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Published: 2008-06-20 01:46:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 1302; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 0
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"but I want to die...""No you don't look at me. It's not what you'd think."
(my anime self)
(C) Missca
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thank you very much
I havn't heard from you in quite a while how are things?
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Oh, just been really busy with college work... re-studying an anatomy course that I failed to get a decent grade on (a lousy C- 
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nothing much
but I know your pain I had a science class the other semester and I would always go to class early and there was always an anatomy class before mine and I would listen to the lectures and they sounded so confusing...I'm afraid to take that class...
when does school start for you?
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On September 2nd
Yeah, memorization, whether qualitatively or quantitatively, isn't my strong point 
My opinion on anatomy: take it... you'll learn SO much about the human body, you'll practically become a doctor!
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that is not fair I go back at the end of August....
I have a friend who's trying to get into our nursing program but the classes are just hard.
lol maybe your right...I will think about it but forst I must get an A in my statistics class...
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Oui vey 
Yes, trying to get into an impacted nursing program is like trying to get an elephant into an open manhole... it CAN be possible, but not until hardships become passed (that or the law of mass and volume become disproportioned 
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Yes, because it seems that the younger the professor is, the more likely he/she will cut some slack i.e. provide some changes to regain lost points with extra questions... not always the case for everyone, just in my experience... cross your fingers and hope for the best
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yes sensei!
what school do you attend? I'm just curious you really don't have to answer that.
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Since you asked, I'm currently going to California State University Sacramento (CSUS)
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Lol, that would of been a sudden surprise, wouldn't it? 
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well your a little closer but not completely there yet....Its really really hot in the summer...
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Davis, Santa Cruz, Berkely... I'm going out on a limb here
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lol no I was accepted to go to UC Merced but I...well my parents...thought it would be best if I went to my town's state college which is a little embarrassing to say....
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It's understandable... I mean, thanks to gas prices, compromises are sometimes necessary... well, look on the bright side, at least you got accepted into a UC 
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^^ lol I'm planning on going there later on after I get my masters
but if you were curious I do go to Fresno State yes it's sad...but it could be worse
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Hehe... yes, that is the right idea, to transfer to a UC after getting a desired degree... currently, I'm going to try to apply to UC Davis with a masters or Ph.d... if that doesn't work, Fresno State it is
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aww 
Everyone acts as if they're attending Harvard. Its quite sad...
oh? I have a question!
how many classes do you take per semester on average?
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On average, 3 classes... but unit wise, between 13 - 15 units on average... I probably should take more, but I feel that concentrating on a few classes is a lot better than overloading myself with more classes in a single semester
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I'm the same, but I have to take four (12 units) it is a lot easier to manage everything and keep my grades up.
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Artwork hasn't been coming out the way you liked it!? Lol, this is excellent! How is it not coming out to your liking? I love the colors, and the details in the eyes. The coloring looks gentle and the hair seems to flow down perfectly. My only objection is, doesn't the hair extend a little further? Or is that your intention? I'm not sure but it looks great!
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the apprentice does not critique the Master. 
I don't understand what you mean 
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Oh I see. Okies, I just thought there could've been more or that something was distorted wrong.
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I have a seeking suspicion that my apprentice is not pleased with this image...
have you gotten Photoshop or painter yet?
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Uhhh? No, just not feeling overly optimistic anymore... Sorry, not your artwork. I mean it's wonderful. It's more about me then you.
No I haven't yet. Sorry.
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please don't feel sad. Its like I can feel your pain. I want to help cheer you up what can I do? please tell me.
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Very nice. I like how you did the eyes, hair, and skull, especially.
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thank you very much I'm glad you like it
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Ooo, this is your anime self? She seems contemplative in this picture...
Is she contemplating death or life... or both? Kinda reminds me of that one scene from Hamlet~
Nicely done, good skull too - some people find drawing them either awkward or difficult
Very pretty hair and eyes too, I really like the eyes
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wah! a cool new icon for Azeen! Tis awesome
yes she is exactly thank you my picture actually makes some sense to someone
No I love skeletons in highschool all I did was a skeleton wearing a top hat and called him Mr. Bones...hmmmm maybe he should visit my gallery 
thank you
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XD;;
Thanks for the icon comment
XD;;; 'Mr. Bones'? How interesting, yes, he should drop in some time
And you're welcome as always
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that's a pretty kickass drawing! Wish i could draw skulls like that xDD lol and i love how you did your eyes.
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thank you 
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its a very pretty picture. . .you're a very good artist
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thank you I'm coloring in the second one right now.
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my only question is, what's the story behind the picture?? who are the skull and girl?
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I'm the gril I want to kill myself (this is how I feel I'm just not trying to make others feel like I want attention) The skull is just a talking skull who has already committed suicide and is trying to persuade me from killing myself.
so it would go like this:
me: "but I want to die..."
skull:"no you don't look at me. It's not what you'd think."
Me:"Why not?" (hence the title)
I know its dumb I'm just really depressed about something going on right now.
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it's not dumb. . .it's good that you're getting your emotions out by drawing and not cutting yourself!! you aren't cutting yourself, ARE YOU? and you're NOT going to commit suicide, right?
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No I don't cut I don't want the scars. I would but I can't because I know that if I commit suicide I will break God's heart and I will have to burn in Hell forever. So I have to wait.
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yaaay!!! i finally find another christian person!!. .
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no I'm a Christian! I love God! I pray to him every night.
that guy sounds disgusting stay away from him. I don't know what happened to your mom maybe shes always been this way and started to reveal her true colors now. Its really sad that she is hurting so many people just to make herself happy with a fling that'll probably not last that long.
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haha. . .well good. . .i'm trying to go back to god. . .i've been away from him for too long, and look what happened to my life. . .i'm not trying to pin this whole thing on him. its just that i think he was protecting our family from this VERY THING. and since we went astray from him, well, you know. i don't think he left us or is not watching over us, but i think that he's just giving us a taste of what our lives would be without him. . .not exactly that, i'm not trying to say that he would WANT this for us, he's too kind. but that he wants us to go back to him. our family used to eat dinner together every night, we used to go to church every sunday. then we moved to fort hood. we couldn't really find any nice churches, so we gradually stopped going, and the good things in life for us just stopped happening. TT.TT
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i know. . .remember that message that i found?? well, i think it was sent, cus the message was still up on the screen and my friend has a really old phone that works like that. . .*YES*. . . but i think he was trying to end this thing going on between them. . .and i think she didn't. i think that she wanted it to go on. . .TT>TT. . .
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