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Description { oikawa x reader | drabble }

this story is based off of ReikoIrie story, {enough} . it's an amazing story that i suggest you go check oUT ASAP. <3 it takes place in one of the many 2 am calls that you and oikawa share.
i hope this works out?? it's my first time writing in present tense.

for your entertainment, listen to weak .

fandom/pov: haikyuu/second/present

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Your phone rang, and it's not like it woke you up. You knew it had to happen at one point, considering that these calls happened on more than one occasion. You don't even have to look at the caller ID, you already know it's Oikawa.

"Hm?" Is what you greeted the third year with, your [e/c] eyes trained on the dark [wall colour] ceiling.

"I can't sleep."

"I know."

You hear a whimper over the phone and it was silent for a moment, only the sounds of breathing filling the phone.

"[Name]!?!" Oikawa called this out as if he were afraid you weren't there on the other side of your cell phone. Desperation and panic fills his voice, and it was already coated with tears.

"I'm right here, Tooru."

A staticy sigh of relief came from your cellphone, and you sigh lightly.

"I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere."

"..."

It's silent for a few moments once again, the only thing breaking the tightness is the occasional sound of your best friend letting out a shaky breaths that comes out more like sobs.

"What's gonna happen to me [Name]? I swear, I'm going insane and..."

"You're just fine, Oikawa. It's okay to be sad."

"I-I'm not just sad, you don't understand!! I-I don't want them be here anymore...it's too much, it's all too much. The volleyball, the school, the friends and my family... I just want it all to stop so I can relax for one m-moment in my goddamn life."

You sigh, and your pink lips form a line, and Oikawa can practically hear your stress from over the phone.

"Ah, I'm sorry, [Name]-cha--!"

"Then just relax," you say over the phone, a finger pulling on your bottom lip nervously. "I mean, you know neither me nor Iwa-chan will judge you, right? Hell, you shouldn't even take our opinions into consideration---the only opinion that should matter is yours. But...it's okay not to be strong all the time."

A whimper escapes his throat, and even though he's over the phone, you know that there are silent tears streaming down his face.

"How about this? Tomorrow, after school, we'll go out for some bubble tea. Just you and I, and then we can have cuddles afterwards at my house." You suggest this with a blush tinging your [s/c] face. It's not like you two hadn't cuddled before, but it was always nice, because you two fell asleep like that, and it was more than enough to make your heart skip a beat. "We can watch movies, and you can cry your eyes out over whatever dumb chick flick I put in.

"That sounds really nice, actually," he mumbles quietly, and you smile to yourself in the darkness; the sniffles were starting to fade away, and you turn your head to look at the photo gallery on your wall. Short clipped smiles from Oikawa were in most of the glossy paper's photos, a genuine grin on Iwaizumi's sweaty ass face---considering most of these were selfies taken outside----and straight faces or smirks from you decorated the photo, and it pains you to know that in his own bed, he was crying in the comforting darkness of his own home.

"We'll do that, then." You try to make sure that your voice doesn't break or wobble when you say this.

"Thanks, [Name]."

You nod, even though he can't see you over the phone. "I'm gonna go to bed, alright, Oikawa? I love you."

"...love you too." You pull your phone away from your ear, the intent to hang up looming over you.

"Goodn--"

"---wait!!" Oikawa practically screams, enough to let you hear it from a couple of inches away. 

"What, what??" Panic fills your voice, as your phone arrives at your ear again.

It's silent for a moment. 

"Have you ever...have you ever been in love?"

A blush creeps up your cheeks, and your [e/c] eyes stares off into the darkness.

"[Name], hello?"

"Y-Yeah, I have." Your words do not flow out of your mouth as smoothly as you'd like them to be. "I actually am in right now. Have you?"

"Yeah. I don't think she likes me, though."

"I'm sure she does."

Another moment of silence passes between the two of you.

"I love you, [Name]."

"I love you too."

