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"Where's Ryuzaki?" I questioned everyone in the room. "I think I saw him go up to the roof a couple hours ago," Matsuda answered. 'The roof..? It's snowing!' I concernedly thought. The winter air made me shiver. I immediately got up from my chair, making everyone look at me. My extremely large sweater wouldn't warm me enough. 'L would always made me feel warmer inside.' I thought. I shook my head to get rid of that image. What I needed was to eliminate L, to fulfill my position as God of this New World. "I'm going to get him. If we're going to catch Kira, it's going to be with him. " I reassuringly said. This made everyone nod with approval, allowing me to proceed my hunt for L. Rem was standing near the back of the room, observing my actions. It was almost time. I made my way to the elevator.

When I was inside I pressed the button for the top floor, making the doors shut. Listening to the elevator ascend made me nervous about what L was doing. I pondered about a million of thoughts and possible situations. ding The elevator door opened, revealing a set of staircases leading to the top of the roof. Outside the window it was snowing lightly. 'What is L thinking?! He could get sick.' I thought. I left the elevator and made my way up the stairs to a brown door. I pushed it open and snow immediately started to fall on me.

L was standing there with his eyes encompassing the bits of falling snow above him. He turned towards me and barely smiled without showing his teeth. "Light-kun, can't you hear the bells?" he said. The snow was pouring and I had no idea what he was talking about. "Uhh. Ryuzaki, come inside now. It's Christmas Eve and you don't want to be sick for tomorrow." I said with obvious concern. I felt disgusted about the true way I felt about him. I shuttered with bitterness. He didn't respond. This made me irritated. 'No one can ignore me. I am God!' I thought. My lip curved up to a snarl. 'No problem... the trap is already set up.' I thought. "Soon L..soon." I softly said.

I couldn't take it anymore. The light snow started to form on the building's roof, increasing speed and weight with every layer. I walked towards him, using my arm as an umbrella so nothing would get in my eyes. The layer of snow was up to the bottom of my knees. I struggled to get closer to him. He was standing towards the green and red lights of the city. His posture was hunched. as usual, and dark bags hanging under his ponderous black eyes. The snow building on his sided spiky black hair started to fall off. I was finally close enough to grab his hand and pull him inside. He was unresponsive to me and his hand was ice cold, worse than the snow itself. He forcefully let go of my hand, which startled me. He still followed me though, slowly without any response to the weather. When we were inside I discovered that his skin was paler than usual. He was shivering, but he didn't look like he was in a rush to get warm. I stared upon the sad sight that was L, feeling sympathetic for him.

"Ryuzaki..." I said. He pressed the elevator button making the doors open. I continued to vigorously worry about his health. He walked in and pushed the floor button, and I stayed behind him to contemplate his condition in case he collapsed. This became increasingly imperative as he struggled to stop shaking. Oh how I longed to hold him. "Well, Light-kun are you coming?" his weak voice struggled. I nodded my head and slowly walked in the elevator. 'Bells..?' I thought. What bells were he talking about? The church bells? The bells of Christmas carolers? I was deep in thought, trying to dissect L's strange evasiveness.

"You're shaking," he said while staring directly at my hands. I hadn't noticed. "Me?! How could you be concerned about me when you have no sweater or shoes! You've been in the snow with nothing but a shirt and jeans!" I angrily screamed. "So this is what it feels to be lectured," he simply stated. "...I'm just concerned," I admitted. The elevator door opened. At their computers were my father, Aizawa, Mogi, and Matsuda. They looked at us with concern. "Light, I think you and Ryuzaki should change clothes," Soichiro suggested with a bewildered expression. I was about to follow his orders when he said, "Oh, Ryuzaki. Is it alright if the Task Force could leave early for Christmas Eve?" Rem was quietly in the back listening to the conversation. L was quiet, deep in thought. "That's alright, but you will have to bring me a piece of cake." L said with an amusing rhetorical tone. They bowed their heads in unison.

