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I'm so tired of being here

How'd this castle come to be my prison.
Did I need to be reminded everyday of the memories I could never indulge in? They all lead to one thing.

Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

The room in which I killed her. I couldn't even walk into that room.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Her memory was too real. Too vivid still after decades.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

Before when he was able to, she comforted him in the way only she could. He only had one chance to repay her for that and what did he do? Torn her throat out as she begged him to stop and just let her leave. She said he'd never have to see her again, thinking it could comfort him. It only made it worse. She didn't understand he would never let her go.

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

When the gripping pains came from his 'condition,' as she called it, she stayed by him and drove them away with just her presence. When it was her turn to scream he wasn't the comfort, but the terror.

And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Even now she was with him haunting him making sure he could never have the life he had taken from her.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light

He was convinced before her that all humans had some form of evil in them. Then she came along and he believed she could be the foil to his theory. Then she returned and proved him wrong yet again.

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Bound to forever think of her when ever he looked at his never changing face. When ever he walked into a room in this castle they had lived in. And it would always be like this. Forever.

Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams

He sat staring at the shadow that he could never recapture. Her face was everywhere. In that window. In that hallway. This house had once been a dream now it was a nightmare.

Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Her echoing voice he found in the halls, in the drafty rooms he never went into. He was constantly chasing a shadow or noise he thought was her. Deep in his mind he knew it wasn't. Now he tried to draw her in by talking to her under his voice and therefore pushing away those who had tried to stay by his side.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Her memory was too real. Too vivid still after decades.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

He knew she was with him he could feel her embrace cutting into his sides, covering his mouth and pushing on his chest.  He tried to recognize she was gone and couldn't be there but finally he gave up.

Sank into his own personal torture chamber of a castle. Where his memories where the spikes and chains.

Forgot about the world.  As time passed away.

Description
I'm so tired of being here

How'd this castle come to be my prison.
Did I need to be reminded everyday of the memories I could never indulge in? They all lead to one thing.

Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

The room in which I killed her. I couldn't even walk into that room.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Her memory was too real. Too vivid still after decades.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

Before when he was able to, she comforted him in the way only she could. He only had one chance to repay her for that and what did he do? Torn her throat out as she begged him to stop and just let her leave. She said he'd never have to see her again, thinking it could comfort him. It only made it worse. She didn't understand he would never let her go.

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

When the gripping pains came from his 'condition,' as she called it, she stayed by him and drove them away with just her presence. When it was her turn to scream he wasn't the comfort, but the terror.

And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

Even now she was with him haunting him making sure he could never have the life he had taken from her.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light

He was convinced before her that all humans had some form of evil in them. Then she came along and he believed she could be the foil to his theory. Then she returned and proved him wrong yet again.

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Bound to forever think of her when ever he looked at his never changing face. When ever he walked into a room in this castle they had lived in. And it would always be like this. Forever.

Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams

He sat staring at the shadow that he could never recapture. Her face was everywhere. In that window. In that hallway. This house had once been a dream now it was a nightmare.

Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Her echoing voice he found in the halls, in the drafty rooms he never went into. He was constantly chasing a shadow or noise he thought was her. Deep in his mind he knew it wasn't. Now he tried to draw her in by talking to her under his voice and therefore pushing away those who had tried to stay by his side.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Her memory was too real. Too vivid still after decades.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

He knew she was with him he could feel her embrace cutting into his sides, covering his mouth and pushing on his chest.  He tried to recognize she was gone and couldn't be there but finally he gave up.

Sank into his own personal torture chamber of a castle. Where his memories where the spikes and chains.

Forgot about the world.  As time passed away.