The phone goes dead, and you're left with the dial tone to keep you company until you finally hang up as well.

mus·ing

ˈmyo͞oziNG/

noun

  • 1.

    a period of reflection or thought.


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    Comments: 39

    fangirl70v3 [2017-12-22 03:31:01 +0000 UTC]

    I love this because it was written incredibly and you deserve to be proud, but also because I am SO the kind of person who would be like, "yo, we're best friends nothing more, nothing less. I'll be over in five so we can cuddle. Love you!" Unfortunately, though, none of my friends are like that so I'm all alone :,(
    Great story, though!!

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    MrsOikawa [2015-08-02 15:26:29 +0000 UTC]

    OMFMFAD THAT WAS SO GREAT AWWW MY POOR BABY I WANNA LOVE HIM UP

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    minakurosaki In reply to MrsOikawa [2015-08-02 20:12:21 +0000 UTC]

    AHHHHH THANK YOU GIVE HIM THE LOVE HE NEEDS

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    MrsOikawa In reply to minakurosaki [2015-08-03 12:42:19 +0000 UTC]

    I WILLLL

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    ketsamachan [2015-07-15 17:23:52 +0000 UTC]

    this is so cute! I like how at first it's just 'I love you' but the second 'I love you' is like 'I love you' and they both know that the 'I love you' is different from the 'I love you' even though they both sound exactly the same. Did that make sense?

    Friendship goals though tbh.
     

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    minakurosaki In reply to ketsamachan [2015-07-16 00:10:41 +0000 UTC]

    it does!! i'm glad you liked it though!!

    trU THO I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THAT IN MY LIFE

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    DamGoodGirls [2015-07-12 07:18:33 +0000 UTC]

    Oh my goooood
    I don't even have words for this it's just so amazing gods how do you even come up with these kinds of things Dammit

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    minakurosaki In reply to DamGoodGirls [2015-07-13 05:14:24 +0000 UTC]

    ahhhh thank you!!

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    DamGoodGirls In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-13 09:45:21 +0000 UTC]

    Pffff

    thank YOU (for this wonderful work of art)

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    AmericanFreakShow [2015-07-11 17:19:18 +0000 UTC]

    That was so beautiful! ;-; 

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    minakurosaki In reply to AmericanFreakShow [2015-07-12 01:34:07 +0000 UTC]

    ahhhh thank you! <3

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    linati [2015-07-09 04:33:09 +0000 UTC]

    This was perfect. It made my tiny heart break and flutter at the same time <3

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    minakurosaki In reply to linati [2015-07-09 05:21:33 +0000 UTC]

    ahhh thank you! i'm glad you liked it!

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    monokuros [2015-07-06 08:51:38 +0000 UTC]

    GOOD THIS IS sOG OOD i feel this like the way you portrayed his insecurites like i need a moment :')

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    minakurosaki In reply to monokuros [2015-07-08 05:33:20 +0000 UTC]

    ahhh thank you darling!!

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    Azhanzhang [2015-07-06 01:03:05 +0000 UTC]

    ; u ; <3 This is great
    I love this so much 

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    minakurosaki In reply to Azhanzhang [2015-07-08 05:33:11 +0000 UTC]

    ah, thank you so much lovely! ; w ;

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    Azhanzhang In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-08 23:37:13 +0000 UTC]

    you're welcome! ^^ <3

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    Cattailarts [2015-07-06 00:47:02 +0000 UTC]

    I READ ENOUGH ALREADY AND ghskjdgdfsadlsgnkldlnfsdg.

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    minakurosaki In reply to Cattailarts [2015-07-08 05:33:00 +0000 UTC]

    ahhh i hope you enjoyed this,, and eNOUGH WAS AMAZING TBh!