All of them except for Matsuda were putting on their coats. As the others were walking towards the door, Matsuda went up to L and I. "Uhh.. I was thinking that I could stay to continue to investigate a little longer," he nervously said, scratching his head. L nodded in approval. Matsuda went to sit where the only computer was on. I looked towards L and noticed that his clothes were soaking wet due to the melted snow. Mine were not as drenched as his though. I went into one of the rooms with an extra pair of clothing for me.

I closed the door behind me and began to remove my clothing. When I was putting on my black pants the door suddenly opened, making me fall on the floor with my pants barely up to my knees. "Ryuzaki!!" I exclaimed. I squirmed in place to put my pants on. I finally managed to put myself out of embarrassment so I stood up and fixed myself, combing my hands through my hair. I blushed at the sight of L. He had already changed his clothes, but he hadn't changed his outfit. "What is it Ryuzaki?" I managed to ask after my embarrassing scene. "Well, it's cold Light..." he started as I put on my collared shirt, covering my bare body, "And would you have and extra jacket?" "Do you not have one?" I asked. He shook his head. "Well I only have one, but you could wear it. I took the jacket from off the neatly fixed bed and handed it to him.

I walked to the doorway where he was standing and out to the hallway. As I was walking, he held my hand from behind. Blood seemed to flourish in my cheeks. I held his hand tighter, making him blush as well. I stopped in the middle of the hallway and faced him. I grabbed his other hand and stared deep into his eyes. He seemed shorter than me because of his usual posture. His alluring eyes seemed to call me closer. I released his right hand and caressed the bottom right of his perfect jaw structure. My body was telling me to kiss him, my mind was telling me to strangle him. "No, this isn't right! I am God! How could I love something so..so...similar to me," I struggled, " But at the same time, how could I hate something so precious..so perfect."With a blanket of malevolence attempting to overcome me, I couldn't take it anymore, my hands caught hold of each side of his head and my instincts forced me to move in closer. I was mesmerized by his captivating and vast deep onyx eyes.

We stared intently into each others eyes, bewitched by the intensity of a single, imminent kiss. My will was taking over, my body was shaking, and my mind couldn't bare a single thought. I went in for the kill, suddenly kissing him. His lips were so soft, like the surface of a rose petals rubbing on your lip. His mouth tasted like sugar, but not like any sugar I have ever tasted in my life. I pushed him toward the wall, making the kiss even deeper. He was submissive and went along with my whim. His arms wrapped around my back and pulled me closer. I held on for as long as I could. For that single moment, all of my being was lost. It felt as if I had finally found the very thing that was meant for me and only me. And that was L. He held me tighter, making me realize he was just as strong as I was. I broke away from the seemingly short kiss to catch my breath. He looked away, blood rushing to his cheeks.

I smiled and lightly placed my three fingers to direct his head to look at mine. Little did I know that there was a piece of mistletoe hanging above both of our heads. I smiled even wider. "Ryuzaki, what bells were you talking about earlier?" I asked. "Well Light-kun, I thought that your deductive skills wouldn't fail me," he started, "But I shall show you." He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the stairs. He opened the door and started climbing them, dragging me along. After many countless fleets of stairs, we headed towards the door where we our snowy scene had taken place. I let go of his ice cold hand and tried to open the door for him, like any gentleman would.

The once light-weighted door had now been impossible to open. I tried tackling it with my shoulder and L tried kicking it with his foot, but it wouldn't budge. "We must be snowed in." I concluded. "Amazing as always, Light-kun." he teased. I smiled, reaching out for his hand. "Ryuzaki, meet me down to the ground floor of headquarters." I suggested. He nodded his head and we parted our separate ways. I headed towards a room where there was another fixed bed like the room I had been in earlier. I grabbed the soft and inviting blanket, throwing it over my back like a one-sided cape. I went into the elevator and went to the ground floor where I found a surprising sight.

"Oh, hey Light!" Matsuda said. I sighed in exasperation then caught sight of L. I couldn't see where Rem was. The matter didn't concern me much. "I tried leaving, but the snow was so heavy that I couldn't get out. Funny huh?" Matsuda said while scratching his head in an embarrassed way. I ignored him and walked to L to grab his hand. Behind me, Matsuda looked like he was going to have a fan girl attack, flailing his arms around like an idiot. I looked back with one eyebrow raised and he attempted to casually lean onto the chair to make try and act normal. He whistled a random tune and his eyes darted around the room. The chair soon gave way from all of his weight and he fell making a "plunk" sound.

