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This is my Elin mystic on the Celestial Hills server, Bakabunnii.
Tera.
Anyway, I need to give an update to all of my watchers about art, why it's not coming along at all, and why I've been pushing commissions back.
As a majority of you guys do not know, I have some household problems where I live and my parents basically make me feel like a waste of space/ time. Since I am almost 18, I'm trying to get out of my house as soon as high school is over. One of the things that upsets me is that Iprobably won't be starting college right out of highschool due to lack of funds, but that's not why I'm telling you guys any of this.
My parents do not like that I enjoy sitting in my room and drawing because it doesn't help them in any way and they reject it because it's not an active sport. My brothers are all atheletes and very talented ones, but none of them are creative. I am constantly called 'lazy' and 'stupid' in my house, constantly told I'll never get into college. I do not need that negativity and it makes me kinda lose motovation to do anything and times are just getting rougher it seems.

Ahh that was kinda a rant, but whatever.
Nice to post something for you guys ♡

Description
This is my Elin mystic on the Celestial Hills server, Bakabunnii.
Tera.
Anyway, I need to give an update to all of my watchers about art, why it's not coming along at all, and why I've been pushing commissions back.
As a majority of you guys do not know, I have some household problems where I live and my parents basically make me feel like a waste of space/ time. Since I am almost 18, I'm trying to get out of my house as soon as high school is over. One of the things that upsets me is that Iprobably won't be starting college right out of highschool due to lack of funds, but that's not why I'm telling you guys any of this.
My parents do not like that I enjoy sitting in my room and drawing because it doesn't help them in any way and they reject it because it's not an active sport. My brothers are all atheletes and very talented ones, but none of them are creative. I am constantly called 'lazy' and 'stupid' in my house, constantly told I'll never get into college. I do not need that negativity and it makes me kinda lose motovation to do anything and times are just getting rougher it seems.

Ahh that was kinda a rant, but whatever.
Nice to post something for you guys ♡