Description
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days pass me by
I've been searchin' deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold onto
hey look it's Valentine's day and I felt like depressing the whole audience that watched me for my self insert content
ya know how I mentioned that probably at the worst time I was losing my connection with Crona? well, as far as I can tell, it's pretty much gone, and this song pretty much expresses what I'm feeling, especially the words I've bolded
ya know, it's funny, when I fell out of my first long term fictional character crush/relationship thingy I felt super connected to the same song... I mean along with some other ones, except, it was fucking good for me to get out of that obsession b/c it was tearing me apart rather than being a nice coping mechanism for my everyday life, which is just, ya know it's awesome to loose your ability to process difficult times when you find out your mother has cancer.... just great
I'm angry at life and I'm dully still angry at the person who hates me even if they were in the right which I doubt more and more, b/c even if they aren't a jerk they were unfair and life is unfair and ugh
I was gonna draw this with my wolf kinself but... in the end I've been attempting to distract myself with an endless pit of battle cats so I drew my warriors sona Songstep, and also, I'm kinda realizing that my choice for Crowfeather as her mentor might mean like a really interesting dynamic, I mean Song is much more... empathetic I guess, but she has some similarities to him in other ways and yea, I'm not sure how to explain it all that wellΒ
I dunno what else to say about this... I do like how the picture itself came out
Warriors (c) Erin Hunter
Songstep is mine
other art:
Comments: 22
CrippleHand [2018-02-28 12:25:55 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry for your loss of connection.Well, things change, and at least you've got someΒ nice memories now, right?
I wish you the best to battle through your hardships.
But on another note, your art is getting better and better ! I especially like the way you choose your colours!
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LttleGhost In reply to CrippleHand [2018-03-08 23:08:49 +0000 UTC]
yeah sorta
it's hard to explain, I don't know if this is a "fond memories of thing" that is lost it more feels like the thing that was lost was just torn away from me completely and remembering it is painful
but thank you! I do have that at least
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Hedgey [2018-02-15 15:41:34 +0000 UTC]
I love the colours, the tears are also really impressive!
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LttleGhost In reply to Hedgey [2018-02-15 16:01:03 +0000 UTC]
thank you so much!!! tears and water are pretty fun to draw once you get the technique down
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liveforevr [2018-02-15 03:17:43 +0000 UTC]
the perspective is good... good kitty
im feeling a lot for you rn, i just really want u to know that tbh
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Dovegelic [2018-02-14 18:49:26 +0000 UTC]
so.......do you not...self insert anymore?
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LttleGhost In reply to Dovegelic [2018-02-14 18:53:33 +0000 UTC]
I mean, this cat is technically a self insert, a warriors self insert, but with Crona, no
it's not really a choice either, I just can't connect, it's like my ability to was torn from me
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Dovegelic In reply to LttleGhost [2018-02-14 19:00:07 +0000 UTC]
ohh my goood im soo sorryy
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ThePhantasim [2018-02-14 17:40:35 +0000 UTC]
It's sad that you lost your connection to Crona but I do love all these cat artwork
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LttleGhost In reply to ThePhantasim [2018-02-14 17:49:47 +0000 UTC]
I will be drawing a ton of cats
also probably more dogs again and esk
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PurrfectPurridise [2018-02-14 16:48:19 +0000 UTC]
This is amazing holy moly!! I love the contrast so much omg! :0 <333
Do you happen to do commissions?
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LttleGhost In reply to PurrfectPurridise [2018-02-14 16:51:18 +0000 UTC]
aaawh thank you so much!!!
sadly I don't right now, and I dunno when I'll be able to do them
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PurrfectPurridise In reply to LttleGhost [2018-02-14 16:52:52 +0000 UTC]
No problem!! <33
Ah Alright, If you do end up opening them I'd Love to commission you!
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amberrie [2018-02-14 16:45:40 +0000 UTC]
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD AHHHHHHHHHH
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LttleGhost In reply to amberrie [2018-02-14 16:49:14 +0000 UTC]
thank you!!!!
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