We ignored him and went into a vacant bedroom. I jumped on the bed and made myself comfy with the blanket I brought. I lifted the blanket, inviting L in. He gladly came inside. I quickly grabbed him and immediately started to lightly nibble on his neck, making him laugh with pleasure. "Mmmm. You taste like candy canes." I teased. He threw me to the other side of the bed and squeezed me in delight. I caught myself on top of him, trapping him like a prisoner. He smiled, "In the end I'll win." He raised his head, inviting me in. I lowered mine and locked lips with his. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I tasted his sweet submissiveness. His legs wrapped around my back, closing the distance between us. He broke the kiss, allowing me to think once again. I shook my head as if attempting to return to reality. I sat upright on the bed, releasing him from his prison. I grinned and he returned it with a sweet, dark chuckle.

His sweet face turned pale and he let out a short grunt. His eyes became wide and without expression. I stared in horror and devastation, realizing what was happening. "Nooo!!!! No!! This can't be!!!" I screamed in anguish. I put my arms under his neck and thighs, cradling him. Tears ran down my face. "No Light. Please... No-" he struggled as tears were forming a pool around his eyes. "There's nothing I can do! How do I reverse this, Shinigami?!" I screamed. "I...I lo..." he tried to say. I stared in horror as his life was fading away. Rem came in through the wall, observing what had happened. "Light.." she simply said. "Damn Shinigami! How do you reverse this?! I don't want this!!" I screamed in a fit of anger. Her eyes widened in shock, "Once dead, they can never come back to life." Tears ran down my cheeks while I tried to think of a solution. "He's gone." she unpretentiously confirmed. "I killed an angel.." I cried, "I killed an angel." I struggled with the reality of that, screaming, and not hearing anything but emptiness.

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"Where's Ryuzaki?" I questioned everyone in the room. "I think I saw him go up to the roof a couple hours ago," Matsuda answered. 'The roof..? It's snowing!' I concernedly thought. The winter air made me shiver. I immediately got up from my chair, making everyone look at me. My extremely large sweater wouldn't warm me enough. 'L would always made me feel warmer inside.' I thought. I shook my head to get rid of that image. What I needed was to eliminate L, to fulfill my position as God of this New World. "I'm going to get him. If we're going to catch Kira, it's going to be with him. " I reassuringly said. This made everyone nod with approval, allowing me to proceed my hunt for L. Rem was standing near the back of the room, observing my actions. It was almost time. I made my way to the elevator.

When I was inside I pressed the button for the top floor, making the doors shut. Listening to the elevator ascend made me nervous about what L was doing. I pondered about a million of thoughts and possible situations. ding The elevator door opened, revealing a set of staircases leading to the top of the roof. Outside the window it was snowing lightly. 'What is L thinking?! He could get sick.' I thought. I left the elevator and made my way up the stairs to a brown door. I pushed it open and snow immediately started to fall on me.

L was standing there with his eyes encompassing the bits of falling snow above him. He turned towards me and barely smiled without showing his teeth. "Light-kun, can't you hear the bells?" he said. The snow was pouring and I had no idea what he was talking about. "Uhh. Ryuzaki, come inside now. It's Christmas Eve and you don't want to be sick for tomorrow." I said with obvious concern. I felt disgusted about the true way I felt about him. I shuttered with bitterness. He didn't respond. This made me irritated. 'No one can ignore me. I am God!' I thought. My lip curved up to a snarl. 'No problem... the trap is already set up.' I thought. "Soon L..soon." I softly said.

