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PART 61
The following days, as usual, were very busy for the "Sweet Dolls." They had so many commitments that Alex had just time to think about his problems late at night, but even so he avoided doing so. His determination to tell the truth to Choi Hyun and Song Yeon had faded as soon as they had left the hospital. That night, when they got home, he convinced himself that this wasn't the best time for that since he was physically and mentally exhausted. The next morning, he postponed this again because the day would be so busy, and so he continued putting off that conversation.
The truth was that Alex was a little afraid of the reaction of the girls upon hearing what he had to say. They seemed so happy now that they thought he really had always wanted to be a girl... But he knew this couldn't go on like this. He couldn't keep living distressed because of that lie just to satisfy his friends. I just need one more day… he was always saying to himself.
However, the more he postponed it, the more it became difficult. Excited by that discovery, the girls wanted to know everything about Kim Hana's true feelings, and Alex found himself saying how much he'd suffered all those years because he'd been forced to live like a guy, and how much he loved his new life as a girly and pretty Korean girl.
Choi Hyun had gone back to sleep with Alex, at least during those first days when he was still very sensitive. Alex once again said that this wasn’t necessary, but the truth was that he enjoyed the company of his unnie. He really was feeling very fragile and vulnerable, and the girl always supported and pampered him, which he had to admit was very comforting.
The "Sweet Dolls" were becoming even more famous, becoming one of the most popular and beloved groups in Korea. Alex thought this was really crazy. Now he had one of the best known faces in that country, and wherever he went there was a legion of fans wanting to see him.
He had also learned that that world didn't work exactly as he had imagined. Previously, he had thought that K-Pop was just about a bunch of pretty and sweet girls who liked to sing and dance around, in a happy, harmonious and full of helpful people environment. But the truth was that often this was more like a war.
There were dozens, if not hundreds, of groups, and everyone was willing to do almost anything to get to the top – some people even acted unfairly to achieve such a goal. The rapid rise of the "Sweet Dolls" had aroused the envy of many people, and so the members were always being told to be very careful about what they were saying in public and how they acted. The Korean public wasn't exactly forgiving, and many careers had been ruined because of tiny mistakes.
The relationship of the public with the Idols was also different from what Alex had thought. The fans could be even more obsessive than in the West, wanting to know every little detail of the idols' life. In addition, the K-Pop audience, at least the most fanatical people, dealt with it almost as if it was football, and not music. Once they chose a group to support, it was all about this group, and some people could even campaign to try to harm some rival.
The "Sweet Dolls" were conquering one of the biggest fan bases of K-Pop, which was good, but also meant that the girls were being even more watched. That way, Alex needed to act and think even more like Kim Hana. In addition, the feminized man would be in a very tough situation because of this pretty soon…
END OF PART 61
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