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SAmaryllis [2013-04-29 15:15:38 +0000 UTC]
Nnn....I just want to give Altaire a huuuuug wahhh precious baby nnnooooo. q__q
What a fantastic drama poster-y layout thing though! Whoaaa.
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Meibatsu In reply to SAmaryllis [2013-04-29 18:54:32 +0000 UTC]
Yes.. he is just a constantly struggling wisp in the wind~
And thank you~! I like making them even though I don't do it that often! XD
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SAmaryllis In reply to Meibatsu [2013-04-29 23:11:26 +0000 UTC]
Like I can't even express right now how much I want Altaire to be okay and happy and give him a hug and feed him sweets or whatever he likes to eat (not human life force) I just
MEIII WHY DO YOU DO THIS ME ahhhh
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Meibatsu In reply to SAmaryllis [2013-05-05 06:25:09 +0000 UTC]
Yes.. sweets and cakes and gourmet food~~! Comfort him~~! XD
He tries really hard too. He just doesn't have the mental/emotional fortitude to keep it up for very long. But deep down inside, he's really tough, otherwise he'd probably actually have died, right? >_>
Uwahaha.. I do it because the lows makes the highs all the sweeter~~!
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aegis-of-justice [2013-04-29 06:35:19 +0000 UTC]
Altaire looks so beat up. :C He gets better though, right? Riiight? D:
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Meibatsu In reply to aegis-of-justice [2013-04-29 06:41:25 +0000 UTC]
UUHHHH...
Kind of a little? Stable enough to leave rehab and not be constantly sedated or restrained, anyway! XD
But never stable enough to stay out of trouble since the nature of his mental illness is pretty difficult to cure and I am a cruel creator too. HA!
Though since he is mortal in this universe, I suppose inflicting a lifetime of unhappiness is a bit too cruel.. Could I really want for his eventual meeting with his own mortality to be in misery? WHO KNOWS. TO BE CONTINUED!
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Meibatsu In reply to aegis-of-justice [2013-05-05 06:27:23 +0000 UTC]
Incubus Altaire hasn't even come to terms. Haha.. it always comes in waves. The trend is that it kind of gets better though! It's just the variance due to mood instability is always really bad. And I don't like doing math and stats but I am haunted by their metaphorical powers nonetheless. XD
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aegis-of-justice In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-05 17:41:10 +0000 UTC]
Fine, deflate my souffle of happiness why don't you. Life is a work in progress anyway. >3>
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Meibatsu In reply to aegis-of-justice [2013-05-06 02:25:03 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, life is hard work~ Mostly. xD
And deflating souffles is funny~ :*
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MyDearBasil [2013-04-29 05:54:12 +0000 UTC]
OMGOODDDD IT'S SO LOVELLLYYYY! AHHHJSHJKEHJ!!!! YES, THIS WILL DEFINITELY COUNT AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED!!! Gosh, wow, Ezra looks so suave and formal in his lawfully good-lookin' suit!!! *_____*
eehkjahsfs I love poster lookin' compositions~!!! SO MUCH, AGH!
god, I've been meaning to make normal-verse art for so long, but I always get side tracked. Dx
EVERYONE LOOKS SO COOOOOL! I LIKE THE COLORS A LOT! AND THE SHADOWY FIGURES! AND HOW DOWNTRODDEN ALT LOOKS! XD boy looks like he's not been eatin!
GACHSEJFEA, I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED THIS ESSAY, I SPENT LIKE 6 HOURS IN SOMEONE'S ROOM TO TRY TO FINISH BUT ALL I ENDED UP DOING WAS PROCRASTINATING SDFJEJAGF I'M GOING TO BURN OUT AHHHHHH
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-04-29 06:33:29 +0000 UTC]
UWEHH I AM GLAD YOU THINK SO~~! ALL THEM CAPSLOCKKSSS~~!! XDDD
Yesss.. I love poster compositions too and it's a shame I don't do more, especially when it's easier than making full bodies of everyone! lol
I know! I keep intending, but never do! Eternal procrastination with lucky breaks to get things done. XD
Alt has been on a protein shake diet just to give him enough calories because he's too unfocused to eat now! >__> Maybe that's another factor where he doesn't want to communicate wiht Ezra. There's some internal paranoia that Ezra will "know" he's less attractive now or something. XD
HWAHAHA.. THE NIGHT IS YOUNG. YOU CAN STILL GET THINGS DONE! NO TIME TO BURN OUT! ONLY TIME TO BURNT HE MIDNIGHT OIL AND GO UNTIL THE MORNING LIGHT! --Unless it's not even due Monday! lol. Feel free to procrastinate until Tuesday if that's the case and get some birthday sleep! <3
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-04-30 22:31:46 +0000 UTC]
ALL OF THEM TO ACCURATELY DISPLAY MY FEELINNGSSS!!!