I couldn't take it anymore. The light snow started to form on the building's roof, increasing speed and weight with every layer. I walked towards him, using my arm as an umbrella so nothing would get in my eyes. The layer of snow was up to the bottom of my knees. I struggled to get closer to him. He was standing towards the green and red lights of the city. His posture was hunched. as usual, and dark bags hanging under his ponderous black eyes. The snow building on his sided spiky black hair started to fall off. I was finally close enough to grab his hand and pull him inside. He was unresponsive to me and his hand was ice cold, worse than the snow itself. He forcefully let go of my hand, which startled me. He still followed me though, slowly without any response to the weather. When we were inside I discovered that his skin was paler than usual. He was shivering, but he didn't look like he was in a rush to get warm. I stared upon the sad sight that was L, feeling sympathetic for him.

"Ryuzaki..." I said. He pressed the elevator button making the doors open. I continued to vigorously worry about his health. He walked in and pushed the floor button, and I stayed behind him to contemplate his condition in case he collapsed. This became increasingly imperative as he struggled to stop shaking. Oh how I longed to hold him. "Well, Light-kun are you coming?" his weak voice struggled. I nodded my head and slowly walked in the elevator. 'Bells..?' I thought. What bells were he talking about? The church bells? The bells of Christmas carolers? I was deep in thought, trying to dissect L's strange evasiveness.

"You're shaking," he said while staring directly at my hands. I hadn't noticed. "Me?! How could you be concerned about me when you have no sweater or shoes! You've been in the snow with nothing but a shirt and jeans!" I angrily screamed. "So this is what it feels to be lectured," he simply stated. "...I'm just concerned," I admitted. The elevator door opened. At their computers were my father, Aizawa, Mogi, and Matsuda. They looked at us with concern. "Light, I think you and Ryuzaki should change clothes," Soichiro suggested with a bewildered expression. I was about to follow his orders when he said, "Oh, Ryuzaki. Is it alright if the Task Force could leave early for Christmas Eve?" Rem was quietly in the back listening to the conversation. L was quiet, deep in thought. "That's alright, but you will have to bring me a piece of cake." L said with an amusing rhetorical tone. They bowed their heads in unison.

All of them except for Matsuda were putting on their coats. As the others were walking towards the door, Matsuda went up to L and I. "Uhh.. I was thinking that I could stay to continue to investigate a little longer," he nervously said, scratching his head. L nodded in approval. Matsuda went to sit where the only computer was on. I looked towards L and noticed that his clothes were soaking wet due to the melted snow. Mine were not as drenched as his though. I went into one of the rooms with an extra pair of clothing for me.

I closed the door behind me and began to remove my clothing. When I was putting on my black pants the door suddenly opened, making me fall on the floor with my pants barely up to my knees. "Ryuzaki!!" I exclaimed. I squirmed in place to put my pants on. I finally managed to put myself out of embarrassment so I stood up and fixed myself, combing my hands through my hair. I blushed at the sight of L. He had already changed his clothes, but he hadn't changed his outfit. "What is it Ryuzaki?" I managed to ask after my embarrassing scene. "Well, it's cold Light..." he started as I put on my collared shirt, covering my bare body, "And would you have and extra jacket?" "Do you not have one?" I asked. He shook his head. "Well I only have one, but you could wear it. I took the jacket from off the neatly fixed bed and handed it to him.

I walked to the doorway where he was standing and out to the hallway. As I was walking, he held my hand from behind. Blood seemed to flourish in my cheeks. I held his hand tighter, making him blush as well. I stopped in the middle of the hallway and faced him. I grabbed his other hand and stared deep into his eyes. He seemed shorter than me because of his usual posture. His alluring eyes seemed to call me closer. I released his right hand and caressed the bottom right of his perfect jaw structure. My body was telling me to kiss him, my mind was telling me to strangle him. "No, this isn't right! I am God! How could I love something so..so...similar to me," I struggled, " But at the same time, how could I hate something so precious..so perfect."With a blanket of malevolence attempting to overcome me, I couldn't take it anymore, my hands caught hold of each side of his head and my instincts forced me to move in closer. I was mesmerized by his captivating and vast deep onyx eyes.

