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Published: 2015-11-08 19:46:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 1286; Favourites: 159; Downloads: 12
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Description I am leaving Minnesota. This place has treated me like garbage. It will be a relief to see my friends and be in a place more stable but I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I feel like escaping into some void place and being alone from everyone where I can let my thoughts wander as far as they like. A place where I can cry as loud and as hard as I feel the need to. I am sorry I am being depressing. It has been about 5 months, and a rather rough 5 months at that. I want to stop feeling trapped wherever I go and get my life together somehow, but I am not even sure where to start. Everything always feels out of reach. One step forward, two steps back. I suppose I at least learned the answer as to whether or not I can consider seeing my family as family again.

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Comments: 17

squibblyquill [2020-02-01 18:54:55 +0000 UTC]

Sad and relatable.

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DjenabaTheMangaka [2015-11-14 20:46:54 +0000 UTC]

senpai ;-;-;-;
-hugs-
I wish you the best my favourite artist ;-;
-hugs again-

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valentia-sparrow [2015-11-11 13:39:18 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely amazing work

I hope you'll be fine I feel sorry for you
I can also tell I'm not fine and sometimes I feel just like what I see on your piece of art

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Sarolonde [2015-11-09 00:53:54 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely amazing but I'm sorry that it comes from such an unhappy place.

Never apologise for "being depressing". You feel how you feel and others either accept that or they don't, and that's their problem. Vent all you need. Keeping it inside only makes it worse. And sometimes venting to complete strangers can be very helpful because in the end it doesn't truly matter if they react negatively.

You're a wonderful artist. I hope things get better for you, I truly do. You deserve to be happy ^_^

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lllannah In reply to Sarolonde [2015-11-09 21:04:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

I feel sort of guilty for venting but I try not to keep it to myself as well. I am afraid of coming off as dramatic, ahaaahaha.. Ehh.. It does make me feel slightly better though. I just need to get through whatever is going on.

Thanks again for the kind comments ^^

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Sarolonde In reply to lllannah [2015-11-10 08:39:13 +0000 UTC]

You're so very welcomeΒ Β 

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Soulsaber67 [2015-11-09 00:05:51 +0000 UTC]

This is a really awesome work of art
I hope everything comes together for you ^^

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lllannah In reply to Soulsaber67 [2015-11-09 21:05:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ^^

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Arlene0401 [2015-11-08 20:56:00 +0000 UTC]

Don't make yourself feel that you've accomplished nothing. I wish you a safe place and kind hearts wherever you go.

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lllannah In reply to Arlene0401 [2015-11-08 21:01:09 +0000 UTC]

Ahaha, it's just been a rough time. I feel bad for venting, makes me feel like a downer. Thank you for the wishes though, it really means a lot

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Arlene0401 In reply to lllannah [2015-11-09 00:13:46 +0000 UTC]

Ah you're most welcome, don't worry. You're no downer. Feel free to vent, you know the people here who know what it's like to go through crap times and won't judge you for what you feel

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Pandachi25 [2015-11-08 20:48:36 +0000 UTC]

Brilliant!

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Mightydein [2015-11-08 20:29:55 +0000 UTC]

Very cool looking horror themed drawing.

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ToaTepsak [2015-11-08 20:17:00 +0000 UTC]

This is a really striking piece, Lllannah.
I hope you find a place where you can be happy.

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lllannah In reply to ToaTepsak [2015-11-08 20:59:26 +0000 UTC]

thank you. I'm crossing my fingers for it.

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MapleTeaa [2015-11-08 20:00:00 +0000 UTC]

Lovely art ^^
and also um, hope you feel better :3

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lllannah In reply to MapleTeaa [2015-11-08 20:59:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I appreciate it <3

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