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Published: 2007-05-24 07:30:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 487; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 7
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Description I AM LOOKING FOR LOVE...

STILL I CANNOT FIND IT...
THE HANDS OF DARKNESS EMBRACE ME...
I CANNOT SLEEP
FOR THE HORRORS OF MY FAILURE HUNT ME....

COUNTLESS THOUGHTS
PLAY RESTLESS IN MY MIND...
AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ONE LOVE
AM I THAT HORRID TO LOOK AT...

I CANT FIND THE SWEET SMILE
I LONG FOR A TRUE KISS...
EMBACING MY PILLOW FOR SUCH A LONG TIME....
HOURS... WEEKS AND YEARS....
STILL YOU ARE NOT BY MY SIDE....

WHEN WILL THIS FUCKING HOLE INSIDE ME
THE EMPTINESS AND NOTHINGNESS BE FILLED?
NOW EVERYONE HAS LEFT ME...ABANDONED ME
ALL THATS LEFT IS THE VISION OF THEM
LAUGHING AT ME.. FOR I BELIEVED THEM

I ALONE AND ALWAYS BE...
TO ACCEPT IT IS MY LAST CHOICE....
I JUST LOOK AT MY DOLLS...
LIFELESS BEINGS THAT I POSSES
MY ONLY FRIEND... MY ONLY COMPANION

OH LOVE LOVE... WHY CANT YOU BE MINE...
AM I MADE TO BE ALONE...
HERE I LIE... DROWNED IN MY ONW BLOOD...
I FORGOT IF IT IS DAY OR NIGHT...
I WILL LIE HERE TILL MY LAST BREATH ESCAPES...
WAITING FOR THAT LOVER TO RESCUE ME....

KNOWING THAT IT IS JUST A DELLUSION...
FOOLING MY SELF BY WORTHLESS THOUGHTS....
I WILL FADE AND NEVER BE NOTICED
NEVER REMEMBERED

"ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE LOVED"
MISERY_SONG@YAHOO.COM
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Comments: 1

Cursie [2007-06-01 20:51:36 +0000 UTC]

Lovely poem..

I love the look on his eyes... I just feel like freeing him and giving a big warm hug

about your quest for love..don't give up :3

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