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Just some vent art I needed to make, as inspired by this piece I found on Tumblr. depressioncomix.tumblr.com/pos…

Look, I've made no secret that I tend to suffer from fluctuant anxiety, depression, low self esteem, and a sleuth of insecurities; based on my past and my lack of prominence and positive exposure in social media, let alone media in general. Wanted to work in animation or comics so badly after high school, and life has never quite been in my favor you see...

And just recently I found a couple of my recent videos had a fair chunk of dislikes since their debut. I never expected everyone to like my content, but I also never expected I'd be that bad...

Anyway, the whole point of this piece, and the thing I was inspired by is to show that depression and other mental health issues aren't something to roll your eyes at, they're not something that people can just get over, and it's not simple whining for people to feel powerless in the world, particularly but of course not excluded to individuals within the neurodevelopmental spectrum like me.

I've had hopes I'd be successful after high school, and college would teach me everything I need to know about what I want to learn and how I can get a career in the field I wish to work in without realizing that other young individuals already had help in middle-school and high school outside of the traditional education system via camps or summer programs to help them pull through in college or the workforce, which was one reason while I lagged behind in while others didn't.

That said though I don't want to give up just yet. As much as I regret my past and wish I can alter it, I know I can't (Unless time travel were achievable) so the only other thing I can do is work to get what I want in the future.

But hey, maybe I won't get the life I want. Maybe I won't be an artist, a writer, a musician, actor, or anything I want. Don't know what I'd do with my life then or how I'll be content with it, but for now I'm just gonna go ahead and do what I can to pass my courses and graduate this year.

Description
Just some vent art I needed to make, as inspired by this piece I found on Tumblr. depressioncomix.tumblr.com/pos…

Look, I've made no secret that I tend to suffer from fluctuant anxiety, depression, low self esteem, and a sleuth of insecurities; based on my past and my lack of prominence and positive exposure in social media, let alone media in general. Wanted to work in animation or comics so badly after high school, and life has never quite been in my favor you see...

And just recently I found a couple of my recent videos had a fair chunk of dislikes since their debut. I never expected everyone to like my content, but I also never expected I'd be that bad...

Anyway, the whole point of this piece, and the thing I was inspired by is to show that depression and other mental health issues aren't something to roll your eyes at, they're not something that people can just get over, and it's not simple whining for people to feel powerless in the world, particularly but of course not excluded to individuals within the neurodevelopmental spectrum like me.

I've had hopes I'd be successful after high school, and college would teach me everything I need to know about what I want to learn and how I can get a career in the field I wish to work in without realizing that other young individuals already had help in middle-school and high school outside of the traditional education system via camps or summer programs to help them pull through in college or the workforce, which was one reason while I lagged behind in while others didn't.

That said though I don't want to give up just yet. As much as I regret my past and wish I can alter it, I know I can't (Unless time travel were achievable) so the only other thing I can do is work to get what I want in the future.

But hey, maybe I won't get the life I want. Maybe I won't be an artist, a writer, a musician, actor, or anything I want. Don't know what I'd do with my life then or how I'll be content with it, but for now I'm just gonna go ahead and do what I can to pass my courses and graduate this year.