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Published: 2003-12-27 04:13:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 964; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 94
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Description I think I got to leave now
I got to get away
For the darkest night has come
And took your light away
You were my only light left
At the end of the tunnel
And now you disappeared
Why are you doing it to me honey?

Got to get rid of this pain
The one that sits deep in my heart
The one I never wanted to feel
The pain that tears me apart
The one I hid deep inside
Only your light can make me heal

And my strongest will

But now, as the darkness came
And took away your light
Now I'm left here alone
In the darkest night
How long will I last?
Fighting this endless war
How long will it take
Until my heart gets torn?

And the pain will come
The one that only I can feel
The one that brings the tears
And you'll never understand
Even knowing my biggest fears
For this pain is the greatest
It scares me the most

And if your light won't help
Then my life is lost...

I can't live no more
I got to leave this place now
For there's too much pain left
In my heart so deep down

I'll never see you again
But I want you to know
You were my only light left
At the end of the tunnel
I never understood
When you walked away
Bringing back my biggest fears
To see the daylight
To see the moonlight
For the night has come
And this pain just won't be gone..

I tried everything
Nothing seems to work
Baby please don't walk
Away, please don't take your light from me
The one that everything can heal
And kill the pain
The unshowned pain
The one only I can feel
The one that brings the tears
The one that tearsmy heart apart
The one that can only be taken away

By your light

But you're gone
And still I wonder
How long will I last
Fighting this endless war

Against the whole world

Now it's only me
Against everything
Will you help?
You're too far away...
You can't even dry my tear
You can't even hold my hand
With this little smile that can be send
Through the net
You can't even look into my eyes
Say everything will be fine

So how are you going to help me
Win this endless war?
Me against everything
Me against the whole world
And again all it's left is the pain
The one that'll never go away
The one that brings the tears
To my eyes
And makes me wanna die

I think I got to leave now
I got to get away
For the darkness came
And took your light away
It's so sad that you can't help
You're hundred miles away
And all it's left is the pain
Leaving me here in the darkest night
You make me wanna scream and cry

Just to get rid of this pain...
The one only I can feel
The one that brings the tears
And I'll never understand
That the pain as such
Can change me so much
For only I can feel it
And it never shows
The unshowned pain
The one that only can be felt
By my heart
Only felt...
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Sorri its so long..i just found this really old poem...one of the first ones i ever wrote...and it goes so well with this picture....comments appreciated AND ITS A MARKER EVERYBODY...dont worri

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Comments: 17

Dangerman-1973 [2009-01-28 02:07:05 +0000 UTC]

rofl this may be relevant to your interests

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LoveGone2Waste [2008-01-06 22:06:37 +0000 UTC]

I know the feeling.
It sucks too.

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pcooli [2008-01-02 03:42:50 +0000 UTC]

:/// great poem.

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Alien-Art [2004-06-13 23:41:19 +0000 UTC]

Pain can't really be an escape, try me!

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lenapo [2004-03-07 00:49:37 +0000 UTC]

wonderful poem

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senate9 [2004-01-14 13:40:20 +0000 UTC]

cuts suck...why punish 'em self for being miserable..

anyways - thank god it is a marker..

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zygrael [2003-12-31 10:28:38 +0000 UTC]

great poem, and really nice piece !! i think this is ur best work and best piece !!

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kainjest [2003-12-28 10:35:34 +0000 UTC]

eep! i was feeling exactly like that since day before yesterday at midnight!
up until a few hours ago...

i HATE that feeling... *cries*

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lookinforme In reply to kainjest [2003-12-28 10:38:30 +0000 UTC]

awwz wellz at least that feeling went away...with me...its always htere sumwhere hidden deep indside..just waiting to come out...

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kainjest In reply to lookinforme [2003-12-28 17:31:59 +0000 UTC]

and don't scare yourself shitless like i did last night playing Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly...

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kainjest In reply to lookinforme [2003-12-28 17:31:00 +0000 UTC]

*hug* mrr... feel better... get more sleep then me (woah... THAT'S not hard... just blink and you'll get more sleep then me )

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Lawmaker [2003-12-27 19:25:15 +0000 UTC]

hey cheer up dont desperate you're too young. ive liked your look in there something for u is try to get this music: Daft Punk - Something about us

and feel the that by chocolates kidding!


eat chokolates!!!

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fraek [2003-12-27 09:58:09 +0000 UTC]

I completely forgot about that poem. ya, it's long.

the flash in the photo gives it a really dark feeling, darker than just the marks give.

the poem and the photo are both great

(I'll have to give you a sharpie so the marks look better though)

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shadowoftwilight [2003-12-27 04:41:41 +0000 UTC]

this poem is awesome, i tend to write stuff that is dark and depressing so i can really identify with this one, and the photo that is put with it is incredible to, definately a fav

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panda666 [2003-12-27 04:39:38 +0000 UTC]

well for one thing that looks painful but i know for a fact that its like a drug to cut... i used to... i haven't for awhile... i'm probably going to slip again sometime... i wouldn't be suprised... anyways try to take a look at my pics i'm going to be adding new ones tonight...
-amanda

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lookinforme In reply to panda666 [2003-12-27 04:53:27 +0000 UTC]

heys sorriz...i should've mentioned..its a marker...im trying to give up cutting...but thats what i used to do when i felt liek this....so now i just use a marker to symbolize the pain...got the idea of just drawing it on from ~fraek and his deviation-Identify [link]

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panda666 In reply to lookinforme [2003-12-27 05:11:36 +0000 UTC]

oh okay... good to know... thanks for clearing that up...
-amanda

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