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MashyLOL — The Light In The Darkness

Published: 2018-03-26 08:17:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 440; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 0
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Description He's always watching >:'0
Had this lil animation idea for a while but never got around to it QwQ

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AnimeAHart [2018-08-11 23:49:45 +0000 UTC]

look at that 60 fps  Nice
 

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MashyLOL In reply to AnimeAHart [2018-08-12 00:06:54 +0000 UTC]

A G H

Thank you >:'0

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AnimeAHart In reply to MashyLOL [2018-08-12 00:15:42 +0000 UTC]

no prob bro

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glibmonster [2018-03-26 23:57:26 +0000 UTC]

I was actually almost singing the title of this.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 02:29:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh cool :000

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 02:46:49 +0000 UTC]

Mashy dude
Can I ask you something slightly personal?
Not name or anything, just kinda emotions.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 03:03:23 +0000 UTC]

Sure thing m8 :00

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 03:30:59 +0000 UTC]

Do you ever feel awful? Like you don't belong? Like you're a mistake? I've been feeling this way a lot recently and I don't know how to handle it. It's gotten better for a while, but it did last year, and then I came close to actually hurting myself badly. I don't want to go to my family because they all have a lot on their plate, and I don't want to be anymore of an annoyance than I already am. Do you have any idea what to do? You seem like a happy person.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 03:48:32 +0000 UTC]

Oh yes yes I've felt like that before, you put it into the words that describe exactly how I've felt :0
Heck, I still do feel like that sometimes. Even so, I'm not really sure if I'm even on the same emotional level as people sometimes, I see people around me get pissed off, sad, stuff like that, but I never really express any of those. I'm not sure if I'm more stoic or if I just haven't dealt with stuff other people feel. I keep it to myself and that's how I cope for the most part, but ranting about stuff to my irl friends and sometimes parents helps, it feels so satisfying to just get at least a little frustration out. If you go to anyone to rant or vent about stuff, go to someone who can be there to comfort you but at the same time be up front and honest, because having a kiss ass who praises everything you do, no matter if its wrong, is never good. I've seen too many good folks get swept away in positive comments and become egotistical pricks for some  reason, and that shit pisses me off >:V
In short:
1. Go to a friend(s) or family member(s) that you feel like you can talk to (like the ones you're most comfortable talking to, ones you can relate to and stuff.)
2. The reason I always seem so happy is because I'm really just a neutral person that keeps things to myself, I never like lashing out, been a while since I've felt very strong emotions. :0
3. You can always note me and whatevers, I don't mind talking about this stuff ^_^

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 04:01:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, that means a lot. I know I can't go to anyone in my school other than two people, and I can't really relate to anyone in my close family. I'm the only one that doesn't have some kind of mental disorder (not that having mental disorders is a bad thing, you're born how you are, and you can't control it), so I just feel even worse when I think about it because I only feel about 1/6 of how they are. This actually helped a lot. Thanks.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 04:06:39 +0000 UTC]

Mhm, no problemo :0
Trust me, even those two friends can help (if they're the type you can rant and relate to)
Same :V

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 04:46:12 +0000 UTC]

I owe you one, really.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 09:34:22 +0000 UTC]

^_^

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 12:31:58 +0000 UTC]

Hey, could I ask you for help with one thing? I'm redoing my character, and I need to know what I need to do with this.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-27 17:20:58 +0000 UTC]

Cool, tell me what you need help with fren :0

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-27 22:30:24 +0000 UTC]

So, I'm working on redoing my character, and I need to know if this is dramatic:

Uri looked upset. “Cami, where were you? It’s been ages.” She began fiddling with her fingers.
   “Uhm... Well…” After her words, they heard footsteps. Capete, most likely. Grabbing her, Uri and the others hid as one entered. He looked livid. Searching around, throwing hay and food, he finally found Ana. Throwing her aside, he pulled out a handgun. No, no. Cami wasn’t just some kid anymore. Grabbing free of Uri, she punched him in the leg, causing him to miss his shot at her. Next, she grabbed him by his hair and pulled him down, wrapping her arms around his neck. Suffocating, they all slowly began to get out of their hiding spots, staring at the two.
Once dead, she stood up. Realizing that they weren’t like Anton and Camelia and Costel, she looked quickly. “Cami…” Uri said. She took a step towards him, only for Uri and the others to practically leap back. They were breathing heavily, their eyes wide. “W…Why?” He motioned to the body, where she looked at Ana. Her eyes were wide with fear and thanks. Nodding, she turned and left. She had only meant to protect.

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-28 06:24:03 +0000 UTC]

Ooohhh yes, this is definitely dramatic n good :0

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glibmonster In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-28 14:28:47 +0000 UTC]

yyyYYEEET! Thanks!

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MashyLOL In reply to glibmonster [2018-03-29 09:36:12 +0000 UTC]

Np! ^^

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Louminouz [2018-03-26 08:30:05 +0000 UTC]

waw this is smooooth

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MashyLOL In reply to Louminouz [2018-03-26 08:39:22 +0000 UTC]

WoAh thank Q0Q

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Louminouz In reply to MashyLOL [2018-03-26 08:42:42 +0000 UTC]

yo weLcomE ;00

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RayisNTDO [2018-03-26 08:18:18 +0000 UTC]

this is me when looking at dA lmao

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MashyLOL In reply to RayisNTDO [2018-03-26 08:20:15 +0000 UTC]

Honestly thooooo LOL

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