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Published: 2014-10-08 21:45:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 761; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 2
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Description Recently had a bit of a rough time, mainly concerning someone I used to be fond of.
Ain't gonna say too much about it with this picture, as I've started drawing this a month or two ago, so I don't exactly remember what was going through my head at the time.
Basically it's that hopeless feeling, when you know that no matter what you say or do, that nothing is going to change what had happened. No matter how much you try to fight it, it won't help.
So yeah, I'm damn tired of trying to fix it, because it's already too late, the person I knew, had changed. But part of me still doesn't want to accept that.

Now I need to regain my bearings and get myself back on track, as daunting as it is. I have another picture, one I've drawn very recently, that I will upload soon.

Also want to say thank you to all my friends who've supported me during all this. Dunno where I'd be without ya!
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Comments: 20

CrazedFloof [2014-10-09 11:17:08 +0000 UTC]

You have all of us to comfort you if you want to talk. We are like Deadpool's voice of reason for you. But also, lovely drawing!

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LurigoFreefox In reply to CrazedFloof [2014-10-11 20:04:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.
Hehe, Deadpool FTW! xD
Glad you like the drawing!

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CrazedFloof In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-10-11 20:26:00 +0000 UTC]

Hey, Deadpool is awesome. And you are welcome. I think I can safely say that we are all here for each other. And and it is a beautiful drawing. Fine work here. Plus, foxes are
Amazing!

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LurigoFreefox In reply to CrazedFloof [2014-10-14 04:56:54 +0000 UTC]

Sure is! Coolest comic book character ever!
Yes, and it's something I'm very thankful for.
All the foxes!

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CrazedFloof In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-10-14 10:46:13 +0000 UTC]

Hurray!

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ChaosweaveR03 [2014-10-09 11:13:29 +0000 UTC]

Reminds me of what I'm dealing with concerning my family. It sucks, but having support from people who care about you through it, really makes the difference.

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LurigoFreefox In reply to ChaosweaveR03 [2014-10-11 20:05:20 +0000 UTC]

Guess it's part of life, eh?
And yes, the right people make all the difference!

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ChaosweaveR03 In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-10-13 12:50:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, so it seems. I'm just grateful I do have caring friends and extended family.

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Maxi-Moran [2014-10-09 04:12:56 +0000 UTC]

The drawing says a lot. Kinda already knew what the deal was.

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James-Dark-Blue-Wolf [2014-10-09 00:23:00 +0000 UTC]

Whoa awesomeΒ 

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LurigoFreefox In reply to James-Dark-Blue-Wolf [2014-10-11 20:05:28 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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James-Dark-Blue-Wolf In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-10-12 00:10:08 +0000 UTC]

Your welcomeΒ 

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eliteracer [2014-10-08 23:16:03 +0000 UTC]

im here! and always ready to talk!

*huggles* ^__^

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LurigoFreefox In reply to eliteracer [2014-10-11 20:06:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I appreciate it!

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eliteracer In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-10-11 21:10:18 +0000 UTC]

your always welcome dude!

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VikingFox [2014-10-08 23:02:56 +0000 UTC]

Always here for ya dude

I've got tons of mental back-stabbing scars from my history, so I know this song and dance all too well.

Things eventually look up, though. So you just gotta stay strong. Nothing can be said to make any of it better, we must unfortunately bear through the curse of the emotions and whatnot when things happen. But what doesn't kill you makes you that much stronger.

"The strongest of stones are those that are well weathered."

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LurigoFreefox In reply to VikingFox [2014-11-07 13:13:15 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! Glad I'm not alone on that at least.

Yeah, just have to hold on. Good thing I'm pretty stubborn sometimes. xD
That last bit, reminds me of "Pulse of the Maggots" by Slipknot.

All the weathered stones! And it's the weathered stones that can skip across water.

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VikingFox In reply to LurigoFreefox [2014-11-09 02:39:12 +0000 UTC]

Bingo. Plus, coming from my background/upbringing/experience in my last career... I feel like that one SOB who while EVERYONE ELSE in a crowd is panicking and running for their lives, I'll sit down, crack open a beer or light up a cigar and load my gun(s)....

...And then just watch. I know what I'm capable of, and what to do. And with the past being so brutal anyway, I'm used to disaster! Haha

It really, really is true: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." lol

A shrug and a raised eyebrow are my only answer anymore to "This is bad! So bad!"Β  Β 

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LurigoFreefox In reply to VikingFox [2015-01-08 22:25:19 +0000 UTC]

Aw yeah! I often got asked by people last year how I could be so calm in spite of the fact that we're about to write an exam.
I don't worry because I know I did all I can up until that point, and it's too late to change it, and I have accepted that. Meanwhile, all of them go around, panicking because they didn't study everything, stressing and worrying until the last minute, often ruining their focus during the exam.

And if nothing every happens, you wouldn't become stronger either. It's the shit we go through that defines us.

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VikingFox In reply to LurigoFreefox [2015-01-09 01:08:11 +0000 UTC]

Bingo! And a test/exam is exactly that.... It's a test or exam of 'what you know' not 'how well you can study' lol, people don't seem to get that.... And it's also why they graduate.... And forget everything they 'learned'.

Oh well... Humans lol

And indeed. I seriously love Denis Leary's quote though XD

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