We stared intently into each others eyes, bewitched by the intensity of a single, imminent kiss. My will was taking over, my body was shaking, and my mind couldn't bare a single thought. I went in for the kill, suddenly kissing him. His lips were so soft, like the surface of a rose petals rubbing on your lip. His mouth tasted like sugar, but not like any sugar I have ever tasted in my life. I pushed him toward the wall, making the kiss even deeper. He was submissive and went along with my whim. His arms wrapped around my back and pulled me closer. I held on for as long as I could. For that single moment, all of my being was lost. It felt as if I had finally found the very thing that was meant for me and only me. And that was L. He held me tighter, making me realize he was just as strong as I was. I broke away from the seemingly short kiss to catch my breath. He looked away, blood rushing to his cheeks.

I smiled and lightly placed my three fingers to direct his head to look at mine. Little did I know that there was a piece of mistletoe hanging above both of our heads. I smiled even wider. "Ryuzaki, what bells were you talking about earlier?" I asked. "Well Light-kun, I thought that your deductive skills wouldn't fail me," he started, "But I shall show you." He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the stairs. He opened the door and started climbing them, dragging me along. After many countless fleets of stairs, we headed towards the door where we our snowy scene had taken place. I let go of his ice cold hand and tried to open the door for him, like any gentleman would.

The once light-weighted door had now been impossible to open. I tried tackling it with my shoulder and L tried kicking it with his foot, but it wouldn't budge. "We must be snowed in." I concluded. "Amazing as always, Light-kun." he teased. I smiled, reaching out for his hand. "Ryuzaki, meet me down to the ground floor of headquarters." I suggested. He nodded his head and we parted our separate ways. I headed towards a room where there was another fixed bed like the room I had been in earlier. I grabbed the soft and inviting blanket, throwing it over my back like a one-sided cape. I went into the elevator and went to the ground floor where I found a surprising sight.

"Oh, hey Light!" Matsuda said. I sighed in exasperation then caught sight of L. I couldn't see where Rem was. The matter didn't concern me much. "I tried leaving, but the snow was so heavy that I couldn't get out. Funny huh?" Matsuda said while scratching his head in an embarrassed way. I ignored him and walked to L to grab his hand. Behind me, Matsuda looked like he was going to have a fan girl attack, flailing his arms around like an idiot. I looked back with one eyebrow raised and he attempted to casually lean onto the chair to make try and act normal. He whistled a random tune and his eyes darted around the room. The chair soon gave way from all of his weight and he fell making a "plunk" sound.

We ignored him and went into a vacant bedroom. I jumped on the bed and made myself comfy with the blanket I brought. I lifted the blanket, inviting L in. He gladly came inside. I quickly grabbed him and immediately started to lightly nibble on his neck, making him laugh with pleasure. "Mmmm. You taste like candy canes." I teased. He threw me to the other side of the bed and squeezed me in delight. I caught myself on top of him, trapping him like a prisoner. He smiled, "In the end I'll win." He raised his head, inviting me in. I lowered mine and locked lips with his. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I tasted his sweet submissiveness. His legs wrapped around my back, closing the distance between us. He broke the kiss, allowing me to think once again. I shook my head as if attempting to return to reality. I sat upright on the bed, releasing him from his prison. I grinned and he returned it with a sweet, dark chuckle.

His sweet face turned pale and he let out a short grunt. His eyes became wide and without expression. I stared in horror and devastation, realizing what was happening. "Nooo!!!! No!! This can't be!!!" I screamed in anguish. I put my arms under his neck and thighs, cradling him. Tears ran down my face. "No Light. Please... No-" he struggled as tears were forming a pool around his eyes. "There's nothing I can do! How do I reverse this, Shinigami?!" I screamed. "I...I lo..." he tried to say. I stared in horror as his life was fading away. Rem came in through the wall, observing what had happened. "Light.." she simply said. "Damn Shinigami! How do you reverse this?! I don't want this!!" I screamed in a fit of anger. Her eyes widened in shock, "Once dead, they can never come back to life." Tears ran down my cheeks while I tried to think of a solution. "He's gone." she unpretentiously confirmed. "I killed an angel.." I cried, "I killed an angel." I struggled with the reality of that, screaming, and not hearing anything but emptiness.