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I don't like to talk to directly here, this is my characters world.
However, i came across something the other day and it greatly shocked and numbed.
I didn't know how to feel in the given moment and after a few hours of great discussion
with some of my closest. Other alphas and a few betas in Arson's world.
I came to the understanding that no matter how much we care we cant always do
something about the things we care about most. Its strange because they tell
we can do anything, and when we care we need to show it and express it or else
how will the things we love most know that we care.. i think Arson and i both have
this problem, expressing ones self to another we care for. And yet the moment of
absolute truth finally comes around, we are always too late, how is our life i suppose.

Anyway, i drew this in the deep unknown of how i was feeling and thought Arson would have
been pushed into a deep level of unknown as well. In Arson's case though a pack of smokes
and a few drinks later she'll have mauled it over enough to learn to move on, unlike with
myself i feel i will be thinking on this great topic a while to come.

a song i enjoyed letting influence may hands while drawing [link]

Description
I don't like to talk to directly here, this is my characters world.
However, i came across something the other day and it greatly shocked and numbed.
I didn't know how to feel in the given moment and after a few hours of great discussion
with some of my closest. Other alphas and a few betas in Arson's world.
I came to the understanding that no matter how much we care we cant always do
something about the things we care about most. Its strange because they tell
we can do anything, and when we care we need to show it and express it or else
how will the things we love most know that we care.. i think Arson and i both have
this problem, expressing ones self to another we care for. And yet the moment of
absolute truth finally comes around, we are always too late, how is our life i suppose.

Anyway, i drew this in the deep unknown of how i was feeling and thought Arson would have
been pushed into a deep level of unknown as well. In Arson's case though a pack of smokes
and a few drinks later she'll have mauled it over enough to learn to move on, unlike with
myself i feel i will be thinking on this great topic a while to come.

a song i enjoyed letting influence may hands while drawing [link]