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There the soul bathes itself in indolence made odorous with regret and desire.
There is some sense of the twilight, of things tinged with blue and rose: a dream of delight during an eclipse.
The shape of the furniture is elongated, low, languishing;
one would think it endowed with the somnambulistic vitality of plants and minerals.

The tapestries speak an inarticulate language, like the flowers, the skies, the dropping suns.

There are no artistic abominations upon the walls.
Compared with the pure dream, with an impression unanalysed, definite art, positive art, is a blasphemy.
Here all has the sufficing lucidity and the delicious obscurity of music.

An infinitesimal odour of the most exquisite choice,
mingled with a floating humidity, swims in this atmosphere
where the drowsing spirit is lulled by the sensations one feels in a hothouse.

The abundant muslin flows before the windows and the couch, and spreads out in snowy cascades.
Upon the couch lies the Idol, ruler of my dreams.
But why is she here?—who has brought her?—what magical power has installed her upon this throne of delight and reverie?
What matter—she is there; and I recognise her.

These indeed are the eyes whose flame pierces the twilight; the subtle and terrible mirrors that I recognise by their horrifying malice.
They attract, they dominate, they devour the sight of whomsoever is imprudent enough to look at them.
I have often studied them; these Black Stars that compel curiosity and admiration.

To what benevolent demon, then, do I owe being thus surrounded with mystery, with silence, with peace, and sweet odours?
O beatitude! the thing we name life, even in its most fortunate amplitude,
has nothing in common with this supreme life with which I am now acquainted, which I taste minute by minute, second by second.

Not so! Minutes are no more; seconds are no more. Time has vanished, and Eternity reigns—an Eternity of delight.

A heavy and terrible knocking reverberates upon the door, and, as in a hellish dream,
it seems to me as though I had received a blow from a mattock.

Then a Spectre enters: it is an usher who comes to torture me in the name of the Law;
an infamous concubine who comes to cry misery and to add the trivialities of her life to the sorrow of mine;
or it may be the errand-boy of an editor who comes to implore the remainder of a manuscript.

The chamber of paradise, the Idol, the ruler of dreams, the Sylphide, as the great René said;
all this magic has vanished at the brutal knocking of the Spectre.

Horror; I remember, I remember! Yes, this kennel, this habitation of eternal weariness, is indeed my own.
Here is my senseless furniture, dusty and tattered; the dirty fireplace without a flame or an ember;
the sad windows where the raindrops have traced runnels in the dust; the manuscripts, erased or unfinished;
the almanac with the sinister days marked off with a pencil!

And this perfume of another world, whereof I intoxicated myself with a so perfected sensitiveness;
alas, its place is taken by an odour of stale tobacco smoke, mingled with I know not what nauseating mustiness.
Now one breathes here the rankness of desolation.

In this narrow world, narrow and yet full of disgust, a single familiar object smiles at me:
the phial of laudanum: old and terrible love; like all loves, alas! fruitful in caresses and treacheries.

Yes, Time has reappeared; Time reigns a monarch now;
and with the hideous Ancient has returned all his demoniacal following
of Memories, Regrets, Tremors, Fears, Dolours, Nightmares, and twittering nerves.

I assure you that the seconds are strongly and solemnly accentuated now;
and each, as it drips from the pendulum, says: "I am Life: intolerable, implacable Life!"

There is not a second in mortal life whose mission it is to bear good news:
the good news that brings the inexplicable tear to the eye.

Yes, Time reigns; Time has regained his brutal mastery. A
nd he goads me, as though I were a steer, with his double goad:
"Woa, thou fool! Sweat, then, thou slave! Live on, thou damnèd!"

- Baudelaire

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youtu.be/NiTXGswyAls

There the soul bathes itself in indolence made odorous with regret and desire.
There is some sense of the twilight, of things tinged with blue and rose: a dream of delight during an eclipse.
The shape of the furniture is elongated, low, languishing;
one would think it endowed with the somnambulistic vitality of plants and minerals.

The tapestries speak an inarticulate language, like the flowers, the skies, the dropping suns.

There are no artistic abominations upon the walls.
Compared with the pure dream, with an impression unanalysed, definite art, positive art, is a blasphemy.
Here all has the sufficing lucidity and the delicious obscurity of music.

An infinitesimal odour of the most exquisite choice,
mingled with a floating humidity, swims in this atmosphere
where the drowsing spirit is lulled by the sensations one feels in a hothouse.

The abundant muslin flows before the windows and the couch, and spreads out in snowy cascades.
Upon the couch lies the Idol, ruler of my dreams.
But why is she here?—who has brought her?—what magical power has installed her upon this throne of delight and reverie?
What matter—she is there; and I recognise her.

These indeed are the eyes whose flame pierces the twilight; the subtle and terrible mirrors that I recognise by their horrifying malice.
They attract, they dominate, they devour the sight of whomsoever is imprudent enough to look at them.
I have often studied them; these Black Stars that compel curiosity and admiration.

To what benevolent demon, then, do I owe being thus surrounded with mystery, with silence, with peace, and sweet odours?
O beatitude! the thing we name life, even in its most fortunate amplitude,
has nothing in common with this supreme life with which I am now acquainted, which I taste minute by minute, second by second.

Not so! Minutes are no more; seconds are no more. Time has vanished, and Eternity reigns—an Eternity of delight.

A heavy and terrible knocking reverberates upon the door, and, as in a hellish dream,
it seems to me as though I had received a blow from a mattock.

Then a Spectre enters: it is an usher who comes to torture me in the name of the Law;
an infamous concubine who comes to cry misery and to add the trivialities of her life to the sorrow of mine;
or it may be the errand-boy of an editor who comes to implore the remainder of a manuscript.

The chamber of paradise, the Idol, the ruler of dreams, the Sylphide, as the great René said;
all this magic has vanished at the brutal knocking of the Spectre.

Horror; I remember, I remember! Yes, this kennel, this habitation of eternal weariness, is indeed my own.
Here is my senseless furniture, dusty and tattered; the dirty fireplace without a flame or an ember;
the sad windows where the raindrops have traced runnels in the dust; the manuscripts, erased or unfinished;
the almanac with the sinister days marked off with a pencil!

And this perfume of another world, whereof I intoxicated myself with a so perfected sensitiveness;
alas, its place is taken by an odour of stale tobacco smoke, mingled with I know not what nauseating mustiness.
Now one breathes here the rankness of desolation.

In this narrow world, narrow and yet full of disgust, a single familiar object smiles at me:
the phial of laudanum: old and terrible love; like all loves, alas! fruitful in caresses and treacheries.

Yes, Time has reappeared; Time reigns a monarch now;
and with the hideous Ancient has returned all his demoniacal following
of Memories, Regrets, Tremors, Fears, Dolours, Nightmares, and twittering nerves.

I assure you that the seconds are strongly and solemnly accentuated now;
and each, as it drips from the pendulum, says: "I am Life: intolerable, implacable Life!"

There is not a second in mortal life whose mission it is to bear good news:
the good news that brings the inexplicable tear to the eye.

Yes, Time reigns; Time has regained his brutal mastery. A
nd he goads me, as though I were a steer, with his double goad:
"Woa, thou fool! Sweat, then, thou slave! Live on, thou damnèd!"

- Baudelaire