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markomyluv — internal defeat
Published: 2003-09-02 02:09:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 35; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 5
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You have this amazing talent for disappointing me.Letting me down.
You have this knack for stealing my heart and trampling over it.
Stomp. Stomp.
You have an intuitive sense of what breaks me down.
And you’re pounding loud and steady.
I get these visions,
You could be unique, perfect for me.
Then the allusion fades, and you step forward,
Into the glaring fluorescent light.
It bounces of your face, blaring,
I was the one who made the mistake.
I guess I am the one who conceives the disappointment.
It’s a secret lust for failure, it’s the insatiable longing for turmoil and strife.
I allow you to steal my heart, I want to be reminded of its fragility,
I need to believe it can be broken.
I allow myself to buckle under your weight,
Because it is easier to let myself down, then be hurt by you.
I push you away, and blame you for my seclusion,
But in the end it is me.
I am the disappointment.
I am the imminent dissention.
I am the heartbreaker.
Stomp. Stomp.
Comments: 4
"I allow you to steal my heart, I want to be reminded of its fragility,
I need to believe it can be broken."
yep.
great poem, as usual dear!
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thanks girlfriend...haha i dont know why i just said that, but when you read it you have to put an accent to it.
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I need to believe it can be broken.
I allow myself to buckle under your weight,
Because it is easier to let myself down, then be hurt by you.
These lines along with all that make up the ending are very beautiful. Nice changeover of emotion as well.
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