting the "Perfect" painting. This painting took me around 2 hours and I'm so happy with it. It says exactly what I wanted to say... when I finished, it felt like a weight was lifted of my shoulders.

I want to post more on YouTube, I bought myself a good microphone, so I'll hopefully post some stuff on there in the future. Make my own little art community 🥰💕

If you made it through my little vent, I appreciate you and your support💝💕

My instagram: www.instagram.com/p/CrOYY57Nbd…

Description
I've had this composition in the back of my mind for a while, I've been feeling rather down as of late, I'm just feeling a little lost with my art journey atm. I feel like I've hit a brick wall.

What's my end goal?
What do I paint next?
How do I become a full-time artist?
Is AI art taking over?
Not finding my style, not finding my voice, not knowing what to say with my work 🫠

I'm sure many of you have days where you question yourself and your end goal. I always thought I'd be good enough to work for a company, creating work with a team of some sort, giving me "purpose" in that regard and doing art full-time, but here I am... just plodding on with the hopes that I get 1 viral reel and some exposure to gain commissions or noticed by a gaming production and hired 🫡

Something will work out in the end😅

I've taken a step back from only creating and posting the "Perfect" painting. This painting took me around 2 hours and I'm so happy with it. It says exactly what I wanted to say... when I finished, it felt like a weight was lifted of my shoulders.

I want to post more on YouTube, I bought myself a good microphone, so I'll hopefully post some stuff on there in the future. Make my own little art community 🥰💕

If you made it through my little vent, I appreciate you and your support💝💕

My instagram: www.instagram.com/p/CrOYY57Nbd…