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MicahandtheMoon — MM6: Hallelujah you're home

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Published: 2019-05-06 17:38:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 313; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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Description Musical May day 6

Hallelujah you were an angel in the shape of my mom (...) When God takes you back he'll say hallelujah you're home - Supermarket Flowers by Ed Sheeran

I should have never listened to this song :'3 It is not at all bad and that's the problem: I am so close to get into tears every time I hear it because it is so genuine and sweet and damn tough and hard at the same time :'3 
So yeah we have Sidney again :'D At first I wanted Anastasia to be here alone maybe changing the lyrics a bit into 'Dad' instead of Mom since her relationship with her stepfather was way stronger :'3 
So first idea: have Anastasia say goodbye to her dying stepfather kissing his forehead while she imagined him being to Heaven 
Second idea: having Anastasia's stepfather happy crying while throwing himself at his wife's illusion short after she died in a car accident - this would be the first time Angel realised and used her powers so neither she or her stepfather would know the woman was an illusion 
What I ended up going with is a bit less defined and a lot of puzzle pieces missing 
We have Sidney who as raised and loved by his single mother the first 10 years of his life then betrayed into going to hell "taking his mother's place" as he was forced to believe his mother was doomed to internal suffering underground. Somewhere in the next  ten years after this Ms. Garrowhart died which Sidney found out by a coincidence visiting his family home and see the house left alone to rot with a 'On Sale' sign out front 
When he met and talked with Angel she opened up to Sigi about her "gift" to manipulate hallucinations like ghosts and Sidney asked - knowing it might be too much - if she could make him a hallucination of his mom as one of God's angels so he could say goodbye. Angel, touched by this, did was she was asked and here we see Sidney "saying goodbye" to his dead mother once and for all :'3 
Anastasia's eyes should have been looking like they glowed but having a darker colour - here blue - on top seldom helps making this effect I learned :'D so maybe the whole process in length is very exhausting for Angel's eyes so she starts bleeding blue? Idk I don't have the whole story figured out yet :'D 

Hope you like this little bittersweet story and I am so sorry it turned out bittersweet with Angel's powers yet again :'3 

Sidney is designed by lovely MinEevee <3 

OC sketch from 05/06 2019 - paper size: A4
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Comments: 10

FujeeB13 [2019-05-27 16:04:54 +0000 UTC]

The feels!!! ;^;
So great, I love the work you did there!

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MicahandtheMoon In reply to FujeeB13 [2019-05-27 17:03:21 +0000 UTC]

All the many, many feel :'3 
Thank you :'D it is also one of my favourites so far ^V^ 

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Isi-Daddy [2019-05-09 13:25:51 +0000 UTC]

I didn't even had to read the description the picture itself gave me tears :'3

I'm not sure what makes it worse, seeing Sidney "meeting" his mom again or lil Angel in the background who's watching everything. It’s really emotional, and I’m wondering if it would better to ask for a hallucination or if it’s better to not realise it until the end. I mean it must be hard to see your mother (in Sidney’s case) and knowing that she isn’t really here, that it’s only something he imagines. :’3

I wanna hug Anastasia here so much, she looks so adorable and heartbroken. :’3 poor baby, I know Sidney won’t feel any better but I just send Selene to him :’3

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MicahandtheMoon In reply to Isi-Daddy [2019-05-09 15:10:08 +0000 UTC]

Then I did something right :'3 

True it is a very tough dilemma and I'd have to give it up for both Angel and Sidney to be brave and strong enough to do this :'3 

Angel's "job" will probably never be easy :'D even when her friends ask her for help it is a bittersweet experience :'3 Selene is with him right now so he's starting to get better ^V^ <3 

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Isi-Daddy In reply to MicahandtheMoon [2019-05-10 10:08:58 +0000 UTC]

Can't blame them for not being strong enough :'3

aaah I'm glad Selene is with him and maybe Balder helps Angel a little as well :3c

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MicahandtheMoon In reply to Isi-Daddy [2019-05-10 10:17:15 +0000 UTC]

Me neither :'3 

Yeah they are lucky to have such great friends and partners ^V^ <3 

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Isi-Daddy In reply to MicahandtheMoon [2019-05-10 12:42:22 +0000 UTC]

lucky babies <33

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MicahandtheMoon In reply to Isi-Daddy [2019-05-10 15:04:54 +0000 UTC]

Indeed :'3 <3

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AngelaMadrid06 [2019-05-07 00:47:34 +0000 UTC]

*literally teary eyed* sksbdivsns gosshh I always go sad and warmth when I hear "supermarket flowers"

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MicahandtheMoon In reply to AngelaMadrid06 [2019-05-07 05:29:44 +0000 UTC]

Me too :'3 

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