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    Cattailarts In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-08 06:49:15 +0000 UTC]

    I DI D ENJOYI T AND IT WAS AMAZING dsjf offgfdterSdsa

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    LovingLilac [2015-07-05 15:23:52 +0000 UTC]

    The portrayl of Oikawa and his insecurities were amazing! I loved the dynamic between him and the reader, making {enough} even more tragic. The dialogue was well done. I liked how you displayed the types of I love you's in the story.

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    minakurosaki In reply to LovingLilac [2015-07-08 05:32:29 +0000 UTC]

    ahhh thank you so much!! i love recieving your
    praise it always makes me blush im literally screaming?? 
    frick <33 thank you again jeeZ i'M rambling but it makes
    me really happy that you enjoyed this bc i really respect 
    your works and wOWie FriEND THANK YOU! ouo

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    LovingLilac In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-08 15:13:23 +0000 UTC]

    You're welcome! Thank you for writing such a great story! I'm glad my compliments make you feel that way. Thank you, I think your works are amazing as well. ^_^

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    VersicolorQuasar [2015-07-05 15:21:57 +0000 UTC]

    ; v ; <3

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    minakurosaki In reply to VersicolorQuasar [2015-07-08 05:31:30 +0000 UTC]

    ; o ; <33 senpai pls

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    VersicolorQuasar In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-08 21:29:02 +0000 UTC]

    C;
    <3

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    iwaizumihajimeme [2015-07-05 13:43:52 +0000 UTC]

    THIS IS FREAKING BEAUTIF U L ASDFGHJKL

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    minakurosaki In reply to iwaizumihajimeme [2015-07-08 05:31:20 +0000 UTC]

    ahhhh thank you!! <333 it means a lot to me! 

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    StarryFishBoneSoup [2015-07-05 06:28:29 +0000 UTC]

    WHY IS THIS THE OPPOSITE!? JENTHAOS WRITES THE FLUFFY ENDINGS WITH YOUR ANGST ENDINGS IT IS A BEAUTIFUL TWIST BUT STILL!!!

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    minakurosaki In reply to StarryFishBoneSoup [2015-07-08 05:31:07 +0000 UTC]

    i am the ruler of angst!! her stories give me life tbh but i still hope you enjoyed!

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    StarryFishBoneSoup In reply to minakurosaki [2015-07-08 05:32:42 +0000 UTC]

    Her stories give me life and then your stories break my kokoro ;A;

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    erianna3707 [2015-07-05 05:57:21 +0000 UTC]

    I WANT TO CRY FOREVER
    uuuuh the song just got to me and everything is so sweet and just-
    i want to hug tooru so bad. you did a phenomenal job portraying his insecurities here.

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    minakurosaki In reply to erianna3707 [2015-07-05 06:02:51 +0000 UTC]


    PLeasE DOn'T CRy foREveR it will be my water supply lMAO
    hhhhh than k you so much for the high praise and i hope i can please you in the future as well!!

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    SparrowOfTheDawn [2015-07-05 05:48:22 +0000 UTC]

    Ouch, my heart.  I need to go find some fluff now.  XD  Thank you so much and great job!

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    minakurosaki In reply to SparrowOfTheDawn [2015-07-05 05:54:06 +0000 UTC]

    ahhh thank you!! i hope u find some good fluff! ;w;

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    ReikoIrie [2015-07-05 05:46:47 +0000 UTC]

    pERFECTION

    BEST

    YES

    IT GIVES MORE DEPTH TO {ENOUGH}

    THAT I'M SURE WILL MAKE READERS WHO HAVE READ {ENOUGH}

    HURT EVEN MORE

    YES GOOD, IM SO PLEASED HHHH 💕💕💕💕

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    iwaizumihajimeme In reply to ReikoIrie [2015-07-05 13:43:37 +0000 UTC]

    so evil, senpai ;-;

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    minakurosaki In reply to ReikoIrie [2015-07-05 05:53:53 +0000 UTC]


    AHHHHH THAN K YOU I M GLA D YOU LIK ED IT !! <33

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