Yesss, that's true..! xD And it gets a whole butt of people in the same time, everybody wins!!
augrhhehshhfe.. I want to get out of school so bad because when I have nothing to do I feel stressed that there's something I could be doing that I'm not!
PFFTTT! ALTAIRE.. YOU DORKKKK! Q___Q Noo, that makes me so sad! HAVE TRUST IN Y'ALL'S LOVE, ALTAAIREEE
It was due today lol. BUT I FINISHED IT LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT, HOOHAHHH! AND I OVERATE BECAUSE MY PERIODS GONNA COME SOON AND I AM MILDLY STRESSED FROM ALL DIRECTION HA AHAAHA @__@
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-01 03:40:25 +0000 UTC]
Why would you feel stressed with nothing to do? >___> Wouldn't you just surf all day or something? Hahaha.. I guess it might be because you're still kind of "trapped" a school. lol
HE CAN'T. HIS BRAIN WON'T LET HIM! XDDD HAVE FUN LOVING HIM ANYWAY, EZRA!!!!
GOOD JOB! A+! Maybe A! Definitely not less than A-~! xD Why are you so stressed? You only got a couple more weeks to go!
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-01 04:34:09 +0000 UTC]
BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING TO DO, I'M JUST NOT DOING IT. XD I just don't know exxxaccttllyy what it is... But always something, always got to be something I COULD be doing hahah xD And yeah, I think that definitely adds to it! There's never really a cut off from when I'm constantly working around school, but maybe it's also just because I'm paranoid. >_>
MMMMM A RELATIONSHIP FULL OF CARE, NURTURE, AND ANGST!!
nooo it was so muddled o___o but at least my teacher allows rewrites! There's only a few left, but, but.. I just want like.. a cool down period! ;_; There's gonna be no cool down, I'll only have to power through it and then get on a plane and leave for 2 months, I can't even enjoy the last of my time here gahahh Dx
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-01 05:25:04 +0000 UTC]
I KNOW THAT FEELING~~! Hahaha~
I don't think there's a cure except to learn to manage time better. <_<
THE BEST KIND (to watch)~
Cool down right now while you have the chance? xD You probbably shoudl have just cooled down from Thurs to Sunday when you procrastinated. hahah~ But the procrastination made it feel not like a cooldown~ It's okay though. Justa bit more to go! Take a week off during summer before starting work!
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-03 03:14:14 +0000 UTC]
NO MORE PAPERSSSS~~~'~~~ unless I have to rewrite the last one. xD
It's so hard bahhh! I want a planner but those cost money <_<
HAHA YEAH! xD
yeahHH! That's my least favorite thing about procrastination! How it doesn't feel relaxing at all! :T It's just like all the feelings and stress but no end result, what a bummer. Uegjkg, I already told my manager I'd start the monday I got back. xD But I get a weekend off woohoo! Hopefully, now that I've experienced college.. work will seem less stressful!
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-03 04:08:50 +0000 UTC]
Can't you just make a daytimer or download one and print it out? >__> Staple pieces of paper together or put it in a binder?? My school always gave us ugly ones for free, but then I'd decorate the covers to personalize it. xD
You probably won't need to rewrite~! Unless it's like a C. I guess you can then. <___<
Yeah. The best thing about procrastination is how you can amazingly pull off the impossible in the end. The worst thing is all that anxiety time in between. xD You can still just retell him different!! LOL --But yeah, working at a job that doesn't require too much thinking is always relaxing in comparison!
