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Description
Big Kid

I wake up and feel big.
Horizontal on the couch,
I watch the floor zoom out
And think about life
Until I'm not so big.
The living room swells back and I find my mom
To tell her how big I was
But she just doesn't get it.

--

"Wander (v): to go aimlessly, indirectly, or casually; meander"

Dragging your feet along, you think
Second-hand smoke never smelled to great
Mingled with people and the sounds they make
Harmonize oddly with the radio's droning.
Nobody seeming to notice but you
You alone who
Smiles as you hear a joke not intended for you
And you whisper responses you'd say if they knew
Yet are completely content with them not knowing
Even though you're pretty clever
And
All these things go together great
As you Wander.

--

Musical, Metaphorical (But nothing to really read into)

I can't Refrain from smiling yet my heart is far from Whole.
My wish to hold your Hand
Is
a Sharp pain in my chest.
I cannot sleep at night
My
Staccato heartbeats keep me up.
Minor things you do
Will
Change my day and you
Are the Key to my Whole heart
And
Half of my world.

--

An Unoriginal Poetic Structure

I just
wait for the world to be-
come more in tune with
my thoughts and I
sit a- lone and wait
and maybesomeday you'll
care and I'll speak and
everything is so
great

--

Ten Words, Ten Minutes, and a Phrase Everyone Knows

Your angry Voice, your ugly face
Clouded by my tears and hate
Let me stab you with a Needle (...)
As you kill one bird with too many stones.
This Cliff looks pretty tempting as
You Lick your lips to spout more sh t
All the sh t you've said before
I don't need this anymore.
Shut your face.
Excellent.

--

Two Similar Poems With Two Different Subjects

And in my bright room
The sun shining through
I think of you
And I can't stop.
And I pull my knees close
And bury my grinning face
And I can't wait.

**

And in my locked room
Rain adding to the gloom
I think of you
And I can't stop.
And I bring my hands close
And smear around my tears and
Can't wait to die.

--

Casual Love

Casual phonecalls in the afternoon
A casual kiss on the cheek for the hell of it
What others have and I can't seem to find
A life worth living, a life of casual love.
Lace my fingers together just to imagine
And watching it on the television
Doesn't do it justice, I'm sure you'd say
You're where it's at, and I'm outside the window,
Casually watching.

--

A Letter to be Read by Everyone Except the Person it's Intended For (Sorry for the Creeping)

I just wanna look
—don't move!
Don't look up.
I just wanna stare
I don't care
If your girlfriend's there.
Just don't look up.
't's like a work of art, your face.
And the way you move..just let me gaze.
I don't even care to talk to you.
Just don't look up.
Don't move.

--

No One Will Tell Me

Something's wrong but nobody'll tell me
A tear on my cheek like the rest of them
Quickly wilting daisies in my tiny fisted palm.
Daddy tries to reassure me
Of what, I can't be certain.
But mommy isn't here
And everything is black
So I just cry my empty tears
And wait for mommy to get back.

Description
Big Kid

I wake up and feel big.
Horizontal on the couch,
I watch the floor zoom out
And think about life
Until I'm not so big.
The living room swells back and I find my mom
To tell her how big I was
But she just doesn't get it.

--

"Wander (v): to go aimlessly, indirectly, or casually; meander"

Dragging your feet along, you think
Second-hand smoke never smelled to great
Mingled with people and the sounds they make
Harmonize oddly with the radio's droning.
Nobody seeming to notice but you
You alone who
Smiles as you hear a joke not intended for you
And you whisper responses you'd say if they knew
Yet are completely content with them not knowing
Even though you're pretty clever
And
All these things go together great
As you Wander.

--

Musical, Metaphorical (But nothing to really read into)

I can't Refrain from smiling yet my heart is far from Whole.
My wish to hold your Hand
Is
a Sharp pain in my chest.
I cannot sleep at night
My
Staccato heartbeats keep me up.
Minor things you do
Will
Change my day and you
Are the Key to my Whole heart
And
Half of my world.

--

An Unoriginal Poetic Structure

I just
wait for the world to be-
come more in tune with
my thoughts and I
sit a- lone and wait
and maybesomeday you'll
care and I'll speak and
everything is so
great

--

Ten Words, Ten Minutes, and a Phrase Everyone Knows

Your angry Voice, your ugly face
Clouded by my tears and hate
Let me stab you with a Needle (...)
As you kill one bird with too many stones.
This Cliff looks pretty tempting as
You Lick your lips to spout more sh t
All the sh t you've said before
I don't need this anymore.
Shut your face.
Excellent.

--

Two Similar Poems With Two Different Subjects

And in my bright room
The sun shining through
I think of you
And I can't stop.
And I pull my knees close
And bury my grinning face
And I can't wait.

**

And in my locked room
Rain adding to the gloom
I think of you
And I can't stop.
And I bring my hands close
And smear around my tears and
Can't wait to die.

--

Casual Love

Casual phonecalls in the afternoon
A casual kiss on the cheek for the hell of it
What others have and I can't seem to find
A life worth living, a life of casual love.
Lace my fingers together just to imagine
And watching it on the television
Doesn't do it justice, I'm sure you'd say
You're where it's at, and I'm outside the window,
Casually watching.

--

A Letter to be Read by Everyone Except the Person it's Intended For (Sorry for the Creeping)

I just wanna look
—don't move!
Don't look up.
I just wanna stare
I don't care
If your girlfriend's there.
Just don't look up.
't's like a work of art, your face.
And the way you move..just let me gaze.
I don't even care to talk to you.
Just don't look up.
Don't move.

--

No One Will Tell Me

Something's wrong but nobody'll tell me
A tear on my cheek like the rest of them
Quickly wilting daisies in my tiny fisted palm.
Daddy tries to reassure me
Of what, I can't be certain.
But mommy isn't here
And everything is black
So I just cry my empty tears
And wait for mommy to get back.