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Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 03:47:08 +0000 UTC]
oh heyss. 'm the new Lunar account
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 14:20:54 +0000 UTC]
it has been a long time. But I have suffered much in these many months. Loneliness. Darkness. Despair. Pain.
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 14:47:16 +0000 UTC]
Wherever you wish.
These things usually have a long story
to tell.
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 15:02:33 +0000 UTC]
Back in december, I got fired from my job. The reason: I apparently didn't show up to work on a day that I didn't know I was scheduled. My boss didn't even call to tell me that I was fired. He just sent my friend to tell me I was fired. I lost him as a friend.
Then not two days after the New Year started, my poor chinchilla died. He was trying to escape the cage and it collapsed on him, killing him slowly. I was awake, but I didn't hear anything; it's all my fault.
I was rejected by 12 girls and dumped by 1. I was cheated on recently. She knew I was still very much interested in her and I had asked to get back with her. She didn't tell me she had gotten a boyfriend. Imagine the hurt and rage I felt when I saw them making out in front of me. It took all my will to stop myself from beating the crap out of him.
And 2 months ago my favorite uncle died. I actually cried for once; I never cry. It was the worst ever. I had a meltdown outside of the viewing room in the orchard.
Then there's the stress of everything else including: school, my severe depression. my ADD, women, an pretty much life itself
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 15:23:01 +0000 UTC]
That sucks. I know how work scheduals can
get all messed up and crap. xC It's really stupid and
just shouldn't happen.
Aww, poor thing. I know how that's like;
believe me. I can't help but to blame myself for my
hamster's death. When I was moving to a new house, I
had to leave her in the old house only for a weekend.
I could have taken her and I wanted to, but I decided not to
take her. People went into my old house that weekendt to move
all of the stuff from the basement(this is where my hamster was).
She escaped from her cage and one of the guys stepped on her by
accident. They didn't even tell us. When I went back on monday,
I found her out of her cage, alive, but she couldn't use her back
legs anymore. She could only drag herself. I had to put her down.
Yeah, love really sucks sometimes. I just hate people.
Aww, that really sucks. That isn't easy to deal with. The pain never really goes away, but I hope you'll be alright.
Life really sucks a lot of the time. Most of the time it seems.
I know. I've been on the edge of suicide a number of times and sadly, no one would have ever seen it coming.
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 15:33:35 +0000 UTC]
I've been on suicide watch for almost 6 month now since my parents found out. The stupid thing is, almost all of that goes away when I have a girlfriend
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 15:37:31 +0000 UTC]
hm, yeah that happens.
It's good for a bit in the sense that you feel better, but
it only makes it worst if she ends up tearing your heart to
pieces...again.
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 15:39:02 +0000 UTC]
i told you it's stupid, but it's the only thing that helps
but it's not like anyone would ever date me
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 15:45:44 +0000 UTC]
I wish you could find something else that helps, but
it's not all bad for now.
Oh, come on. I'm sure there are plently of girls that would
want to date you. The tough part is finding them.
I'm having trouble with that as well. All the guys in my school are either taken, jerks, or just creeps. I'm in love with someone though, but I wish I wasn't. I just can't trust anyone anymore.
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 15:53:45 +0000 UTC]
maybe we could learn to be together...i mean if you want. two people with similar problem...fix 2 dogs with one scalpel. okay maybe that was a terrible analogy. my point, is we could help each other and maybe eventually fall in love if we give this a try
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Immortal-Ghost13 [2011-04-23 15:58:01 +0000 UTC]
lol nice analogy. x3
hmmm, I don't know...
I'm open to the idea, but like I said.
I'm just having trouble with trusting people.
Falling in love is giving someone the power to destroy you and
hoping that they won't.
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Immortal-Ghost13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2011-04-23 16:01:44 +0000 UTC]
I too have trust issues.
I know it's a risky thing, but perhaps it could work...or I'm just stupid
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Rikkanna [2010-01-23 00:33:01 +0000 UTC]
lol Thank you! I love them too. ^^
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Iceshadow13 [2010-01-21 01:57:11 +0000 UTC]
Tis cute ^^'
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 01:03:42 +0000 UTC]
Jon.. "lunar-wolf74" he dumped me, and now won't talk to me, at all. wants me to die ._.
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 01:08:46 +0000 UTC]
cause Im not realy a furry, and don't really care for the anime he watches ._. we were dating for about a year.
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-23 01:13:28 +0000 UTC]
Well, that's wrong of him. He can't expect you to be perfect. No one is. He should accept you just the way you are. No one likes the all of the same things.
That's the only reason?
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 01:16:58 +0000 UTC]
basically, and I got mad about his icon, cause I had told him I was making us corresponding icons since he didn't like Anti's
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-23 01:22:13 +0000 UTC]
Maybe he's just really stressed out at the moment. I'm sure he'll realize his wrongdoings eventually.
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 01:23:33 +0000 UTC]
*shrugs* :c he's blocked me on the phone, he's blocked me on FA, he's leaving here ._. I am doomed.
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-23 01:28:07 +0000 UTC]
Hummm, that's pretty weird. I mean if what you told me are the only things that whent wrong then I don't see why he would do that.
Either he is really stressed and can't control his anger or he's just mean.... :/
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 01:34:16 +0000 UTC]
trying to get him to talk to me, and not block me :c
he's talking on facebook
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-23 13:54:21 +0000 UTC]
*shrug* he keeps saying he hates me and that he won't ever get back with me so, Iuno..
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-23 17:24:18 +0000 UTC]
Mmm, well maybe you should stop trying to get together with him.
I mean, if he can't respect you and appreciate the way you feel for him,
then maybe he just isn't the guy for you. I know I wouldn't want a guy like that.
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-23 17:34:38 +0000 UTC]
Why? Not saying you should really. I'm just curious. What do you like about him? How is he different from any other guy?
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-24 02:57:52 +0000 UTC]
Hes.. actually been the only guy irl that has CARED about, and has been willing to let me in their heart..
I am back with him, but I have a feeling he'll hurt me again..
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MinakoWolf37 In reply to Iceshadow13 [2010-01-24 15:26:04 +0000 UTC]
Hmm, well, you shouldn't ever have to feel that way about
someone you're with. Has he been mean to you before he got angry and broke up with you?
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Iceshadow13 In reply to MinakoWolf37 [2010-01-24 21:51:51 +0000 UTC]
Only time he's been /mean/ to me is irl when he got really mad at me and tried to bite my neck. That was the only time were I was freaking out about him o_O'
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