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-03 19:51:01 +0000 UTC]
My highschool and middle school did that.. I guess I could keep a sketchbook as a planner but that seems like a waste of a sketchbook. hm. I have some printer paper I guess I could fashion into something but.. organization effort. xD
she lets up rewrite even if it's like an A-, so I'd probably go for it if I got a bish grade. xD
YEAH! I just get really stressed out about the expectation of making sure everything runs smoothly and taking out the trash on time so upper management doesn't get mad at me and stuff like that! ._. I just get stressed over people getting mad at me! or getting in trouble haha
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-04 03:17:54 +0000 UTC]
Hahaha.. it can be done though~! It's just lines and numbers and maybe months~ You can also go to a dollar store at some point and buy a cheap notebook or sketchbook for it. XD Then it can become a half-diary~ Especially if you end up sketching in it.
You are a keener! Nice~~! So much ambition despite lazy, it's wonderful!
Yeah, I don't like getting yelled at or getting in trouble. I feel like I have no backbone against authority figures. ._. But they seem to like you there, so mostly everything's going to work out fine even if you make a mistake or two!
Also, did you check your mail! IT MUST HAVE ARRIVED TODAY RIGHT RIIGHT?!?!
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-04 07:01:10 +0000 UTC]
oH THAT'D BE SMART. I could jsut divide the pages into halves and it'd already have lines woo woo!
uegrhe... academics in art school.. >_> They're not very tough, at least not for me.. I'd feel like a letdown to myself and anyone who's ever taught me if I just let a good opportunity go. xD Especially like a rewrite, wow that is such a freebie!
SOME OF THE UPPER MANAGEMENT CAN GET SASSY! Especially with trash and ugh. :T Definitely mostly upper management, everybody else is mostly sweet hearts. Lots of effort putting up with social interaction for so long.. but I think it'd be better now that I've had so much of it here.
I DID! BUT IT DIDN'T! I'll check on monday agin since my college doesn't get mail saturday or sunday for the time being for some reason?? >_>
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-04 09:29:30 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, now to get the motivation to do that even.. XD
Your dedication to your craft of academia is inspiring~ Reminds me of the good old gays.. *sniff* --though I don't really miss homework anymore! I just missed the good grades part. Haha~
All the practice must help! It's like rapid exposure to your greatest fears!
Dawn! I guess it will arrive on the 6th business day.. = =
Haha, in Canada, they never deliver mail on the weekend anyway~! So I'm used to that. I can't believe they deliver all days in the US. But I heard recently they are going to try to cut back weekend delivery to save on costs, so maybe that's it?
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-05 04:35:33 +0000 UTC]
I think I'll miss the lectures once I'm all good and done with academia.. Also reading in small, steadied amounts as opposed to cramming xD
IDK DOES THAT HELP OR JUST TRIGGER ANXIETY TO KEEP PROGRESS AT BAY?? O___O
OOhhhh! Well... I know at least in GA, mail doesn't come on sundays! Sooo.. I dunno! Maybe it's different for each state/and/or/insititution type place!
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-05 05:02:29 +0000 UTC]
I KIND OF HELPS I DUNNO! XD You get used to it over time??????
I will it to come Monday! >__< So I can also post it. lolol.. so I don't feel like I haven't been doing any art. *flails* I always feel like I'm never doing anything due to procrastination it's horrible. XD
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Meibatsu In reply to MyDearBasil [2013-05-06 02:16:47 +0000 UTC]
OHHHHHH~~!! BUT HOWW!! YOUR WHOLE MAIL SYSTEM IS SUCH A MYSTERY TO MEE!!!
YES YESS!! WOMANLY TEARS OF JOY!!! HAHAHA~
I dunno if I actually got all four elements in but it can totally be interpreted in plus it's rainbow so it kind of works! XDD
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MyDearBasil In reply to Meibatsu [2013-05-08 22:57:02 +0000 UTC]
I DON'T KNOW!! IT IS TO ME TOOOOO!!! too many state rules! >_>
UGUUUU YESSSS! It was so lovely, I had to lower my head for a minute, hahah! xD
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