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A constant struggle I have mentally and emotionally is that while I do enjoy sharing my drawings, I sometimes do wonder how my stuff is/will be perceived, not due to content but because I feel I'll just be passed over and not given a chance which drags me down pretty good. Even though I know a good number of people who do like my stuff, I just can't shake that feeling mostly due to my autism but also because I have just been personally beaten down pretty well over the past few years, it has kind of killed my confidence and as a result I have pretty low morale on my end and sometimes I just feel like I am not meeting somekind of expectation sometimes.

But I do love what I can create and as I have said I am happy others can enjoy them and I always try my best, sometimes I come up with something great, sometimes mixed and sometimes even off which I know happens to everyone. All of being said my drawing skills have improved over the years here and there and I can really tell the difference, all you have to do is look at my fursona's folder and you'll see while it is small I try to improve what I can when I can, it's just for me it is a slow and tedious process and I do have a style(more or less) down.

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Description
A constant struggle I have mentally and emotionally is that while I do enjoy sharing my drawings, I sometimes do wonder how my stuff is/will be perceived, not due to content but because I feel I'll just be passed over and not given a chance which drags me down pretty good. Even though I know a good number of people who do like my stuff, I just can't shake that feeling mostly due to my autism but also because I have just been personally beaten down pretty well over the past few years, it has kind of killed my confidence and as a result I have pretty low morale on my end and sometimes I just feel like I am not meeting somekind of expectation sometimes.

But I do love what I can create and as I have said I am happy others can enjoy them and I always try my best, sometimes I come up with something great, sometimes mixed and sometimes even off which I know happens to everyone. All of being said my drawing skills have improved over the years here and there and I can really tell the difference, all you have to do is look at my fursona's folder and you'll see while it is small I try to improve what I can when I can, it's just for me it is a slow and tedious process and I do have a style(more or less) down.

Magnum (c) Me