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Description
Bad Apple [own translation]
Song: [link]
Even in the midst of flowing time
there is languor, look, it’s spinning round and round.
Even the heart that’s leaving me,
I can’t see it, yes, don’t you know?
Even if I don't move by myself,
I still continue to be swept away through the cracks of time.
I don't know anything about what’s around me,
I am me and that's all.

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I still exist in a world like this?
Is it painful now? Am I sad now?
I still don't understand even myself.
Even walking forward, I only get tired.
I don’t even know anything about people.
If someone like me were able to change,
If I’m able to change, will I become white?

Even in the midst of flowing time
there is languor, look, it’s spinning round and round.
Even the heart that’s leaving me,
I can’t see it, yes, don’t you know?
Even if I don't move by myself,
I still continue to be swept away through the cracks of time.
I don't know anything about what’s around me,
I am me and that's all.

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

Is there a future in this futile time?
Do I still exist in a place like this?
If I were to tell you about myself,
Then the words I’ll use will be: "good for nothing".
Do I still exist in a place like this?
Do I still exist in a time like this?
If someone like me were able to change,
If I’m able to change, will I become white?

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

If I were to move, if I were to move,
then everything will break, everything will break.
If I were to grieve, if I were to grieve,
Will my heart be able to turn white?

But I still don't know about you, about me,
About everything.
If my heavy eyelids open
and everything breaks, let it all turn black.

Time: 16 hours
[description to be added later]

Description
Bad Apple [own translation]
Song: [link]
Even in the midst of flowing time
there is languor, look, it’s spinning round and round.
Even the heart that’s leaving me,
I can’t see it, yes, don’t you know?
Even if I don't move by myself,
I still continue to be swept away through the cracks of time.
I don't know anything about what’s around me,
I am me and that's all.

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I still exist in a world like this?
Is it painful now? Am I sad now?
I still don't understand even myself.
Even walking forward, I only get tired.
I don’t even know anything about people.
If someone like me were able to change,
If I’m able to change, will I become white?

Even in the midst of flowing time
there is languor, look, it’s spinning round and round.
Even the heart that’s leaving me,
I can’t see it, yes, don’t you know?
Even if I don't move by myself,
I still continue to be swept away through the cracks of time.
I don't know anything about what’s around me,
I am me and that's all.

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

Is there a future in this futile time?
Do I still exist in a place like this?
If I were to tell you about myself,
Then the words I’ll use will be: "good for nothing".
Do I still exist in a place like this?
Do I still exist in a time like this?
If someone like me were able to change,
If I’m able to change, will I become white?

I’m watching a dream, but I don’t see anything at all.
My words are useless even if I speak.
This sadness, it only makes me tired.
I should better just live on without feeling anything.
Even if I’m given bewildering words,
My heart is only lost in thought. [above the sky, absentminded]
If I were to move by myself
and everything changes, I’ll turn it black.

If I were to move, if I were to move,
then everything will break, everything will break.
If I were to grieve, if I were to grieve,
Will my heart be able to turn white?

But I still don't know about you, about me,
About everything.
If my heavy eyelids open
and everything breaks, let it all turn black.

Time: 16 hours
[description to be added later]