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What happened to the light in this world? People say you can still find it, but I’ve been looking for so long and all I see is the darkness. My grandmother used to talk about the stars, small points of light that lit up the sky and showed there was something more out there. She told me how they were stolen long ago. I think we are like stars, and that every life is like a small point of glowing light. I also think that one day, like the stars, we’ll be stolen. Not by a person or a thing but by our own misery. We live in such a corrupt place, one in which people are happy to die and sad to live. That is something I don’t call life at all. I believe one by one we’ll all give up and let that light die. And I think I let mine go out a long time ago.

a section from the novel im writing "Ring". its a part taken from Sasha's suicide letter (Sasha being the boy in my picture). He is a 18 yr old boy who on the same date as two other friends plans on committing suicide. before his death Sasha suffered from severe depression and his friend once said "while the others filled themselves with poisonous and hallucinogenic drugs Sasha swallowed anti-depression pills and prayed they'd cure sadness". He was terribly beaten by his father and always wore jumpers to cover his bruises, although he could not hide those on his face (i did not include them in this picture as they did not suit the atmosphere). he also felt there was no one in the world who cared for him, mentioning it in his suicide letter;
"Normally in such letters people apologize to those who loved them for leaving them, but I don’t think there is anyone out there who loves me. I’d only like to say sorry to my father, who I was never quite good enough for and who because of I spent my whole life covering up bruises."
Eventually this leads to his suicide, where he jumps of a twenty story building down towards the crowd below, breaking his neck. one of his surviving friends who did not take part in the suicide pack (Hidan, a main character in my story) witnessed his death and chose to stay with his friend as he knew that way Sasha would feel he had someone who may have cared. Hidan also chose not to save Sasha as he believe the boy was lost and that this was the only was to truly save him

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What happened to the light in this world? People say you can still find it, but I’ve been looking for so long and all I see is the darkness. My grandmother used to talk about the stars, small points of light that lit up the sky and showed there was something more out there. She told me how they were stolen long ago. I think we are like stars, and that every life is like a small point of glowing light. I also think that one day, like the stars, we’ll be stolen. Not by a person or a thing but by our own misery. We live in such a corrupt place, one in which people are happy to die and sad to live. That is something I don’t call life at all. I believe one by one we’ll all give up and let that light die. And I think I let mine go out a long time ago.

a section from the novel im writing "Ring". its a part taken from Sasha's suicide letter (Sasha being the boy in my picture). He is a 18 yr old boy who on the same date as two other friends plans on committing suicide. before his death Sasha suffered from severe depression and his friend once said "while the others filled themselves with poisonous and hallucinogenic drugs Sasha swallowed anti-depression pills and prayed they'd cure sadness". He was terribly beaten by his father and always wore jumpers to cover his bruises, although he could not hide those on his face (i did not include them in this picture as they did not suit the atmosphere). he also felt there was no one in the world who cared for him, mentioning it in his suicide letter;
"Normally in such letters people apologize to those who loved them for leaving them, but I don’t think there is anyone out there who loves me. I’d only like to say sorry to my father, who I was never quite good enough for and who because of I spent my whole life covering up bruises."
Eventually this leads to his suicide, where he jumps of a twenty story building down towards the crowd below, breaking his neck. one of his surviving friends who did not take part in the suicide pack (Hidan, a main character in my story) witnessed his death and chose to stay with his friend as he knew that way Sasha would feel he had someone who may have cared. Hidan also chose not to save Sasha as he believe the boy was lost and that this was the only was to truly save him