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LyricaBelachium — Lonely shadow of the past

Published: 2009-12-26 19:36:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 2352; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 290
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Description sort of a self portrait I guess.
When I was 10 years old I had to continue my studies at a new school and had the bad luck of being alienated from everyone. I was beaten for 5 years there.
I even got shot at once (though the guy missed and I bolted before he could shoot again).
in this time my parents did....absolutly nothing. even if I tell them its like they replace reality for a pretty picture of their perfect little daugher as the heiress of the family and princess.
I might be a heiress...but I am not or ever was a happy silly lil child with a sweet smile on her face.
I kept suffering and suffering to the point where I tried suiced later on and all that crap.
So this is sort of representing what I had to go through, me and my shadow, standing on my own feet.
the trees which are to me like a force of freedom and nature are like school bars keeping me in the torture at the same time.
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Comments: 11

sparker06 [2013-03-18 15:31:17 +0000 UTC]

I would love to possibly use this picture on the cover of a novel I am working on. Would that be a possibility? Thanks!

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LyricaBelachium In reply to sparker06 [2013-03-18 15:40:32 +0000 UTC]

um sorry. this picture isnt avaiable

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Kite-In-The-Sky [2011-05-12 23:45:09 +0000 UTC]

this is so sad! hope u got over all that now
* great pic..

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AumbreSuai [2009-12-28 18:06:11 +0000 UTC]

Wow... This is really deep, Lyrica. But look at you now. You're a very strong and talented young woman with her life ahead of her, despite what happened in the past.

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LyricaBelachium In reply to AumbreSuai [2009-12-29 01:27:39 +0000 UTC]

Sure. Some scars never heal though, and I often feel the need to do these drawings to try and relieve it...

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AumbreSuai In reply to LyricaBelachium [2009-12-29 23:06:41 +0000 UTC]

Art is a good outlet, even though it can't take all the pain away.

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bloodookami305 [2009-12-26 21:29:27 +0000 UTC]

damn thats sucks you reminded of someone i know but some body save her from suffering hope somebody saves you;the pic is really deep.

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LyricaBelachium In reply to bloodookami305 [2009-12-26 21:40:02 +0000 UTC]

I saved myself

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bloodookami305 In reply to LyricaBelachium [2009-12-26 21:46:54 +0000 UTC]

good answer in real life you can only save yourself

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LyricaBelachium In reply to bloodookami305 [2009-12-26 22:15:23 +0000 UTC]

u got two feet, so stand on them. if you don't stand on your arms, and if u dont have those either try your tongue

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bloodookami305 In reply to LyricaBelachium [2009-12-27 04:56:51 +0000 UTC]

interesting way 2 put,but agreeable

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