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Its so unreal she said as she sat alone on the chair in the basement. She started shakeing and felt cold as ice. She looked like a porcelain doll, and had a heart like one too... a heart of which was like pure porcelain stone.... so hard and cold, but shattered so easily. And when that pure porcelain heart of hers shattered, into a million little pieces, you can try and try to put it back together again... but it will never be the same. A black crystal tear ran down her face, and her sadness felt like a knife went through her soul. "Why must it be this way? She askes herself as she shook of coldness." Why must the floor sink from below me and why must time stop. One minute feels like one hour yet... Time just fades away before you can think. My sadness sucks the life outa me, sometimes, I wonder... how am I going to make it? How am I going to survive, if I dont do good in school... or if there is no future.?" I cant go on like this... how much time do I have left before I decide to.... end it... its all over then..." She ran outside where the warm breez blew and caught her messy blonde hair. She leaned against the tree and watched as the soy beans in the farmer field swayed with the wind. She closed her eyes as tight as she could as she sobbed one more time before laying down in the grass, she didnt care that her tears dried leaveing trails of black, she was hopeing to fall asleep... and never wake up. "What am I worth?" She asked herself in the feeling... no one was there, she was all alone... but never made the judjement in public..What she didnt know is... some of the people she didnt expect that she knew for years would change her life forever. This is just the begining, of a very long, and amazing blessing.

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Its so unreal she said as she sat alone on the chair in the basement. She started shakeing and felt cold as ice. She looked like a porcelain doll, and had a heart like one too... a heart of which was like pure porcelain stone.... so hard and cold, but shattered so easily. And when that pure porcelain heart of hers shattered, into a million little pieces, you can try and try to put it back together again... but it will never be the same. A black crystal tear ran down her face, and her sadness felt like a knife went through her soul. "Why must it be this way? She askes herself as she shook of coldness." Why must the floor sink from below me and why must time stop. One minute feels like one hour yet... Time just fades away before you can think. My sadness sucks the life outa me, sometimes, I wonder... how am I going to make it? How am I going to survive, if I dont do good in school... or if there is no future.?" I cant go on like this... how much time do I have left before I decide to.... end it... its all over then..." She ran outside where the warm breez blew and caught her messy blonde hair. She leaned against the tree and watched as the soy beans in the farmer field swayed with the wind. She closed her eyes as tight as she could as she sobbed one more time before laying down in the grass, she didnt care that her tears dried leaveing trails of black, she was hopeing to fall asleep... and never wake up. "What am I worth?" She asked herself in the feeling... no one was there, she was all alone... but never made the judjement in public..What she didnt know is... some of the people she didnt expect that she knew for years would change her life forever. This is just the begining, of a very long, and amazing blessing.