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Lilliath β This depicts a part of me
Published: 2006-04-02 22:26:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 896; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 25
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I've had a very uncreative time and my feelings were very depressive, I didn't want to do *anything*. I was lying in my bed and staring at the sky. The last few months were extremly irritating. I've had considerably less time for everybody and everything, especially my clan ... I'm very sorry about it, but I'm not able to change myself and my whole life to make everyone happy in the near future. I'm feeling very annoyed... I'm in a terrible mood... argh ^^''I should write sth. about this pic, shouldn't I?!
Yes, this pic shows a part of me... I wanted to draw my garg-charakter "Lilly" in a new style. In the last time everything changed a little bit for me and I have to change/create myself new... in other ways... in new sectors... But it's still me... uuuhm... well.... Lilly is a cat-gargoyle and first I wanted to draw her normal wings. They would have covered much of her and it's not very easy... hihii ^^ so I got the idea, what about tattoos? ^^ Everyone, who knows me in my clan will know what I mean with the two different wings. That they're not equal is just because of the changing times in my life
Who I am? Who will I be? What do other peoples see in me?Hopefully there will be an answer soon... I'm getting mad... Γ.o
"shot down little butterfly" <-- I heard it wrong in a very beautiful song from the scrubs soundtrack ^^ (btw. I've listend to the CDs while I was painting, I really do love these soundtracks !!) ^^
Maybe I'll colorize it someday... but first it's a deviation
Special songs:
Five for fighting - Easy tonight
David Gray - Please forgive me
Lazlo Bane - Superman
Coldplay - Don't panic
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i love those eyes and the soft pencil lines... very pretty
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Sieht gut aus ^^ SchΓΆn mal wieder was von dir zu sehen
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She looks beautiful, just like you
Personally, I have never been especially fond of any sort of change so I can understand your irritation quite well. However, I do hope that you will be able to see something good in these changes in the end as changes do not necessarily have to bad. Remember, some things you just have to experience at some point in your life. If they are good or bad is not as important as the fact that they are still experiences that you can use to learn from, develope and even profit from. It's up to you to use whatever situation you find yourself in for your own benefit and I know that you can do that if you want it
>>> Who I am? Who will I be?
It's mostly up to you to find that you for yourself - an believe me, it will be exiting and even fun to find that out. Take your time and see :giggles:
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