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mollymollykellkell — Where I Prefer to Die
Published: 2012-04-25 06:00:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 57; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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At times I think of you and I just want to die,For hours at a time I stare at your picture,
My eyes analyze and examine the beauty,
I have these details memorized, unless my memory changes them.
Thoughts racing,
A clock ticks,
The house moans,
I stand still,
You are here,
My eyes trickle,
Consciousness fades,
A sharp noise,
You're gone.
Everyday I live this torture
Self-fulfilling misfortune,
Too terrified to approach her,
There's no exit to this dungeon.
Over and over and over again,
And let's do it one more time,
Possibly another, maybe try again?
If I can just keep going, I'm fine!
But I'm not.
I wail for death,
I crave death,
I need death,
I see death.
I am death.
Yet I know what happens when you die,
You go to a place that's stunning, unimaginable,
There is no pain, no screaming, not a cry,
It is absolutely, utterly and always non-tangible,
I have seen it before with my own two eyes,
It is paradise. It is perfect. Proudly perpetual.
When I see your picture I go to that place,
I wish that I die gazing at that picture,
Once I begin to become bored of the taste
I will die, one day, gazing at your picture.
