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Montplaisir — Loss
Published: 2010-06-24 22:11:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 76; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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How did this happen?When did it reach a point where fear became a focus?
Where did I become so reserved, so careful, so…scared?
Scarred…
Why can I not openly show how I feel…
Should I?
I don't even know how I feel
How I should feel.
When did words lose their meaning?
When did it become that I'd forgotten how to react?
At the very least I should be able to create something false
An act
But I can not.
A touch
When was it a touch became so foreign?
A hug, a tap on the shoulder,
When was it these became so rare?
So awkward?
When did it become taboo?
Something that should be apologized for
Merely accidents,
When did a touch become something so far from normal?
Why?
A drop of water in the desert makes you long for more…
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I broken?
Everything feels proper,
Everything feels…alright,
I have my legs and my arms,
My hearing, my sight, my voice,
I am here, corporeal, and I know who I am,
The people around me, the ones I care about
But…what is missing?
This can not be what I am…
